Friday, May 10, 2019

Inferior Loser 4

Kim went back to the bar we were at to talk to the girls about me and she recorded their conversation which she immediately came over and played for me. I was ordered to kneel in front of her, completely naked, masturbating and looking only down at the floor until instructed otherwise. She played the recording and at first it was mostly laughing, when they began talking it was hard to hear because one would talk and the other two were still laughing, usually hysterically. The girls from the bar couldn't believe a person could be so fucking lame, they would at times talk directly to me in in the recording telling me exactly what they thought of me. I was, as expected, very aroused by the humiliating things they said and was ashamed for doing what I did and also for being turned on by their describing how they never could have imagined anything or anyone so weird and pathetic. They talked about my paying them and decided that they should get paid every time I think about them while masturbating, that is in addition to getting paid for the conversation the were having. They thought that if I was as aroused as they expected a loser like me to be from listening to them that they should get paid double, if not even more. Kim told me to look up at her face and she laughed because it was bright red from embarrassment. She looked me in the eyes and asked If I was loving this, yes, god yes, oh fuck yes, I admitted how fucking awesome this was. She made me look back down at the floor, lean back, and slap the shit out of my cock. She started texting on her phone, then she told me to fuck my fist, hard, and really get into it, and she said she would be right back.
It was only like one minute that she was gone, and when she walked back in I was moaning and groaning and fucking my fist hard. I heard another girls laughter and I almost exploded instantly, I was so close I had to take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming. Kim told me I better not cum without permission, and I better keep my eyes on the floor and I better keep fucking my fist. She said her friend Deb, the bartender, came over to get high, and get paid, of course. They laughed at me while we got high, I looked at the floor and fucked my fist the whole time. Deb said I had a nice cock and it was a shame that it was attached to such a fucking loser, Kim agreed and told me to put my dick on the coffee table. I had to hold it there as it was so hard it kept bobbing back up. They talked some more about how good my cock looks then Kim smacked it super hard with a wooden ruler, then Deb hit it with the ruler and then I had to resume beating off.
We got so fucking high and the girls kept laughing at me. They made me admit every detail of why I was so fucking turned on, they would burst out laughing at some of the things I told them, they were not surprised when I told them I have always been a loser, they said they could tell when they first saw me that I was a complete loser my whole life. I admitted to being a premature ejaculator and told them all about how I even disappointed myself sexually when I masturbated and how that started me edging. I hoped that looking at the ground would keep them for seeing when my face would turn red, no such luck, every time I felt my face getting hot one of them would tell me to look up and then laugh in my face as they made me tell them what was my face turning red for right then, why I found it so humiliating. We kept partying and I was so fucking high so I kept telling them more and more of the shameful details about me. I talked about all reasons I am inferior to women and all the ways they are superior. They made me worship their hot bodies and beg and plead for forgiveness for wasting such a nice cock. As they are superior beings I begged for their mercy as they judged me and punished me for being such a total loser in every way possible. I told them all about my being a pornosexual who greatly prefers masturbating to sex with another person. They liked it when I told them how submissive I am, including how to best use that for their own benefit. Every time I had to take my hand off my cock they made me hold it on the table as they hit it with the ruler and I had to beg them to let me cum, knowing they never would. I was so totally fucking high when they said they wanted to see me fuck my Fleshlight, I admitted that don't think I am good enough to fuck even a fake pussy and how grateful I was that they let me fuck it in front of them. How honored I felt to have them watch me sexually disappoint a fake pussy. I was so turned on by the humiliation of fucking my Fleshlight in front of two hot women that I didn't even make it to be a three pump chump, I slid my cock about halfway in and had to quickly pull it out to keep from exploding. they made me orally please that plastic pussy until it was completely satisfied. I ate that plastic pussy for at least an hour, begging it for forgiveness for being completely unable to perform sexually. I didn't touch my cock the whole time I was engaged in oral sex but it stayed rock fucking hard.
They took turns beating my cock with the ruler before telling me to try again to fuck the Fleshlight. I have always fucked better when I am drunk so I asked if I could get drunk first and they agreed to let me. I got out a bottle of tequila and proceeded to drink shot after shot, at least a dozen of them, they joined me for five of them. We did a bunch more meth as the tequila entered my bloodstream. When I was good and drunk and really fucking spun it was time to try fucking the Fleshlight again. Of course I had to warm it up orally, then I slowly slid my cock in, all the way till it was balls deep. I was really struggling to hold back and paused for at couple seconds before continuing to slowly fuck it. The girls were laughing hysterically at me as I kneeled naked in front of them and fucked a fake plastic pussy. They wanted to hear me say exactly how pathetic it is that I sat fucking a Fleshlight in front of two hot woman without even thinking about trying to fuck one of them. I confessed that I'm such a loser that I am fucking the pussy I prefer by a large margin. I told them how I didn't want to disappoint someone and I almost certainly would, so I much preferred to fuck my fist or my Fleshlight. I confessed that I wish I wasn't a huge fucking loser, I would do anything to be a "normal" guy that women wanted to have sex with. No one wants, or likes, to be a pathectic loser, but I am, and I accept that I always will be.
I was slowly fucking the Fleshlight, doing my best to not cum. One of the girls asked if I could humiliate myself any more than I already was. I didn't want to answer, but Kim orderred me to, I mumbled something hoping to talk about anything else. Kim commanded me to look up at them and answer the question. I once again could feel my face turning red as I looked up at them and said yes, I could humiliate myself even more.

Wednesday, May 8, 2019

Inferior Loser 3

As we walked towards the door Kim grabbed my hard cock and pulled me around by it like it was a leash. She did this all the way to my truck. We went to a bar about two blocks away and as I walk around the side of the truck she tells me to pull my zipper down and pull my cock out which she grabs ahold of and leads me inside. It is fairly dark and I can barely see anything until my eyes adjust to the darkness. She pulls me by the cock to the booths along the back wall of the bar. When she stops walking she turns around and lets go of my cock and she does like a windmill swing as she slaps my cock real hard and it was really loud. She tells me to sit in a booth and walks to the bar and starts talking to the bartender who is a friend of hers. They quickly start laughing and giggling as the bartender starts making some drinks. Then a waitress goes over to talk to them and Kim has her phone out and they are all looking at it and laughing hysterically. They all come to the booth and the waitress sets down a couple of rum & cokes and 8 shots. Kim sits on the other side of the table from me and the waitress and bartender stand at the end of the table. Everyone picks up a shot and drinks it and as we pick up the second shot Kim makes a toast to me being a huge fucking loser. The bartender goes back to the bar and the waitress keeps giggling as she takes our food order. About ten minutes later the waitress brings more shots and the bartender comes over to do a shot with us. Kim plays with her phone for a second and puts phone on the table and says she has even more pathetic and humiliating stuff recorded than what she already has shown them. The phone is playing the video of me fucking my Fleshlight and saying how embarrassing it would be if she show other people and that I would pay her to do it. She starts to make a toast but the three of them can't stop laughing, it takes about 3 or 4 minutes (it seemed like forever) before they can stop laughing enough for us to drink our shots. The waitress and bartender walk away laughing uncontrollably and Kim says that I will be paying all three of them and of course I agree. She asked if my cock was still sticking out of my zipper and I said yes, she asked me if I was rock hard, and of course the answer was yes, then she asked if it was because of her showing the videos and them laughing at me and again I said yes. She told me to start jacking off and not to stop for anything.
The waitress was bringing our burgers over and Kim looked at me and told me again that I better not stop jacking off. The waitress set our food on the table and her eyes got wide and she burst out laughing as she noticed me masturbating. She looked at Kim and Kim told her that I was going to pay all three of them intsead of just kim. The waitress walked away saying that is the most fucked up pathetic shit she has ever seen. After we finished eating Kim told me to pull my shorts off, I started to protest and she said if I diddn't take my shorts off right away she would make me take my shirt off also. So I slid my shorts off and she had me push them over to her under the table and she picked them up and put them in her purse. She made me look down at the table and continue beating off as she asked me if I thought the waitress and bartender were hot and I admitted that fuck yes they were. At the same time the waitress began putting some more shots on the table, I was startled because I didn't know she was right there and could hear me answer Kim's question. As we picked up the shots Kim made me look at them and ask them to take my money because I'm a huge fucking loser. We drank the shots and through their laughing they said fuck yes they wanted my money. The waitress and bartender left and Kim made me look down at the table again while I continued to jack off under the table. It wasn't long till another round of shots was brought over and with the bartebder and waitress standing there Kim asked if I was going to want to think about them later tonight while I'm masturbating. I could feel my face turn bright red and I kind of stuttered and Kim said I better answer or I would have to take off my shirt. I said quietly said yes and was told to say it loud enough for the girls to hear. I cleared my throat and said yes. Kim asked me "yes, what?", I replied yes I would like to think about them while I masurbate. She made me look up at them and ask them for permission to jack off while thinking about them. They could hardly stop giggling and the waitress said she didn't mind and the bartender said only if I paid both of them more money. I agreed and thanked them and then we drank our shots. We sat there and drank another 5 or six rounds of shots.
When the other custermers had left Kim told me to go to the ATM by the bathrooms and take out cash to pay the girls. Before I had time to say anything she said I better go now before some customers walk in and she handed me my wallet. I slid out of the booth and walked over to the atm with my hard cock bobbing up and down with each step. I had to do multiple transactions as the withdrawl limit was $60 at a time. I could feel my face burning and could hear the girls laughing at me as I tried to hurry. I got back to the booth and we did another round of shots and I paid all three of them cash because I'm a fucking loser. Then I gave the waitress my credit card to pay for the food and drinks, when she came back with the reciept Kim said I better give them a huge tip to split. She told me to stand up so I slid out of the booth again and she grabbed my rock hard cock and led me out the door and to my truck with no pants on. As soon as we got to the truck we decided I was too drunk to drive so Kim led me by the cock while we walked the couple of blocks to my place, thankfully the sun had gone down so it was dark outside.

Inferior Loser 2

It was early afternoon when Kim came by to get high and get money to go out drinking. She had me kneeling in front of the chair she was sitting in, stroking my cock real hard and I had to look down at the floor and no looking up at her. We got super fucking high and I was so fucking turned on I could barely hold back from exploding.
Kim totally saw how fucking much I was struggling and began asking me humiliating questions and using her phone to record video of my answers, I confessed every shameful detail. Stuff like how I've always been a loser, how I masturbate all day every day, how much I loved the humiliation and how much I was struggling not to cum because of it. I had to look into the camera on the back of her phone as I admitted how I paid her to be there, she asked if could be even more humiliated and ashamed and I said if instead of fucking my fist I was fucking my Fleshlight while being recorded answering her questions. I then got out my Fleshlight and continued answering her questions while I fucked it. She asked if I would be humiliated if she showed the video she was recording to other people and I said yes, she asked if I would pay her extra to do it, and she recorded me saying yes. I was so close to cumming my legs started twitching She told me NOT to cum without permission. She told me to look at her awesome tits and describe how much I love them, I begged and pleaded not to as I knew I wouldn't be able to keep from exploding for more than a second or two. Thankfully she said I didn't have to worship her tits however she made me confess how I even disappoint my Fleshlight with my so called sexual performance (actually the lack of). She told me that I was going to go out and get something to eat and have some drinks with her, so I took a quick shower and I jacked off while we got high some more before we left.

Inferior Loser!

I found a folder on my computer with 47,000 pictures of naked women, so I apologized to my cock for the serious pounding I was about to do to it. I started the slideshow program and started jacking off to all the naked women, every now and then I would see girl that I didn't find particularly attractive and I would hit the delete key then the enter key for the confirmation dialog. Kim noticed me touching the keyboard and asked what I was doing, I told her I was deleting the pics I didn't really like. She freaked out and asked me what I am, I said a loser, she asked what do women think about me, I said that all women know I'm a pathetic fuckin loser. She asked what I was fantasizing in my head as I was looking at the pics of naked women, I could feel my face turning red as I admitted that I was fantasizing that I wasn't a loser, just a normal guy and that the women liked me and wanted to be naked around me. She burst into hysterical laughter then she asked me if I had ever been even equal to any woman and I replied of course not. She asked if that would eveer change, again I replied honestly with of course not. She asked me why was she here in my apt, I said because I give her money and drugs. She asked me to explain why I thought it was ok for a huge pathetic loser like me to think about not being a loser and thinking that women would ever want to be naked around me. I couldn't think of an answer, she then asked why a loser like me thought it was ok to reject women who took their clothes off for me to see their naked bodies by deleting their pictures. I had never thought about like that but she was totally right. She told me I had to fantasize about how much these women would laugh at me in person. She also said I have stop on every picture I would have deleted and out loud say how much of a loser I am compared to them and thank them for letting me see them naked and beg forgiveness for being such a fucking loser before continuing on to see other pictures. She ordered me to slap the shit out of my rock hard cock while we sat and got super fucking high. Then back to looking at pics of naked women. She laughed in my face as I begged the pictures for forgiveness and admitted being a loser. Thinking about everyone of the women laughing at me, getting naked just to laugh at what a loser I am, was so fucking arousing, my cock was so hard and it wasn't long till I was really strugling not to cum. Kim saw this and ruthlessly began extracting as much cash and drugs as she could. This went on for about an hour before she had to leave, I was barely holding back, my legs twiching, I was moaning and groaning and couldn't stop. I thought I was going to get a release and then she laughed and said no fucking way was I going to get permission to cum. She was walking out the door as she told me to slap the hell out of my cock for at least 10 minutes, then I had to ride the edge till whenever she came back.....