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I really liked jacking off to this video!!!

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Masturbation challange going strong, haven't cum in months, every day non stop jacking off!!!

I need to fucking cum so fucking bad it's not funny... I'm so on the fucking edge, and so fucking high, and beating the shit out of my cock with my fist. I really wonder how long I can keep going without cumming before I go insane. This challenge could go on for years and I will keep on going out of my mind, jacking off all day and night, staying up for a week at a time.

Fuck yes I love getting high and jacking off. Meth and masturbation are made for each other! It's so fucking awesome getting spun and pounding on my cock!! I'm so fucking high I can barely think straight!! My fist pumping up and down my rock hard cock, oh fuck yes, I'm never going to stop, it's to fucking insanely incredibly amazingly fucking mind bendingly awesome the feeling that I get my cock to produce. Pure bliss, being in the middle of an orgasm for hours! This is my destiny, my life's work, everything I want to be and all that I am.

This orgasm is so fucking strong I might pass the fuck out from the overload of energy this orgasm is producing, fuck yes, fuck yes, fuck yes! My whole body shudders with each wave of the orgasm energy that pounds out of my cock. Oh fuck, I've never felt an orgasm this powerful before and I must hold it back, NO CUMMING FOR ME!! I'm way too much of a fucktard to be able to cum anytime soon! Holy fuck this is insanity FUCK YES I've never felt this much energy come from an orgasm, I'm so fucking close to going over this fucking crazy ass edge!!! Oh shit I'm going to fucking explode!!! FFFUUCCKK I can barely hold back OH FUCK YES! It is going to be impossible to keep from exploding much longer, a few minutes maybe, that's all, no way I can go more than 20 more minutes!!

this is the sixth day I've been awake and jacking non stop day and night...

I so fucking high and pounding my fist up and down my cock so fucking hard and fast!! I love looking at pics of naked women while I hack off, fuck yes, seeing their tits and pussy and naked body, fuck yes!!! I know it's because I'm high but some of the girls in the picture seem to know I'm beating off to them, Not in a that's why they took the picture way, but like the know that me as a specific individual, is right now, at this moment, jacking off to their picture. Fuck yeah, they all know that I masturbate to their pics, that's why they had pics taken of themselves naked.
I'm a huge fucking loser, jacking off looking at images of naked women because I would just disappoint them if I had sex with them. I began edging shortly after I started masturbating as I disappointed myself by cumming to fast. I pay women not to have sex with me, I want them to keep their clothes on and watch me masturbate. I don't know how I could be more of a loser than I already am.
What a fucking pathetic loser I am... I fucking love it!!!

More beer and drugs and masturbating before trying to go get some cash while it's still dark outside

 I drank another dozen beers and got high as a kite before I tried to go and get some cash before the sun comes up. I walked quickly to the atm and only had to hide from cars a couple of times. I got some more cash and headed home at a very brisk pace. As dawn approaches and more people leave for work I have to hide more often and for longer each time. I made it home as the sun was about to rise and plenty of light so anyone who looked could see me. After I got home I continued getting drunk and high and abusing the shit out of my cock.

Stroking for three days now!!!

 I fucking love beating off and watching porn!! I love looking at pictures of naked women. It almost seems like they know what a loser I am, that I can't get real pussy, and they love that I fuck my fist because of them. I think they know they make it hard not to explode and shoot cum everywhere, they flash that knowing smile and I can barely contain myself. Holy fuck they are hot,I am grateful they let a loser as big as me even look at them naked. They fucking love making me masturbate right on the edge, lookong at their tits, holy fuck I can barely stand what they are doing to me.
 I was so close to cumming I had to quick set up the camera and get into position to cum on my face. Luckily I was able to hold back. They so fucking know they are going to make me cum, that I'm barely able to hold back, they get a kick out of what their tits do to losers like me.

Walking to get cash at the atm turns into sitting in a park completely naked and beating off.

 I am almost to the atm when a car pulls up and a female voice asks me where I am going, I say to to atm and she says thats great and I should get out even more for her and she orders me to leave everything but my atm card with her. I do as instructed and take off my clothes and reach through the window to put them on the front seat of her car. I continue walking towards the atm and she turns on her high beams so anyone looking can see me walking naked with my hard cock bouncing up and down. I got to the atm and took out a bunch of money and started walking back towards the girl in the car with my clothes. As I got close to the car she started whistling then beeping the horn at me, of course with the high beams still on. She told me to put all the money on her front seat and then walk to a small park that was less than a mile away and she drove behind my with her high beams on the whole way. She got out of the car and we walked to a bench in the middle of the park and she told me to start jacking off. She teased and made fun of me for being such a loser, she laughed in my face and kept telling me to beat my meat harder. She got a kick out of when I would have to stop and take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming. She made me admit how much I was excited by and turned on from sitting there jacking off in front of her in the park. She asked me how much I thought this was worth and soon had me begging to pay her ever increasing amounts which quickly was up to the amount I had withdrawn from the atm. By the time we stopped talking about money we were up to double the amount I had originally withdrawn from the atm. She took out her cell phone and started recording video of me, the light on her phone did a pretty good job and I was super nervous about being seen and also turned on even more by how much more I was visible. She had me admit what a loser I am and that I don't deserve to be anywhere near a girl as hot as she is and how pathetic I am to pay her so fucking much money because I'm so fucking lame. This went on for about ten minutes but seemed like an hour. Then she told me to walk back to the atm to get the rest of her money, she followed me in her car with her high beams on, of course. After I got her money from the atm and gave it to her she said she was going to keep my clothes and throw them away for being such a lametard that I had no other clothes at all, not even at home. I walked home naked with her following most of the way and when she drove away she honked her horn and shouted out the widow that I am a fucking loser. When I got home I realized that I still didn't have any cash to pay any girls if they came by and also that I didn't have any clothes to wear to go get some money.

fucking fist and getting high

When I woke up this morning my hand immediately wrapped itself around my cock and started pounding up and down it hard and fast. It took about 5 min to reach the first edge of the day and I loaded my pipe and it only took a couple hits to get high as fuck. I sat on the floor in the middle of the room and slowly stroked my cock while I took more hits till I was super fucking spun. I am in love with being a solosexual fist fucker, there is nothing better than the feeling of my fist pumping up and down on my rock hard dick. The only exception to that is being watch while jacking off, of course!! About an hour later I moved to the computer and had pictures from tumblr being displayed for 2.2 seconds each on one screen and videos on the other screen. Whenever I got too close to edge and had to take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming I would get take some hits. The way my hand makes my cock feel is what I live for, it's so fucking amazing being on the edge of orgasm for hours. The orgasm keeps getting stronger and more difficult to not go over the edge. Over the next few hours there are a couple of times that I get so close to going over the edge that I immediately get in position so that if I cum it will be all over my face per the rules of the masturbation challenge/marathon I am participating in. Neither time did I actually cum but they were damn close, so close I don't know how or why I didn't. I fucking love the way looking at naked women make my cock throb as I stroke it real hard and fast. The energy of orgasm pulses out of my cock and through my whole body with each stroke. I get even higher as the intensity of the orgasm keeps building and I abuse my hard cock even harder. The program that I use to display the slide show of pic's says I've seen 14,376 of them when I decided to start drinking beer while getting higher and jacking off. After about a dozen beers in about an hour I am so fucked up I am having difficulties when I have go get another beer. I grabbed my blow-up sex doll and started fucking her in the missionary position. It should surprise no one that I quickly started disappointing her sexually with having to stop frequently to keep from cumming! I continued with my pathetically inadequate performance for about an hour and a half before I switched to my fleshlight. I am so close to cumming that it is not much fun fucking the fleshlight so I decide to go get some cash from the ATM so I can pay any girl that may stop by.

What I've been jerking off to for the last couple of days....

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Lady in liquor store recognizes me as the guy her and her friends often watch masturbate.

I'm in the checkout line at the liquor store and a lady gets in line behind me and says I look familiar and asks if I'm from the neighborhood, how long I've lived around here, etc. In less than a minute she gets a big grin on her face and starts laughing as she says "OMG your him, your the guy, the guy we often watch masturbate!". I didn't know what to say, I had never seen her before in my life. She tells me how her friends condo has a balcony from which my living room can be seen, and that her friend regularly has a bunch of friends come over and they sit on the balcony and watch me jack off. She told me about seeing me fuck my blow-up doll and my fleshlight and of course my fist!! I admit that I constantly masturbate and always have the blinds open.
I got to the cashier and paid for the items lady behind me was getting as she told the female cashier about watching me with her friends. As I started walking down the sidewalk she said she would "see me real soon" and laughed as she got into her car....
It is really humiliating to meet a woman who has seen me fucking a blow-up sex doll.....
As I walked up to my place I looked around and sure enough there are several units in the building next door that can most likely see into my living room...

Third day of non stop beating off, all day, and all night!!!

I am so fucking high as I pound my fist up and down my cock!!! I've been edging for hours and my cock feels so fucking amazing!! This is what I am, I masturbate constantly, I look at naked women while I am jerking off but I would rather masturbate then have sex with a woman. I would only disappoint her and embarrass myself if I did have sex with a female. Instead of cumming in a just a few seconds I can masturbate for hours and hours. Looking at naked women, dreaming about being a real man and being able to fuck a woman good and hard! Dreaming about my hand being their pussy as I am fucking the shit out of them. Stroke stroke stroke so fucking close to the edge, feels so amazing, not premature ejaculating, just stroke stroke and stroke some more!
The feeling of my hand on my cock is so much better than any sex I've had with a woman, far better! I am constantly masturbating and I don't want to stop!! I love this, this is me, all I want to be, a total fist fucking slut!! oh fuck I love beating off, pretending I am fucking these naked women, dreaming I am a real man who gets laid without having to pay for it, imagining I'm a fucking stud, fucking these bitches!!!
Holy fuck I'm so high, I am so close to cumming, oh fuck yes!!! Totally abusing, absolutely punishing my cock!!!

10 month Masturbation Challenge!!

the rules are:

• 10 month challenge
• at least 4 days and nights of non stop stroking (as high, tweaked, fucked up as possible)
• max 10 hrs sleep in between

I love it!!! 

I originally requested the possibility of having to wait till the end to cum or possibly cumming once a month. I now think that there should be no cumming till the end and if you do it must be on your face, if you accidentally go over the edge and it's not on your face then the next time you touch your dick you have to stroke till you cum (no edging) and cum on your face. If you do cum you must post pics or vid of cumming on your face... 

Thoughts???

Who's willing to join??? 

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Pounding my fist up and down my cock!!!

Fuck yes, I fucking love beating off all day and night!!!! I'm so fucking close to cumming so fucking hard!!!!

I fuck my blow-up sexdoll pretending it is her when she is not here, she walked in and I came without permission!

It's her rule that I fuck me blow-up doll pretending it's her when she is not here. She finds it hilarious that as soon as she walks in I have problems holding back from cumming. This morning when she walked in and started laughing at me I couldn't stop it and I had an orgasm right in front of her without permission. She freaked out and humiliated me for cumming without permission I begged and pleaded for forgiveness but she said she was going to show me how a real man fucks. She said she was going to get some payback for all the women I disappointed by cumming to soon. But first she took off her belt and had me bend over and she went to town on my ass with that belt. Holy fuck it hurt and my cock was rock hard the whole time as I had to beg her for more. There was no way I could sit after she was done so I had to kneel in front of her while we got high and she had me begging for more punishment for being such a loser...

Lisa is almost always at my place and usually is masturbating with me!!

She has a couple of vibrating dildos she masturbates with. We get so fucking high and watch each other masturbating for hours! She constantly let's me know the only reason she has to fuck herself with the toys is because I can't satisfy a woman, especially one as hot she is. If I wasn't such a fucking huge loser I could be fucking the shit out of her all the time. It's rare when she let's me cum and when I do it has to be on my own face, of course. She gets a real kick out of watch me spray cum all over my face and humiliates me as I have to sit there with cum dripping of my face because I'm definitely not allowed to wash it off. 

Jenny has me bring her cash to her when she drives down my street..

In addition to her amount, she gets some every time one of the girls she brought over comes by. This works out to several hundred if not over a thousand a day. She calls when she is nearby and I have to take the cash out to her when she pulls up in front of my building. I have to be completely naked, of course. Thankfully she usually does this at night, sometimes sunrise/sunset and more than a couple times in the middle of the day.
She laughs at me for being such a fucking loser and humiliates me for the raging boner I always have!!

Another meth fueled multi day masturbation marathon!!!

masturbation and meth are made for each other, when I am high there is absolutely no keeping my hands off my rock hard cock!! I've been beating off since yesterday morning and I love every second of it!! My fist pounding hard and fast up and down my rock hard cock, keeping me right on the edge of orgasm! I am awe struck by the extreme pleasure pouring out of my cock, flowing through my entire being, making every cell in my body ring with building waves of orgasmic electricity!!! This is all I ever want to feel, I never want to be anything but a fucking chronic, constant, compulsive masturbaing loser!! I love this, it is me, I am proud to tell anyone who will listen what a fucking pathetic loser stroker slut I am!! I know my new neighbors can hear me grunting and groaning as I fuck the shit out of my fist, furiously pummeling my cock, right on the very edge!!! I am so fucking spun out, high as a fucking kite, pounding my fist up and down my cock!!! I can't believe how mind bendingly incredible this feels!! I am so addicted to beating off, my cock is always in my hand!!! Fuck yeah, another night I masturbated through and another day to keep going!! Holy shit, I damn near pushed too hard, I was so close to cumming accidentally. I had to take my hand completely off my cock and I still almost went over the edge!! My cock is throbbing and twitching all over the place!!
While  my cock is calming down I am going to get high as fuck!!! As I'm getting loaded my cock jumps right back into my hand and just a couple of strokes has me right back on the edge. I decided to fuck my fleshlight while I continued to get high!! Fuck yeah, I love fucking this thing!! I have been fucking my fleshlight while getting loaded all afternoon and half the night, it is midnight and I am so fucking spun fucking high!! My cock is slamming in and out of this fleshlight, fuck yeah it feels great, looking at pictures of naked women, fuck yeah!! I'm fucking the shit out of this fleshlight! I'm fantasizing that i'm fucking a real women, without the disappointment and humiliation, of course! I wish I could fuck pussy this good every time, but I'm a loser that fucks plastic pussy and I love every second of it!!! Why couldn't I been a normal guy that can satisfy a woman and that women want to have sex with instead of being a premature ejaculating loser. Looking at these tits is seriously making me even hornier, I'm getting so fucking about to go over the edge... I had to pull my dick out, I barely did it in time!! That was so close, my cock is twitching so hard!!!

my fist was made for fucking

And that is all I like to do!!!! I LOVE fucking my fist, right now I'm fucking it hard and fast!!! It feels so fucking amazing to edge for hours!!! Looking at pics of naked women turns me on so fucking much!! Fucking the shit out of my fist dreaming about not being a loser and actually having women fuck me and not because I paid them! Fuck yeah it feels so insane on the edge!! I will never stop masturbating, it's all I do all day, every day!!! I love looking at women's tits, fuck yeah, they get me so hot!!! I am so close to cumming, I can't get enough of this feeling that pours out of my cock! I love being a solo-sexual, my fist getting insane levels of pleasure out of my cock! Working to get more and more of this crazy feeling from my cock! 

Lisa stays and completely humiliates me for being a premature ejaculating loser.

We got super high and I begged forgiveness and for mercy. I told her how much of a loser I am am how much her tits make me want to cum. Every detail about why I was so aroused and how ashamed I was because of it. She made me describe how I would disapoint her if I was given the honor of fucking her. She laughed in my face as I admitted how much I was struggling not to cum. She fondled her tits and told me I better not cum without permission. She told me she wanted touch and play with my cock and had me stand right in front of her. She leaned a little forward like she was going to tittie fuck me when she slapped my cock real hard and when it snapped right back up she slapped it the other way, back and forth, real hard. At first I almost exploded because of it then it started to sting and then every slap fucking hurt bad. She laughed as she kept going till she felt I was far enough from the edge. We started getting higher and I started stroking my cock again and within a couple of strokes was right back on the edge again. She was disgusted and wanted to do to me what all the women I ever slept with wanted me to do to them. I admitted what Jenny and her other friend had done to me the other night and she thought it was fucking hilarious as she made me confess all the details. She looked me in the eye and laughed in my face as she made me tell her what was the most embarrassing thing they did to me and why I found it so humiliating and what I liked the most and why. She was going to show me what women expected when they let me fuck them, since I couldn't perform and fuck them she was going to fuck me hard as payback. She also thought that as many of the women I have disappointed as possible should see what she does to me.

Jenny brings another new girl with her...

Her friend's name was Lisa and she was average as far as her face and had little titties and a cute little ass. She was a little older than the last few friends Jenny brought with her I think she was around 40-ish. Lisa wanted to see my face as I talked about how hot they are and how turned on I am and how I'm a loser who likes to jack off instead of fuck pussy. She really liked me talking about how turned on I was by her and her tits, and how I struggled to not cum because of her. When she heard that normally women are suposed to be topless at my place she made me beg her to take her top off, describing what a honor and a priveledge it would be for a loser like me to see her tits. I paid her triple the usual amount for going topless. I admitted I was worried I wouldn't be able to keep from exploding everywhere if she took her top off. She slowly removed her shirt and bra and laughed at me as I described how hard it was to keep from cumming. She had me describe in minute detail what I liked her tits, how turned on I was from them, how close I was to cumming, how it made me feel to be jacking off to these tits like a total fucking loser instead of playing with them like a real man would. She fondled them as she told me she would let anyone who wasn't a loser like me play with them, stick their dick between them, then fuck her mouth then fuck her any hole anyway they want to, she said she loved being a slut and was proud of it. When I admitted I was a premature ejactulator and always have been she talked about how much she fucking hates losers that cum right away. She went on about how they get a woman all turned on and wanting to get fucked and then blow their load in a couple seconds leaving her needing to get fucked. She thinks there is nothing worse and that premature ejaculators are the absolute worst kind of scum..
Jenny said she had to go take care of somethings and Lisa told her she was going to stay and fuck with me for being a premature ejaculating fucking total loser scum bag piece of shit.

Jenny comes back with a different girl....

It was like last time, I knelt in front of them and wasn't allowed to look up at them. While they got high they laughed about what a fucking loser I am. They humiliated me as I paid them their money and made me pay them double because I don't deserve to keep my money when they are around to give it to. They finished getting high and laughed at me as they walked out the door..

Jenny brings Samantha over...

They walked in and sat in the beach cahirs and I knelt in front of them and looked at the floor while I masturbated. They got high and laughed as Jenny explained what a loser I am and how I will pay them to jerk off in front of them. I was not allowed to look anywhere but at the floor and I admitted what a loser I was and how I was so lame that I had to pay them hang out and get high. I paid them for being there and also gave them a bunch of drugs too. I was barely able to keep from exploding as I described how beautiful they are and how much they turned me on! I begged them to take more $ for making me want to cum so hard and they humiliated me for it! I was losing my mind trying not to explode!! They got up and laughed at me as they walked out the door!!

Beach chairs and plastic tables....

Jenny came back with a couple of beach chairs and a couple of small plastic tables as the furniture she was supposed to get for me. Never mind that I gave her a couple thousand dollars to get furniture... I had to thank her for all of her effort and of course give her some $ for her time and effort. I was not allowed to sit in a chair as I had to entertain Jenny by kneeling in front of her and showing her what a loser constant masturbator I am. As I jacked off in front of her I was worshipping her little titties and big ass. I thanked her again for her time getting the chairs and tables and begged her to take more $ for getting them. I was on the edge and telling her how it was her that was making me want to cum so hard!! How I would do whatever she wanted!! I was having to slow down to keep from exploding and she didn't like that. She said I definitely didn't deserve to cum and would be punished if I did and that I was to keep going at the speed she told me to without slowing down or I would be punished!!! I told her I was her bitch boy and would do what she had just ordered me to do. I was getting to the point of not being able to hold back when she said she had some things to do and that she would be back..

Jenny's friend comes back for drinking money and to get high...

She walked in the door dressed pretty slutty and said she wanted to get high and get paid and I had to worship her before she went out on the town. While we got high I told her how hot she was and how I am a loser and don't deserve anyone as hot as her and that I would do anything for her tits! She humiliated me for giving her money and took a bunch of my dope and said "see ya later loser!" as she walked out the door!!

They fucked me hard!!

They made me jack off in front of them while they got high. I had to worship them and beg for them to use their new strap-ons on me. I admitted how much I wanted it and how a loser like me needs it and needs to pay for it. I promised to do whatever they ever wanted me to do, like a good lttle bitch. They are so much better than me, I am honored to have the priviledge of paying them to let me humiliate myself for their entertainment and amusement! I wish I wasn't such a loser and could touch their beautiful bodies, I am so fucking hot for them! I want to give them my money because I am a loser who knows how much more they deserve it than I do. It would be the thrill of a lifetime to be fucked by them, to suck their cocks like the good little bitch I am. Jenny put on a strap on first and made me suck her amazing cock while they continued to get high. I was sucking the shit out her cock when she gabbed the back of my hair and pushed my head down on her cock, balls deep, and held it there. She let me up enough to get some air then pushed my head back down. I felt her friend spread my ass cheeks and slide her cock into my ass balls deep! Jenny let go of my head and her friend pulled me by the hips halfway across the room and began fucking my ass as I begged for it! Jenny was laughing as I looked her in the eyes while her friend fucked me in the ass! I loved it, every second of it! my cock was rock hard even when I wasn't touching it, Jenny saw this and humiliated me for it! Jenny recorded video of me saying how much I loved it and begging for more and saying what a loser I am for paying them to fuck me and that I should pay more for how good it felt! She fucked me in several positions and I was moaning how much I loved it when Jenny shoved my face down onto her cock and they fucked me hard from both ends. I took it all like the slut bitch I am!! They tag teamed me for quite a while. Then I had to cum on my own face for them!! I praised them for fucking me so good!! They got dressed and laughed at me as they walked out the door...

Going to get more money wearing only a t-shirt...

They went with me as I went out in only a t-shirt that barely went down past my nuts. I used an atm on a fairly busy street. I was freezing but my cock was rock hard the whole time. It took several minutes to get enough money. I walked back to the truck and they locked me out and told me I had to give them my t-shirt before they would unlock the door. I protested but they waited till no cars were coming and told me to do it, of course I did it and they rolled the window up after I gave them my shirt. I was standing there completely naked with a rock hard cock for what felt like forever before they unlocked the door. They were laughing hysterically and made me masturbate and describe how humiliated I felt and how much it turned me on. They made me edge as I drove back to my place. 

Jenny's friend returns with strap-ons and some other toys..

She had pretty big dildos that went on the strap ons and I had to beg them to abuse me with them. They made me beg them to take my money for payment for fucking me in the ass. They finally agreed for a couple thousand each, I had to go and get more money but they wanted to get higher first. I admitted to them I was their bitch and told them how they could have me do any humiliating thing they wanted....

Jenny returns with a friend..

I was fucking my blow up doll hard, like it was a real woman when they walked in the door. The both stared laughing hysterically at me. We all got high and drank for a bit then they wanted to get paid and they humiliated me for it. Jenny pulled a wide leather belt from her purse and made me bend over a stack of cases of liquor and admit I was a bad boy and deserved to be punished. They both took turns teeing off on my ass, they whipped me good, then humiliated me as I paid them more money for abusing me. I worship them and beg forgiveness for being such a toal loser. I admitted how much better than me they were and how I was not worthy of being near them. They had me fuck my blow up sex doll in front of them while they got super high. They wanted to see how much of a loser I am and I had to pretend I was fucking a real girl while they laughed at me. I had to admit that I really wasn't worthy of the plastic pussy I was fucking and thank them for allowing me the honor of getting to fuck this fake pussy. I fucked that doll in many positions for them, when I flipped the doll over and slid my dick in her ass they said that maybe I should take it in the ass too, I could feel my face get red and they saw it right away. I had to tell them how humiliating it would be to have my ass fucked in front of them and how much I loved humiliation. Soon I was begging to have my ass fucked and pleading to pay them for it. After they got higher Jenny's friend made me give her several hundred dollars and said she would be back. Jenny used the belt to beat my ass some more before having me continue to fuck the doll in front of her. I was moaning like I was fucking a real pussy and Jenny was laughing while she kept getting higher and watching me. I started fucking the dolls mouth and Jenny said that the doll shouldn't be the only one to get it's face fucked, she made me admit that I have sucked quite a few cocks and am pretty good at it. I told her that I would suck any cock she told to and let anyone she wanted to fuck my ass and pay her for it. 

Jenny had to see for herself...

Aparently after Joy left here she told her friend Jenny about me and Jenny said she had to come over and see if Jenny was making the story up. Joy didn't want to come back so soon so Jenny came by herself. I again heard laughing at the door and looked up and saw a female I had never seen before laughing and taking pictures with her phone through the window in the door of me masturbating. I opended the door and she came in and we started drinking. She laughed and giggled as I told her about my love of masturbating especially in front of women and wht a loser I am and that I'm a solo/porno sexual. It wasn't long till I asked if she did drugs, she said once in a while and that she really likes meth! So we got super fucking high and kept on drinking. I told her about the rules at the last house and that women were supposed to show their breasts while at my house. She asked if I was serious and when I said yes, she took her shirt off. She has small tits, but they are cute. We talked about my lack of furniture and she said she would go and buy some for me so I gave her a couple thousand to take care of that. We talked about how much I normally give women for watching me jack off, bringing other people over, etc. she wanted double for today and the finders fee for herself and I also have to pay Joy a finders fee for telling Jenny about me. When I told her I only have one pair of pants and a shirt she asked to see the pants, then put them in her purse and laughed as she said now I have no pants. She recorded me fucking my blow up sex doll as she laughed at me for being such a loser. She had me worship her little titties, describe how they turned me on, how much I wanted to feel them, how I would do anything for them! When she left we were both really spun out and pretty drunk too! She told me I could only fuck my blow up doll till she returned!!

Joy comes over and does't stay long...

I heard laughing and looked up at the front door and could see the girl I invited over standing there looking at me and laughing. I got up and went over and opened the door and asked her to come in. She was reluctant at first but I convinced her I was a harmless loser and that she had nothing to worry about. She came inside and sat across the room from me and she had a drink as I explained how much I like to beat off. She seemed to be ok with me masturbating in front of her as she kept staring at my fist going up and down on my cock. She finished her drink and said she had some things to do and that she would come back sometime.

Getting drunk and high and fucking my fist!!

I've been getting fucked up and fucking the shit out of my fist!!!! I need to get some furniture in here but I can't stop masturbating.... Since the place is so empty my moans and groans echo off the walls... I am pretty sure the neighbors can hear me..

Bringing home a few cases of liquor and new neighbor intro..

I was taking the cases of booze I had just bought into my apartment, I was on like my fourth trip out to the truck and a fairly cute woman came over by me and asked if I wanted any help. I told here that I could always use some help drinking all this liquor and told her to stop by anytime she wanted for a drink. She smiled as she walked away and said she would stop by sometime. I had to take a break from bringing in the alcohol so I could beat off thinking about her... After a hour or so of pounding my fist up and down my cock I went and finished getting the liquor in the apartment.

Moved to midwest!!!

I moved to the upper midwest, it's a medium sized suburb of a larger city...

It's fucking cold outside!! Of course I have to move here in the middle of the worst arctic weather in a century.. It's all good as I just want to jack-off anyway.. I have only the pants and t-shirt I am wearing for clothes, and no furniture.. 

Masturbating on meth all night and all day!!

It feels so amazing to get high on meth and masturbate!!!! I smoked meth all night and am going to get more spun and keep pounding my cock all day. Completely naked is the only way to be while beating off!!! Keeping my cock less than a stroke away from going over the edge, my fist going slower then faster as necessary to stay so close to the edge that one wrong flick of the wrist would cause an explosion! Getting higher and higher it feels fucking amazing pounding my fist up and down my cock. Looking at pics of women naked, fuck yeah, their tits make me so fucking horny!! Fuck yeah I love tits!! I wish I wasn't such a loser and could get a woman to want me to play with her tits, not because I am paying her but because she likes me. Unfortunately for me I have always been a premature ejaculating, chronic masturbating, total fucking loser. For most of my life the only time a woman wasn't totally disappointed after sex with me was when I paid them it. The only time I can have sex with the same woman more than once is when I pay them.

Today's plan, smoke meth, watch porn, fuck fist, all day long!!!

I woke up and immediately began pounding my fist up and down my cock. This will continue all day, as I get higher and higher, checking out pictures of naked women!! Fuck yeah, pornography is fucking awesome!! Meth and masturbation is fucking amazing!! I am getting so fucking spun, it feels so incredible, looking at naked women, and fucking the shit out of my fist!!!
Holy fuck, I've been edging for over five hours now!!! And I mean right on the fucking edge!! I am so fucking close to going over the edge, fuck yeah, I love this!! totally engulfed in orgasm, it is coursing through me, wave after wave, getting stronger, getting closer!! This orgasm is going to be a monster, fucking huge!! I'm tweaking so hard, fuck yeah I'm crazy high!! My hand just keeps pounding harder as the orgasm grows, fuck yeah! I want to stay like this forever, mid-orgasm, lags shaking, hand pumping, cock throbbing. I can't help moaning and groaning and it's getting louder anybody walking by outside can surely hear me!! I'm pretty sure my neighbors are used to hearing me moaning and groaning and grunting!! I'm so fucking close and not allowed to cum, strict orders not to cum..

Woke up and started fucking blow-up sex doll and looking at Wendy's tits until she woke up and caught me!!

She was sleeping on the couch with only thong underwear on, her tits are fucking amazing, they are so perky, and round, and I was imagining what it would be like to not be a loser and actually play with those titties. I was in my own little fantasy world staring at her tits as she slept. Then she opened her eyes and saw me perving on her and demanded that I pay her for what I was doing, and she wanted double because I didn't have permission first. She made me tel her what I was thinking about as I was perving on her and fucking the sex doll. She wanted me to keep fucking the doll while I worshiped her amazing tits, and perfect little body. Admitting every little detail about her that turned me on.

So she likes to watch me fuck my blow-up sex doll while pretending it's her...

She really likes to humiliate me for being such a loser that I'd rather fuck a plastic blow-up sex doll instead of her. Like she says what kind of a man would rather fuck his fist than a super hot young female. The only answer I have is a loser like me, a porno-sexual, chronic, constant, compulsive masturbator.

I'm not gay, I just prefer masturbation..

Wendy is having problems with my preference for masturbation. Every guy she has ever met wants to fuck her and with good reason she is really hot. But I have not in any way tried to fuck her, even though I an usually naked and sexually aroused. I explained my preferences but she thinks I am gay for not wanting (and trying) to fuck her. Most women I find sexually attractive and yet still would rather jerk off, there are exceptions, Ashley is one, something about her makes me want to fuck her. I think Wendy may even be hotter than Ashley, but I'd rather fuck my hand than her.
I love masturbating, a whole lot!!!

It's amazing how a hard kick in the nuts will stop you from cumming

We were still partying and I was spun out of my McMind and I couldn't take anymore of being tortured with her tits. I was begging and crying and said I couldn't hold it any more. Wendy got up and stepped towards me kneeling on the floor, I thought she was going to stick my face between her tits. Then a sudden flash of light and an fucking serious amount of pain from my nuts as I realized she just kicked me hard square in the nuts... She sat back down on the couch and said there will be no cumming and no stopping and asked if I understood. I said yes, I understood and kept stroking through the pain. She made me pay her a thousand dollars for kicking me in the nuts, but it worked, it kept me from cumming...

We get super high and stay up a couple of days as I tell Wendy what a loser I am.

I worshiped her tits all night as we got crazy fucking high. We kept partying while I told her what a loser I am and why I only deserve to masturbate. She teased and tortured me with her tits, laughing at me as I struggled to keep from exploding. She made it clear I absolutely did not have permission to cum and I was not to stop stroking without permission either. We got even higher and I was so close the edge I couldn't stop moaning and groaning. She never let up the teasing as I begged and pleaded and moaned and groaned. There was no relief, I had to keep stroking and NO CUMMING! I thought I was going to go insane as we continued to get higher and she kept teasing and torturing me. She wanted to know how much it was worth to me for permission to either cum or be able to stop stroking. I could barely talk through the screams of ecstasy, I begged and she kept saying no that it wasn't enough. We were up to five thousand dollars and she wanted me to give it to her so I did, handed her five grand, she counted it slowly then said no I couldn't stop and couldn't cum and she would be keeping the money, of course. I was crushed and didn't think I could take much more, boy was I wrong as Wendy was just getting started torturing me...

Ashley brings another friend over and we make deal for her friend to move in

Ashley walks in the door with a friend that is a total hottie while I'm pounding the fuck out of my cock with my fist. Ashley and her friend Wendy take off their tops and we start getting high. We partied for at least an hour and I was super spun when Ashley wanted to get paid so we made a deal for her coming by and bringing a friend and because she saw that I kept looking at her friends tits I agreed to pay double. We party some more and Wendy says she is getting kicked out of her apt. We negotiate a deal for her to move in here, I give her four thousand dollars for moving expenses then I will pay her eight hundred a day to live here and she will be topless or naked or play the dom role when she is here. Ashley gets four hundred a day because it is her friend. While staying here I will provide all the drugs she wants, I also can't cum without permission from one of them and if I do I have to pay them each a thousand dollars if I cum on my face and take pictures or videos to prove it or two thousand each if I don't cum on my face or don't have proof of it.... There is no way I can keep my eyes off Wendy's fucking amazing, young, large, perky tits and they decide that for the rest of the day I can only think about her tits while I am masturbating..... They left to move Wendy's stuff here and I was struggling not to explode because of her tits, I mean really struggling!!

Ashley and her mom come over to go buy a new blow-up sex doll

We got super high as they teased the shit out of me for being a total loser chronic masturbation addict. Julia put my tiny shorts in her purse and says let's go to an adult store to humiliate you and get you a new girlfriend. She tells I will be walking naked to her truck, then I have to jack off the whole ride there. We get to the parking lot and I have to keep edging and loudly moan and groan like I am having the best sex I have ever had. After about ten minutes I am handed my shorts and with a totally visible boner we go inside. I was told to go to a female employee if possible and explain I need a new sex doll, I wore my last one out, I am a chronic masturbator and will be using the new doll frequently and ask for recommendations on what they have. Of course they have a female employee on the floor and she is pretty damn cute. I do my best to explain everything and she tried not to burst out laughing. Neither one of us really succeeded. She showed me what they had and while trying not to laugh (and failing) she asked how often I would be using it. When I told her probably at least twice a day she erupted in laughter again. I picked the standard type sex doll and we went to the register to pay, she asked about lube and I said whatever was their biggest container for sale, she burst out laughing again as she went and got it. Julia and Ashley walked up behind me as I was finishing paying and Julia said I better get the girls permission to jack to her, loud enough for most of the store to hear. I said what a loser I am and asked for her permission, it didn't take much, only $700 and she gave me permission.

We went back to my place and partied some more and they had me fuck my new doll while fantasizing about the girl at the adult toy store. They teased the fuck out of me while we got super spun out and I fucked the shit out my new girlfriend. I tore that bitch up, I fucked that doll so hard, in every position, thinking about the girl in the store! I was even allowed to cum, but only on my face in front of my new sex doll.....

Ashley and her mom come over late and are totally drunk

They want to get high and humiliate the shit out of me while we are partying. Next thing I know Ashley is tittie fucking me while her mom is telling her what she should do. It's not too long till I am eating Ashley's pussy and fingering it hard until she cums for the first time. She starts sucking my cock and her mom makes her stop and has me masturbate in front of them instead, because that's how losers do. After a few minutes she is riding my face until she cums again. I of course pay them for doing this. We party some more as I worship Ashley's smoking hot naked body. They start talking about disappointment payments and what a loser I am. I agree to triple the penalty for not performing sexually and pay them double for having sex with a loser like me. I agree to get permission before cumming, even if I two pump chump. I lay back on the floor and Ashley sits on top and slides my cock into her super tight, wet pussy. I damn near blow my load on the fist pump. Ashley talks shit about what a loser I am while she rides me hard and fast until she cums again. She wants me to fuck her doggie style and I have problems holding back right away. They tell me I will still have to pay the disappointment penalty, then Ashley tells me to pull out for a second, she turned around and punched me hard in the nuts. She grabbed my cock and yanked it and said I better fuck her like she deserves to get fucked. I started fucking her again and pounded that pussy real, real, hard! I fucked so well even her mom was, slightly, impressed. I was not allowed to cum because I'm such a loser...

As I write this and remember her tight pussy, it felt fucking amazing on my cock, and I'm going to cum. Fuck yeah, her pussy was so good, I'm fucking cumming!!!!

Julia takes me out as her slave and I get naked in a bar, a park, a gas station, and a coffee shop.

All I was wearing was a small pair of shorts that could easily be removed and put back on. Our first stop was a pretty large park and she took me to the far back corner which was pretty secluded. she made me kneel in front of her as she made me promise to obey every order she gives me. I of course had to beg her to let me be her slave. While begging her my cock got hard and she made me take off my shorts and give them to her. I knelt in front of her naked, outdoors in a park, and begged her to use me as her slave for the day. She made me jack off for a few minutes before giving me back my shorts. We went to a bar and grill and sat in a booth, after the waitress gave us some menus and went to get our drinks she made me take off my shorts and give them to her. When the waitress came back I had to tell her what a loser I am and that I had no clothes on and give her money not to say anything to her manager. After we ate I had to tell her I thought she was hot and ask her if it would be OK if I masturbated while thinking about her later on. Another couple hundred dollars in tips and she said OK. Julia gave me back my shorts and the next stop was to get gas. I was kneeling in front of her as we were filling the tank and she looked around and told me to give her my shorts. I was blocked by the pump and her truck so no one could easily see me. The tank filled up and I had to put the nozzle back on the pump, close the gas cap, and walk around and get in the truck naked with my hard cock bouncing up and down. Last stop was a new coffee shop and I had to kneel facing away from her by some couches for customers to sit on. The place was empty and it was about 20 minutes before closing. The owner was taking Julia's order and had to go in the back for something and Julia made me take off my shorts and give them to her. I was kneeling with a rock hard cock and my back to the front counter when the owner came back and noticed right away that I had no clothes on. She started to get upset, taking about what is another customer walked in, and how show could loose her license to serve food, and Julia calmed her down and made me stand up and walk over and stand next to her. She got the owner to close the coffee shop 20 minutes early for a thousand dollars in cash. The owner pulled the shades on the windows and locked the front door and Julia talked her into sitting with us for a few minutes. I knelt in front of them as Julia explained how I was her slave and would follow any orders, the owner of the shop looked amazed and a bit bewildered. Julia made me tell the owner how hot she was and ask if I could think about her while I masturbated later on. She chuckled at this and said sure why not. Then Julia said there was no reason to wait and made me start masturbating in front of them, while describing what I was fantasizing about the owner as I jacked off. She seemed a little uncomfortable about this so I had to beg her to let me give her more money and another two thousand took care of it. I was pounding my cock as I knelt in front of them. After a few minutes I was edging and had to beg to give the owned more cash to let me cum. Another two grand and it is agreed I will cum on my own face in front of them. I get into position and spray a huge load all over my face as they laugh at me for it. I am not allowed to wipe my face and have to walk naked back to the truck. We park a block away from my place and I have to go to my house completely naked. She made me kneel in front of her on the sidewalk in front of my place and pledge my loyalty to her, agree that I am her slave and will follow any orders.

Fantasizing about fucking Ashley, I pop my blow-up sex doll!

I was fucking the shit out of her asshole when she busted a seam and deflated.. I had fucked that sex doll a LOT, I'm surprised she lasted as long as she did considering how hard and how often I fucked her. I'm not going to tell Julia or Ashley I was fucking the doll in the ass while fantasizing I was fucking Ashley. I'll admit to fantasizing about fucking Ashley, just not in the ass..

Cat stops in to get high and wants to see me cum

I was pounding my fist up and down my cock when Cat came by to get high. While we are partying she keeps staring at my cock as I stroke it, she tells me she likes to watch me jerk off and she wants to see me cum. I explain that I have been ordered not to cum and she doesn't care, she wants to see me explode. She asks about getting paid and I tell her about how she is supposed to take her top off unless she plays dom. She says she will take her top off if I am going to cum, otherwise she would prefer to keep it on. I tell her that the pay is pretty much for letting me see her tits. She says not unless I'm going to cum, and that I will be paying her no matter what. I am soon struggling to keep from exploding and she is cheering for me to cum. I admit that Julia is the one who said I can't cum without her permission. She calls Julia and talks to her for quite a while and when she hangs up she smiles at me as she takes off her top and begins playing with her tits. I am so fucking about to cum everywhere as she teases me and keeps telling me to cum for her. She tells me to look at her nice tits, don't they turn me on, don't I want to cum looking at them? She tells me to jerk harder for her tits, I wanted to see them so I better be a good loser and pound my cock real hard for her tits. I pound my cock even harder looking at her tits, I am totally about to lose control. I beg her for mercy and she laughs and says I can slow down a bit as she shoves my face between her tits. My cock begins throbbing and I know I'm about to cum everywhere. She then says that if I pay her more she will wait till next time to see me cum. I agree to pay whatever she wants as she continues laughing at me while putting her top back on. She makes sure I know what a loser she thinks I am as I pay her several grand , give her a big pile of dope as she tells me that I am cumming for her next time she stops by and then she walks out the door.

Ashley comes by every day to get high and tease the fuck out of me and get more cash out of me.

She likes teasing me and making me admit a loser like me doesn't deserve a woman as hot as her, and how I'll probably blow it and cum right away because she is so far out of my league. She makes fun of me when I start to have trouble hold back. She has me fuck my blow up sex doll while pretending I'm fucking her right in front of her. I have to pay her each time, like I really got to fuck her. Of course I'm not allowed to cum... Sometimes when I am really struggling to keep from exploding she will stick my face between her tits.. Which has more than once instantly made me explode and have to pay her the several thousand dollar disappointment penalty. She usually stops by for about three hours and lately has been getting at least 3 thousand from me every day, usually more and sometimes a lot more..

Ashley had been here for a while when her mom came by

We were totally fucking loaded when Julia walked in. Ashley was sitting a couple feet in front of me playing with her tits as I was pounding my cock hard and fast as I was worshiping her and her amazing tits. Julia told Ashley what a good job she was doing and then showed her how to get more out of a loser when she has them in situations like that. They were little things but they were totally effective and got her a quick several hundred more dollars and me even deeper under her spell. Julia began talking to Ashley about how even though I was a total loser, I did have a nice cock. When Ashley agreed I almost came right then! Julia made me tell them about how I disappoint women sexually, and how for the past few years I was fucking the shit out of women, but that changed back recently. They talked about how they both needed a good fucking and how long it has been since they last were fucked good and hard. Julia talked about how it was OK to use a loser sexually as long as they benefited enough. She made me admit that I was nervous about being able to satisfy a woman sexually and told Ashley all about how if a loser was to disappoint sexually how that would totally be profitable for them as they could use that to humiliate me and get me to give them more money. She also made me agree that if I did not perform well enough that I would give them three thousand each as a disappointment fee. We also agreed that for it to be worth considering to them that I would pay them 2 thousand each, just for them talking about it.
After some more talking and partying it was agreed that Ashley would get fucked by me and Julia would teach her how to get the most out of me. However it wasn't going to be today, however I had to give them a 5 thousand dollar deposit for this to happen sometime in the future.

Julia sends friend over to get high

Ashley's mom Julia sends her friend Catherine over to get high and doesn't tell her about anything else.. It was a little after noon and I was loving the feeling of my hand going up and down my cock, not edging or anything, just really enjoying stroking my cock. I heard a fairly soft knock from the front door and after a brief pause a voice I didn't recognize was saying "hello, anybody home?". I answered yes, that I was home and the voice said that Julia told her I would get her high. I replied that indeed I would get high with her and invited her to come inside. She comes inside and I hear her gasp, I look up and she has a shocked look on her face and she half asks, half states, "you're naked..??..". I agree that I am naked and it is then she realizes I am masturbating and the conflict inside her was obvious and she was having issues processing everything. I apologized for startling her and said that Julia should have warned her, I kept on stroking my cock slowly the whole time. After the initial shock wore off she was still very nervous and unsure of what to do or say. After another minute or so I told her that I wasn't going to stop masturbating, and that she had nothing to warry about, I wouldn't hit on her or touch her or pressure her to do anything. She called Julia and I could hear her laughing through the phone, I don't know what was all said but Cat had no problems after she hung up.
As we got high she said she had never seen a man masturbate before and she kind of liked it. She asked me all kinds of questions about my masturbation habits and I answered them all truthfully. We had got pretty fucking spun and it wasn't long till I was edging. She was average for looks and body but for some reason I was having a tough time holding back a major orgasm. After more partying we were fucking super high! She said she wanted to see me cum. She was amused at my difficulties and how I thought it was because of her. She said she couldn't stay much longer as she had some things she had to do today. So we got even fucking higher and she tried to get me to cum some more. As she was getting ready to leave she said Julia told her something about getting money and asked if it was true. I told her yes and gave her some cash and dope for the time she spent with me. She said that she would definitely be back to party some more..

Every morning when Ashley comes over all I can think about is if I am really going to get to fuck her!

I don't know if her mom will actually make it happen but it's all I can think about when she is here! Her tits are amazing and I want to see them bouncing for real as I pound her pussy real hard. I hope I don't two pump chump when I get my chance..

Ashley's mom stops by to laugh at me, get high, take as much $ as she can get from me, and also sells her daughter to me!

Ashley's mom Julia stopped by to tell me how much she enjoyed watching her daughter fuck me like the loser bitch I truly am. After telling me what she liked the most and why she liked it she made me tell her what I liked the most about it and why. Of course she used her phone to record video of my confession. We were partying since she walked in the door and were getting really fucking spun! She told me that she deserved more money for when she was here with Ashley. She also made me pay her to show everyone she knows the video she just took of my confessing how much I like Ashley fucking me. Of course I had to pay her for her time here today. I was so fucking spun by this time, I could barely see straight! Julia was having a great time humiliating me and getting paid to do it! She asked me if I thought she was hot, and I had to tell her fuck yeah, she is smoking fucking hot. She made me tell her how I was a loser that preferred jacking off to getting laid. I admitted how I have had a life long problem with premature ejaculation, and how many women I've disappointed over the years. She told  me she saw the lust in my eyes every time I would look at Ashley and I admitted how hot I thought she was and how I wish I wasn't a loser so I could fuck her. I had to describe in great detail what turned me on about her daughter and what I wanted to do to her. She made me fuck my blow up sex doll like I was fucking her daughter while she teased and humiliated me for being such a fucking loser! We did some more partying as I fucked my Fleshlight in front of her. She caught me several times staring at her tits and made me say how I didn't deserve to be looking at her awesome tits! I of course gave her more money for being such a loser and thinking it I could look at her tits like that. She totally shocked me when she said if I gave her another couple thousand she would have her daughter let me fuck her. I had already given her a few thousand and bunch of dope too. I was so fucking high there was no way I wasn't giving her the money to fuck her daughter, I was so spun I would have given it to her for no reason if she told me to!! I was having difficulties holding back from exploding and she that it was hilarious and told me in no uncertain terms that I was NOT allowed to cum! I had to beg and plead and tell her how bad I needed to cum. She of course laughed at me and got me to give her some more money! She told me she wasn't going to let me cum and giving her more money wouldn't change that. After I gave her more money she still wouldn't let me cum!!

Why I like masturbation far more than sex with another person

At the base I think my life long struggles with premature ejaculation are a large part of my preference for masturbating. In addition when I was young I was extremely skinny, which didn't change until my late 20's. Most women don't find extremely skinny men attractive so that severely limited my opportunities for regular sex as a teen and young adult. Moving to Southern California to live with my dad, stepmother, and step sisters was about the worst thing that could happen as far as trying to get laid. The mind fuckery from my step mom and sisters was intense, and they made sure no one would have sex with me. Which left me with masturbation as my only sexual outlet. I masturbated frequently back then and developed habits and preferences for how I liked to masturbate, things like strongly preferring to be totally naked while masturbating, how I like to stroke my cock without any lubrication, and ways I fantasize about having sex while looking at pictures of women naked as I stroke myself. Some of these have been with me my whole life and continue to this day.
By the time I was able to con a female into actually having sex with me it was almost guaranteed to be a horrible disappointment for her. I had massive inferiority issues and could hardly believe that the moment I had been waiting for and dreaming and for years was finally here. It was really awkward the pressure I felt was immense, I was shocked that I was about to have real sex. I had never had a female seem even somewhat attracted to me and I was so nervous and turned on and horny. I remember struggling to not cum before I had even taken my pants off! I was literally a two-pump chump, I slid my dick in her and immediately ejaculated, she wasn't shy about expressing the high level of disappointment she experienced.
In addition to being completely out of my element as far as experience with females, I had thousands of previous sexual experiences with my hand by then and none of them was remotely like what sex felt like so I was unprepared for a real sexual encounter with somebody else. I found my first real sexual experience with another person to be extremely stressful, with a humiliating disappointment for an ending.
That is how most of my sexual encounters with other people were for many years. That is totally different with masturbation, I've always loved masturbating and have gotten much better at it over the years. When I'm beating off there is no anxiety about fulfilling someone else's needs, no worries about someone else's feelings, I can take as much time as I want, stroke how I want. The pleasure my hand produces by stroking my cock is fucking stunning and I still continue to get better at it!
There is no comparison, my best sexual experiences with another person don't even come close to the average masturbation session in pleasure, intensity or frankly any other measure. I can get way more pleasure out of my cock with my hands than I have ever come close to with another person. All with no pressure, hangups, anxiety, humiliation, or disappointments!

Ashley brings her mom over and her mom watches as she fucks me in the ass!!

Ashley and her mom walk in and Ashley takes off her top and sits on th couch next to her mom. Ashley said her mom wanted to get high with us, so we got fucking super high. Ashley had me humiliating myself for her mother.. Her mom kept laughing hysterically as I fucked my blow up sex doll and then my Fleshlight in front of them. Then we got even higher, I was so fucking spun I could barely see or think straight. Ashley started telling her mom about how if they are not playing dom they are supposed to be showing their tits and her mom said I should pay them before she would even consider it. So I gave them cash and a big pile of dope and her mom made me beg to see her fucking awesome tits. I begged and pleaded with her and she just laughed in my face. She said I didn't deserve to see her tits because I am such a monumental loser. She had me beg her to take more money to possibly show her tits. I gave her and Ashley another thousand each and still she just laughed in my face. She had Ashley tease me with her tits and put my face between them. I was having difficulty holding back from exploding and her mom made her tease me even more and made it perfectly clear I was NOT allowed to cum!
Mom had me fucking my blow up doll while we got higher and she talked Ashley into putting on a strap-on and making me her bitch! When Ashley agreed to do it mom made me beg her to fuck my ass and make me her bitch. I begged and pleaded to be made her bitch boy and after giving them another thousand each and a big pile of dope she granted my wish!
She put on the strap-on and made me suck her cock to start! While sucking her dick we did more drugs.. Her mom had her start smacking my face with her dick and while I begged her to fuck me in the ass. I told them what a loser I am and how badly I need to be shown that I am nothing but a little bitch. They laughed in my face as told them humiliating details about my life and how much of a loser I have always been! Mom had me bend over the coffee table in front of her and looked me in the eyes and laughed hysterically right in my face as her daughter slid that big dildo balls deep in my ass. She instructed her daughter how she wanted her to fuck me real good and hard! I was drilled and pummeled in a bunch of different positions. She wanted to see me cum on my own face while her daughter was pile-driving my ass. She used her phone to video record it! As I moaned and groaned and her daughter talked trash and I came super hard!! Sprayed all over my face and hair and chest, I was drenched in my cum!! I sat with cum dripping off my face as they got high again, they didn't want me getting cum near them so I had to watch. They talked trash and laughed at me as they got loaded!! I didn't have any more cash at the house, but it was decided that I will give them another two thousand each and I will have it ready by the end of the day. I also gave them another big pile of dope!! On the way out Ashley’s mom grabbed a paddle and went to town spanking my ass as I stood bent over, she told me what a fucking loser she thinks I am and that she will be back to get what she is owed and after that to get whatever she wants whenever she wants.. I had to tell Ashley I was her bitch and always will be and will give her anything she wants and do whatever she says, without hesitation!!
And Ashley's mom never showed her tits.....

Ashley comes over every morning for more than a week

She comes over to get high (and paid), she usually stays for an hour or two during which time we get fucking spun. She usually doesn't play dom, and has no problem taking off her top and showing off her amazing, perky, tits. She seems to really like making fun of what her tits do to me or more accurately what she can make me do with her tits. She grabs and fondles and plays with her tits making me extremely turned on.
While we are getting high she lets me put my Fleshlight between the cushion and the couch right in front of her so we can easily take turns hitting the pipe. I love seeing her tits that close, they are really spectacular! It's super easy to fantasize that I'm fucking her being between her legs and fucking my Fleshlight. She usually teases me for being such a fucktard fucking a fake pussy instead of trying to fuck her. She sometimes has me moan and groan like I would if I was really fucking her. Sometimes I have to describe how bad I want to fuck her and what turns me on the most about her and she soon has me telling her how she can get more from me and how much I could really be giving to her.
While she is here we get super fucking high, I mean REALLY loaded. I fucking love tweaking and masturbating in front of her!!

New arrangement for women who come over...

I have a new policy for the women who come to watch/party. If they want to play a femdom type role they can leave their clothes on, other wise they are required to at least remove any shirt and/or bra. Also if not playing a dom role they have to encourage my masturbation, whether they humiliate me or not. There can only be one woman playing a dom role at a time. All roles pay the same amount. Of course I will do whatever I am told to do, especially from a dom. I can pretend to/fantasize about fucking any woman, if she is playing dom I must get her permission.

Ashley wants more money to bring sisters and mother with her.

I didn't understand why I should pay more then the outrageous amount per person already agreed on, but who the fuck am I to argue with a smoking hot young woman. I agreed to double the amount agreed for her friends for any family member she brings to my place.