Monday, November 30, 2015

All day fist fucking, hand humping, masturbation marathon!!

I Love it too!!!
Fuck yeah I'll fuck my fist for you!!!

Step sister pushes me over the edge and watches and laughs as I spray cum everywhere!!

I was fucking my Fleshlight right in front of her as she was teasing me and fondling her fucking awesome tits. Everything was normal, no real issues holding back when she said the name of a friend of hers that I had the biggest crush for when we were teens. It was bad, whenever she was around I couldn't look her in the face and I would stutter every time I tried to say something, she was so fine and I wanted her so fucking bad. The thought of her hot body and what it did to me and I almost instantly exploded. I tried to pull out of the Fleshlight but it was too late I was past the point of no return. I immediately grabbed my cock and started pumping my fist up and down it, Debbie knew instantly what was happening and pushed my chest hard enough to push me off my knees and make me fall backwards onto my back. As my back hit the floor my cock started erupting and I sprayed cum onto my chest, neck, face and hair. I looked up and Debbie had her phone out and was recording me shooting cum on my face and she laughed as she said she was sending it to the girl who's name just made me cum instantly. I sat up and she snapped a few pics of cum dripping off my face to send to her mom and sisters.
She told me to pay Mary the penalty fee I owed her and that I was not allowed to do anything else for Mary, she said she was going to take control of my pathetic submissive ass if need be. Not to be left out she made me pay her half the amount that I owed Mary for helping me out of that mess.

Step Sister skips black friday shopping to watch me masturbate

Debbie came by late morning and said she didn't want to deal with the crowds shopping so she figured it would be fun to tease me while she watches me masturbate. She made me tell her all about my current situation, which she found fucking hilarious. She told me that I was the main topic of conversation on thanksgiving day, how her and her sisters and her mother talked about me almost exclusively all day long. We talked about when we were teens and all of them used tease and make fun of me for being the little skinny loser that I was. She told me how much fun she had teasing me and "accidentally" showing me her hot naked body, knowing that it would make go and masturbate. That I would be fantasizing about her as I jerked off was so fucking hilarious to her that she just had to tell all of her friends about it. Her and her her sisters and her mother knew that they were all smoking hot and they loved to tease and humiliate me for being so skinny and geeky. They were always competing to see who could make me masturbate the most and who could humiliate me the most. She laughed as I told her all the details about how much I beat off because of her, I admitted that I was such a fucking loser that I had no Idea they were doing it all on purpose and she almost fell on the floor she was laughing so hard so had tears running down her face. She really got a rush out of making sure everyone knew all about my chronic masturbation and watching me as I would try to talk to girls not knowing that Debbie had told them how much of a stroker slut I was. The way that the girls would laugh in my face for being a compulsive masturbator and I had no idea why every girl was like that to me was so fucking much fun to her.

Declaring masturbation as my calling in life, my only desire is to masturbate every waking moment!!!

I can't imagine doing anything except beating off every moment that I am awake. The fucking unbelievable amount of pleasure that edging produces beyond description and is what I live for. I keep getting better at edging and can't fucking believe that it keeps feeling better. It truly is living inside of an orgasm and it is nothing short of miraculous to have the feeling of orgasm for hours and days at a time. I've been edging all fucking day and it is so fucking intense that I can't keep from moaning and groaning rather loudly

All alone and pounding my fist up and down on my cock!!

I love being alone, masturbating at my own pace, enjoying every stroke. I'm looking at pics of naked girls from tumblr and getting so fucking turned on by their hot nude bodies. I fucking love looking at tits, I really get pushed farther towards the edge seeing nice bare tits. Since I have always been a hand humping loser and never been worthy of being with a woman sexually seeing a female naked is a major turn on. This is as close as I deserve to get to females naked and I love just looking at them. I can imagine that they are really looking at me like they want me to see them naked, instead of laughing at me like in real life.

I know I could stop being a cum dumpster by just cumming without permission..

While I really would like to, I just can't seem to go against her command to not cum. Even knowing that she expects me to disobey her command, we have even negotiated the penalty for when it happens, and yet I still am compelled to do what she has ordered me to do and that is to not have an orgasm. I think that since I have always been a stroker slut that no woman would want to have sex with I have always craved female attention and would do anything to please them. I will do anything a woman tells me to, I want to please them so they will like me and will do absolutely anything they want. That includes having to pay Mary for hooking up men for me to service, then pay the men for abusing me and making me do things I am very ashamed to admit to. She has officially said I am not allowed to cum, therefore I will do everything I can to please her by doing as she says and not cumming..

My submissive side makes me do whatever a female tells me to...

I can't help it, it doesn't matter how much I don't want to, if a woman tells me to do something, I will do whatever she says. Lately Mary has been making me prove that there is absolutely nothing I won't do if she tells me to do it. She has been finding guys that will pay her to have me be their fuck toy and do whatever they want with me, she makes me pay her the same amount for pimping me out, then after they are done using me, and they can use me for as long as they want, I have to give them whatever amount they paid Mary, and of course I have to pay Mary again. So they get to fuck me for free and Mary gets paid three times, and I paid all of this to happen to me. I want to say no so fucking bad, but when she tells me to go service someone all I can say is "yes ma'am" as I pay her for making me go and do it. A few times she has made me pay them double what they gave her, so they actually got paid to abuse me, it is the ones that keep me for a long time and really abuse me that she does this with. Several have been smart enough to cum back for more, and Mary make me pay them and her up front, them they can take me and abuse me however they want. I used to like the ones that just wanted a suck and fuck so when it was done I could tell Mary the details then go beat off for the rest of the day, last few days however she has had me doing several of these a day.

Mary makes me tell her what I went through in great detail

She made me kneel on the floor in front of her and masturbate while I told her everything that happened. She made me tell her the details of each time I was fucked by the older lady and her husband, the positions we used, what they said to me, how I felt as it was happening. She was really interested in hearing about when I serviced shrimp dick, what did he say to me, did I do the best I could, what could I have done better. She made me admit that I was far more humiliated and ashamed about being fucked by and having to service him than I was about being fucked by her and her strap on. She used every detail to humiliate me further. She made me tell her how I felt about having paid to be abused on the farm. I paid a couple thousand dollars for each week I was there, then I had to pay Mary and Jennifer for hooking it up, a "pimp charge" if you will. Having paid to have him talk shit to me while making me his bitch was humiliating, what I am most ashamed about is how much I liked it and would definitely do it again! Mary was most pleased to hear that and told me that she would be making me pay to service men much more often.

Back to jacking off to porn, looking at tits while beating off is fucking great!!

I really fucking love looking at tits while I pound my fist up and down on my rock hard cock!! I get so fucking turned on seeing bare breasts while I masturbate.

Trying to buy or bribe to get permission to cum.

I knew that it wasn't going to work, she told me it wasn't going to get her to give me permission to cum, and yet I tried it several times a day. Each time she put the leash on me and walked me naked to the atm to get her some money. She was always interested in getting more cash from me and told me before we went to get the money that she still would not give me permission to cum. Every time I gave her the cash I was still a little hopeful that this time she would give me the permission I wanted so fucking badly. The total amount that I gave her was just over $10,000, plus another $4,000 that I gave to her friends hoping they would help me. There were a couple of times were they acted like I was going to get permission, worked me right to the edge and teased me mercilessly, and at the last second they still said no. Her friends that I gave money to all promised to try and help me convince her to change her mind, after I gave them money they all laughed at me for being such a fucking loser for thinking they would do anything for me. I knew the whole time that money wouldn't help, but I had to try, I want to cum so fucking bad.
I've fucked both men and women, been fucked again, by both men and women, jacked off to beautiful women, sometimes they had their clothes on sometimes they were naked and teasing me, I've walked many miles completely naked on a leash, I've done chores, I've served drinks nude at a party, all without cumming. I have a feeling it will be a long time till I cum again, I will be masturbating non-stop every waking moment till then, and I will love every second of it!!!

She was to take care of me for the rest of my stay

The younger woman was put in charge of teasing and humiliating me full time, non-stop, till I was returned home. She took her job very seriously and made sure I was laughed and felt humiliated the rest of the trip. She changed things up a lot, she walked me all over completely naked with a rock hard cock, took me to friends houses and made me jerk of for them, sometimes by hand, sometimes with the fleshlight, and sometimes with a blow-up sex doll. Walking on a leash, naked, with a rock hard cock, carrying a blown-up sex doll in the middle of the day is super embarrassing. She always had the camcorder recording what I was doing and saying, it is quite humiliating being video recorded while you admit your deepest secrets about your masturbation habits throughout your whole life, in great detail, while being teased and mocked and laughed at for everything you say. Her and some of her friends would sometimes tease the fuck out of me by removing some clothes and putting their tits in my face or otherwise flaunting their hot naked bodies. Mostly they kept their clothes on and laughed and made fun of the stuff they got me to admit to them. At one point I was pleading and begging so hard to be allowed to cum in front of them that I started crying, of course I was totally and completely denied any orgasm.
They did a fucking great job of keeping me on the very edge and very humiliated and ashamed of what a loser I am. I loved every second of it and wished it would go on forever.

He is the male fluffer for his wife's party....

I had to serve drinks, nude of course, with my dick hard the whole time. He had to service any and all males that came to the party, he also had to remain naked the whole time, except he was not allowed to have a boner because no one wanted to see a dick that small with an erection. His wife claimed it was to help protect him from the humiliation of people seeing how tiny his cock is when it is fully erect.

He thinks everything is back to normal, boy is he wrong...

The next night when they come out to the barn he walks in and thinks he's going to use me as his fuck toy but his wife put a stop to that right away. She told him how she could never respect him again after seeing him get fucked and suck a dick. She didn't care that she made him do it, he did it and there is no going back. Then she started humiliating him about his small cock. She made him realize that there was no way his tiny cock was going to satisfy any of her needs. She asked him if he wanted her to be happy, of course he said yes, and she spelled out how he was going to be OK with her fucking other guys. Whoever, whenever she wants, even bringing them home to fuck sometimes. He was never going to touch her body or come near her with that little dick again. She finally got through to him when she said she would have no problems sending the pics and video of him sucking dick like a pro and taking like a bitch, from a bitch...
He couldn't believe what was happening and all he could do was stutter every time he tried to speak. She told him to get on his knees and start sucking my cock. He slowly complied and as he started she pulled out a camcorder and set it up on a tripod. She turned it on and started recording him as he sucked my cock. She laughed and teased him the whole time. When she thought he had given a sufficiently good blow job she told him to stop sucking my dick and made him admit how much bigger and nicer my cock was compared to his tiny shrimp dick. She made him say that she deserved a bigger and better dick than his and how he really does want her to be happy. She told him if he really meant what he was saying then he should ask me to fuck his wife because she deserves to fucked by a real cock. She told him he had to watch while she got fucked hard, like she always wished he could fuck her. He kind of asked me to have sex with his wife, although I could barely tell what he was saying because he was stuttering so much. She made him do it again, without stuttering, and told him to really sell it, even beg me if need be. He did as she ordered him to, didn't even stutter, almost even sounded like he meant it as he asked that I give his wife a good fucking because he is unable to.
There was no way I could say no, plus she is really hot and while I'd rather be stroking me cock I thought this would be a fun time.  She made him fluff my dick till it was hard and ready to fuck her. She teased him the whole time, telling him how great it felt to have a real cock in her for the first time since they were married a year ago. You could see the shame and humiliation on his face as he tried not to watch us, but she kept making him look her in the eyes as I was drilling her pussy hard. She was really mean and cruel with the shit she was saying to him, like asking him how it felt to see what the face of a woman getting fucked real good looked like for the first time. She told me exactly how to fuck her and kept telling hubbie how much she was liking it. She laughed at him as she said how pathetic it is that the loser jerk-off slave was the one that could fuck her like she wanted to be fucked. About halfway through she made him jack off while he watched her getting fucked, then she mocked and teased him for having a tiny cock. She asked him if he was truly unaware that he had never even come close to satisfying her sexually, and laughed in his face for being so fucking stupid. She wanted him to cum at the same time as her, it being the first time he has really ever seen her cum. I was pounding her from behind and she was just inches from his face as they both came. She made him thank me for fucking his wife so good. She thought I did a good job and wanted to reward me since I was still not allowed to cum, so she sent the younger girl out to tease the fuck out of me all night long, and she really had a great time flaunting her smoking hot body, and that was a awesome way of saying thanks..

Using me to turn him into a cuckold...

After me being their fuck-toy for almost a month the asshole pissed off the wife and she made him service me as punishment. He protested and begged and whimpered and when he started to cry was when she had enough and shoved his face into my crotch. She said she would rip his dick off if he didn't have my cock in his mouth when he lifted his head up. He tried one more time to say something and she grabbed his balls hard and gave them a serious fucking yank, he let out a whimper as he took my cock into his mouth. She told him he better suck my dick real fucking good and she teased, taunted and laughed at him for few minutes. She pulled out her cell phone and took a few pictures and when he tried to say something she put on her strap-on, grabbed him by the hips and slid it in balls deep. That got his attention and he started to lift his head off my cock and she pushed it back down till he was gagging on my cock. As she did that she began fucking his ass harder and faster. She took some more pics and recorded some video of her husband taking it like a bitch. I am not allowed to cum so after a good long fucking she decided he had been punished enough, for one night.

Hers is bigger than his, and I have to service both of them...

The older woman has been bringing her husband when she visits me in the barn. They use me like a fuck doll, usually both of them are fucking me at the same time. When they both are not fucking me then the one not fucking me will talk shit and laugh at what a fucking loser I am. They make sure I know that my only purpose there is to service them, and do it well... He really likes to hear me beg him to fuck me harder as he is fucking my ass. He has a small dick, not real tiny, but definitely less than average. The guy is a real fucking prick, just a mean, nasty, asshole all the time. I don't have much interaction with him but the little bits I do he is always a fucking jerk.

Walked on a leash to the neighbors house.

Wearing only my flip-flops and having to keep my cock rock hard I was walked on a leash down the street several farms to a friends house. I was blindfolded and had to put on a show masturbating for their entertainment. Right away I was having problems keeping from cumming so they got a horse whip and beat my ass every time I had any kind of problem holding back. They beat my ass beyond raw. Then back on the leash for the walk home.

I have to get the mail and keep the kitchen clean...

So far those are my only chores. The mailbox is at the end of the driveway, which being a farm, the driveway is about a half mile long. I must check the mail every day and I must do it naked with a rock hard cock. I have a pair of flip-flops for my feet but that is all I am allowed to wear. I have to do the dishes and clean the kitchen at least three times a day, again I must be naked with a rock hard dick.

Small barn with old crappy computer is where I am kept completely nude.

I have a refrigerator with bottles of water and I am brought food several times a day. There are two females that bring my food and give me my chores to do. The younger woman likes to tease me with her tits, likes to have me tell her how much they turn me on, and have me beg to jack off to them. She loves laughing at me for being such a loser who begs women to jack off to their tits. She teases me almost everyday and usually early in the morning around 8:00. I am so close to cumming when she leaves that it is difficult for me to keep from exploding the whole day. Sometimes she will return with a friend to show what a fucking jerk off loser I am. They laugh at how the only thing I do in the presence of beautiful women is beat my meat harder, don't even try to hit on them, just stroke harder and faster.
The older woman usually stops by in the evening and likes to have me tell her about the times I got caught masturbating when I was a teenager. She likes to hear me admit that I would be ready to cum in just a few strokes, and how my premature ejaculation issues fueled my drive for masturbation. The only sex I've ever been worthy of is masturbation, I've always known that I didn't deserve to have sex with a woman. I have never been deserving of having sex with a real live female, loser's like me are only supposed to beat off. She made me realize that no matter how much I jack off I am still that little premature ejaculator who is not worth fucking. Just the sexual nature of the attention I get from her has me instantly on the very edge fighting to keep from cumming. I am not worth fucking so that means I am definitely not worthy of cumming, I'm way to big of a pathetic loser for such a privilege. I am usually about to cry because I am so ready to cum but I am not allowed to and I am not allowed to stop stroking either.

When in public I had to wear shirt that said "I am a Chronic Masturbator" in big letters.

Every time we stopped I had to go into the store wearing that shirt. If anybody asked about it or commented on the shirt I had to tell them that it was the absolute truth and admit how much I masturbate, including that before I got out of the parking lot I would be masturbating again. Most people, if they even noticed, would just smile at me. There were a few that did ask about it and they were mostly amused by my answer.

Caught balls deep in Jennifer's ass when her Grandmother walks in!

I was only following orders, sort of. Jennifer did order me to fuck her and I did. She was trying to get me to cum and it didn't work the way she wanted it to. It started with her making me tell her details of my masturbation habits. She made me admit that I had problems with premature ejaculation when I was younger. She laughed and teased me for being a two-pump chump. Then she wanted me to admit how hot I thought she was. Then I think she thought that I would cum right away if I put my dick in a girl as hot as she is, so she ordered me to fuck her. While I would rather jack off than have sex, she did give me a direct order, and she is one of the hotest girls I've ever met, so...
After fucking the living shit out of her pussy, she commented on my not cumming and I told her that fucking her in the ass might make me cum faster. She didn't like the idea at first but it wasn't too long till she was willing to give it a try. First I told her I wanted her to ask me to fuck her in the ass, then I made her beg me to stick my dick in her asshole. I couldn't say no as she pleaded and begged me to "Fuck her virgin ass". I slowly started sliding my cock in her ass, going deeper every pump until finally I was balls deep in her ass. I started fucking her tight little ass and she was moaning for me to fuck her ass hard. She was pleading for me to fuck her ass harder and I went balls deep again and paused for a second. It was a shock to hear Mary, Jennifer's Grandmother loudly asking me what the fuck I was doing. I froze and didn't want to move, she told me to take my dick out of Jennifer and as I slowly pulled my dick out was when she realized I was fucking her in the ass.
Mary told me that she gave me to some of her friends that lived on a farm in Idaho and I would be leaving immediately and that I was going completely naked, of course. When her freinds arrived to pick up their new toy she asked them to punish me severely, which they seemed happy to agree to do.

I've been away for over a month, I wrote some posts and saved them till I got home to post them...

I will be posting all the saved up posts today.... Hope you like them....

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

An agreement has been reached on what I will have to pay if/when I cum without permission...

Since I will never be given permission, it's just a matter of time till I slip up.. It is a large amount, Mary and Jennifer will split it and I will no longer be their full time bitch boy, although they can stop buy at any time and I have to do whatever it is they want....
I don't know if I should just get it over with, the problem is that it is a large sum of money, way more than I usually have access to. I don't go through that much money in 6 months so it will take some effort to pull it together.
Funny thing is that Mary sent Jennifer and Ashley home with me to do their best (or worst) to get me to cum. More about that later.....

some pics to jerk off to....

Fuck yeah I'm addicted to porn!!!!

I'll try to pump harder!!!

I'm on the edge!!!!

And I love porn!!!!!

I will be masturbating all day, and probably all night too!!!

Just me and my cock all day!!!

Fucking loving pounding my fist up and down my rock hard cock!!!! Holy fuck I can make my dick feel so fucking insanely good!! This is what I live for, riding on the edge for hours, with now worries and no one to have to deal with. Just me alone abusing the fuck out of my cock!!!

I washed everyone's car, I painted houses, inside and out, I cleaned pools, did yard-work, while completely nude and beating off!!

I paid money to who I was doing the work for, for the privilege of being allowed to serve, of course. Plus I had to gave Mary and Jennifer some $ every time, a pimp charge if you will. I mostly brought my Fleshlight along as I have a stand for it so I can keep fucking it almost no matter what else I may have to do.
I am staying back at my place now, but Mary still considers me to be her and Jennifer's property, their bitch boy, and I am still definitely NOT allowed to cum. I have a feeling it will be a lllloooonnnggg time till I actually get to cum again.....

Edging really is the most incredible way to masturbate!!!

If you like to masturbate, and if you don't you have some serious issues to work out, but for those that like it, you really must give edging a try. You know that feeling of orgasm right before you begin ejaculating, it that feeling stretched out to last for minutes, hours, sometimes days. It takes some practice but very soon you will understand what I am talking about. If you keep practicing edging you will not believe the incredible amount of pleasure you can get from your cock. I never imagined that I could experience the level of pure extacy and orgasmic bliss that I get while edging. I know it may be hard to believe but masturbation can get so much better. It is difficult to put into words how fucking mind bendingly insanely intense the pleasure is that you can get from your cock through edging.
If you do a google search you'll find sites that have pretty thorough instructions on how to get started. I can help some quick hints on starting edging. What you want to do is as you approach orgasm, before you have got to the point were cumming is inevitable, you want to stop stroking, in the very beginning probably just take your hand completely of your cock. Let it settle down, at first probably till you are about half hard, then resume stroking, repeating the previous steps. Before you get to were there is no turning back, take your hand off your cock, let it relax till it's half hard then, resume stroking. Do this over and over, trying to get closer to cumming, but not cumming, each time. At the same time waiting less time before resuming stroking, each time. It will take a little practice, but you will quickly LOVE it. Don't worry about pushing too far and  actually cumming, it happens, when it does, quickly grab your cock and stroke out what you can of the orgasm, no sense in completely ruining it... Next time try approaching the point of no return a little slower, you can get much closer stroking slowly as you near the edge of orgasm.
I think everyone should give it a try, practice every couple of days for a few weeks, believe me you can't begin to imagine how great you can get you cock to feel with edging....

Thursday, October 15, 2015

Mary tells me what a pathetic loser she thinks I am.....

It was around 4am, I was fucking my Fleshlight in the back den/party room at Mary's house when she came and sat down next to me. She made me kneel on the floor about 10 feet in front of her. She told me that she has been a dom for around 40 years and that I am the most pathetic masturbation addict she has ever seen. She has known that I am a stroker slut since way back when I was in high school when her daughter Colleen would tell her all about how the girls used to "accidentally" show me their tits so they could catch me when I would go masturbate. Being a chronic compulsive masturbator my whole life doesn't make my current jack off obsession any less impressive. She told me that all men, especially ones like me, were only here to serve her and provide her with whatever she wanted. She doesn't care what I think or want or need and by controlling my orgasms she can get me to do anything. She wanted her granddaughter, Jennifer, to learn how easy it is to totally control a man through sexual domination. Her daughter Collen didn't care for that kind of stuff, but Jennifer really seems to like it and is doing well with learning how to truly make a man her bitch.
I was then allowed to express my gratitude for being able to serve them. I did what I thought was a good job and then I brought up that I was supposed to be allowed to cum once when I first became their bitch. She laughed so hard she almost fell off the couch, then she said that I must not have been listening to what she just said. She doesn't care about what I want or what I said or what I think was part of the deal, the deal is I will do what they say, when they say it. She said that I can forget about being able to cum, as long as I am not able to cum I will do anything, without hesitation, no matter how fucked up it may be.
She asked me how bad I wanted to cum and laughed as I did my best to try to talk her into letting me cum. She told me to beg, she made me shout loudly while I was begging to cum. I had to beg forgiveness for being a pathetic stroker slut who only lives to beat his meat. My shouting woke up Ashley, Jennifer and a couple of their friends who all came to see what was going on. I had to beg forgiveness for being turned on by and fantasizing about the smoking hot girls there watching me. I had to beg forgiveness for only wanting to jack off and not wanting to fuck them. Still Shouting I had to describe what and how I fantasized about each of the women there. All this while fucking my fleshlight, hard and fast, fantasizing about it being each one of their pussies. As I begged them to let me do whatever they wanted so I could cum they took turns teasing me with their smoking hot bodies, they had me promising to do everything they said, and more.
Mary laughed and reminded me that I wouldn't be cumming anytime soon, no matter what I said or did.. 

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

I almost got to cum, at least I thought I was going to get permission....

I was going out of my mind with the teasing that bordered on torture that Mary and Jennifer had been putting me through. It was the most intense teasing they had done so far. I really fell for it when they started talking about letting me come later on that night. They talked about how they thought I had earned it, that I deserved to finally have permission to explode. They had a bunch of friends over to party and they all talked about my getting to cum, and how they should make me do it. They teased me about finally getting to see my cum face and laughed about how fucking horny I was. After what seemed like forever Ashley and Mary stripped in front of me and teased me with their naked bodies. They said I should get ready to cum to their hot bodies, pressing my face between their tits, totally rubbing all over me, making me believe I was about to get to cum. They told me to lay so I would shoot my cum on my face, I was so fucking ready to explode. Then Mary walked in said I definitely did NOT have permission to cum, everyone started laughing at me. I was fucking crushed, and right on the edge of cumming. That was really cruel of them, I need to cum so fucking bad...

Monday, October 5, 2015

Two of the hottest girls I've ever met and all I want to do is masturbate!!

Ashley may be the hottest girl I've ever met and Jennifer is a close second. Even when I had my face buried between one of their perfect sets of tits, all I wanted to do was keep pounding on my cock!! I know exactly how to make my cock produce the most insanely intense feelings of pleasure. I'm real good at it and I practice getting better all day every day! Make no mistake their hot bodies turned me the fuck on, it just made me want to stroke harder and faster! Just thinking about Ashley's tits has me ready to explode again!!! Unfortunately I'm not allowed unless I get permissions from Mary or Jennifer...

Mary brings Jennifer over to show her how to really control a cock!

Jennifer told her grandmother Mary about the cum fest her and her friend put me through and Mary brought her back to show her the "right" way to control a cock.Mary has me get my knees in front of them and tells me how she wants me to masturbate. She then got me to admit how much I like Jen's friend Ashley, then made me describe in detail what I liked about her and how turned on I was by her and how much of a loser I felt like jerking off in front of her. Then she makes me pretend what it would be like fucking her, tells me to pound the shit out of my cock, ans describe in detail what I would be doing to her. She also tells me I am not allowed to cum without permission and that I definitely don't have permission. It doesn't take long till I am struggling to hold back and she reminds me that I don't have permission to cum.
Then she wants me to do the same with Jennifer as the subject. I do as I'm told and it's not long till I am really struggling not to cum. Mary tells Jen to take off her top and play with her tits. I am so close I have take my hand off my cock or I will cum. Mary yells at me for being such a loser and tells me if I do that again I will be severely punished. I tried to tell her I was going to cum if I hadn't let my dick go and I was laughed at, she said that wasn't her problem.
Soon I'm losing my mind, I can't cum and if I keep stroking I'm going to cum in the near future. I begin to beg for permission to cum. Mary insists that I shout while I beg so anyone walking by can easily hear my pathetic pleadings. She asks what is in it for her and Jennifer, what do they get if I am allowed to cum. She knows I will do anything at this point and she takes full advantage of the situation.
To make it even more difficult for me she has Jen come over and stick my face between her fucking amazing tits. Seeing her get up and begin coming towards me almost instantly pushed me over the edge!! Then she buried my face between those tits and I really don't know how I didn't cum, I had my face between the best tits I've ever seen and I somehow manage to not cum. But it has pushed me much closer and I know I'm going to blow any minute.
We negotiate a large cash payment, more than I can get from the ATM, I will have to go in to the bank to get the money and unfortunate;y for me it was Saturday night so it would be a another whole day till I could get their money. For the next month I will be their taxi service taking them anywhere at anytime, I will be completely naked and beating off the whole time, of course. I will also be naked servant and nude chore chore whore for the next month for the both of them. I will remain under their control and will not cum unless given permission.
For this I will be allowed to cum, but not until the I give them the money, then it will up to them to at some time in the near future give me permission to cum. It's not relief now but it will hopefully not be too long...
Mary explained to Jennifer how controlling and denying a man's orgasm is how you get a man to give her any and everything she may want.

Thursday, October 1, 2015

Orgasm marathon as Jennifer and Ashley make me cum a couple times an hour non-stop since yesterday afternoon...

They said the faces I made when I came were fucking hilarious and made me show it to them every half hour since yesterday afternoon!! All night they laughed and teased me, sending pictures and video of me cumming to their friends. I'm fucking wore out from all the orgasms I've had in the last 24 hours. It was only a minute or two after each orgasm till I was stroking again, and probably around five minutes till I was edging again!!
The two of them teased me with their incredible bodies, I was so fucking turned on by them. They both have amazing tits and kept putting my face in between them!! It was pure heaven, a loser like me would NEVER have a chance with either of them but they seemed to enjoy teasing and humiliating me all night. They did drink a pretty good amount of the alcohol I had here and of course I gave them some cash. They made me go to the atm in the middle of the night, they made me go completely naked and I had to keep my fist pumping up and down my cock the whole time. I was super nervous but i'm such a pathetic stroker slut I would do anything they want me to, and they know it...
I'm going to jerk off the rest of the day thinking about that perfect fucking body that Ashley was flaunting and those tits she fondled right in front of me. I will be dreaming about her for quite a while, I'm sure of it!!

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Jennifers friend is the hottest girl I ever met!!!!

Just fucking stunning doesn't come close to conveying hot drop dead gorgeous Ashley is. They walked in as I was sitting on the couch pounding my fist up and down my cock. I looked up and first saw Jen then Ashley stood next to her. Jen sad something like "See, I told you!!" and both of them started laughing at me. I almost came when I saw Ashley and Jen saw my reaction and began mercilessly teasing and humiliating me for it. I was in awe of her beauty and Jen made me admit it. I had to describe in detail how hot I think she is and how turned on sexually I am by her.
They both had on super small shorts and bikini tops that barely held their tits. I not only had to slow my stroking way down but I had to keep taking my had off it entirely to keep from exploding. Jen thought this was so fucking funny and made me tell them everything about Ashley that I found so arousing that I could barely touch my cock. This went on for what seemed like forever but was really only a little more than an hour.
Jennifer decided it was time for me to show Ashley that I will cum on my face when I am told to. I started begging her to not make me do it. Ashley is so fucking hot and the thought of having to do something so completely humiliating right in front someone so beautiful was killing me. I could feel my face was red, I was so ashamed, not just because of how much I was about to humiliate myself, but also because I was sitting in front of them naked with my dick in my hand begging and pleading for her to change her mind. She laughed in my face for being such a fucking pathetic hand humping jerk off slut that I would do what ever she told me.
They both took out their phones and started recording as I assumed the position. Jen ordered my to grunt and groan loudly, and to say I was their little bitch over and over as I came. It didn't take long and I came so fucking hard, I shot load after load onto face. When I stood up it was dripping off of my face and hair.
They got suck a kick out of what they saw that Jen decided I would be cumming for them every half hour for the rest of the night.

Monday, September 28, 2015

some jerk material..

I agree

I promise I won't!!!

I already am!!

I couldn't agree more!!

Yes, Yes I am!!

I do!!!

Absolutely loving life as I masturbate non-stop morning till night!!

I fucking love my life!!! I am able to masturbate just about every waking moment!! The amazing pleasure that comes from masturbation is what I live for, I have dedicated my whole existence to it!! My hand is sliding up and down the shaft of my rock hard cock, going just fast enough to stay right on the edge for the last couple hours. I can't begin to accurately express how great it feels and how much I fucking love it!! I'm getting real good at staying right on the very edge, less than a half a stroke away from cumming. Slowing just barely enough to keep from going to far, very rarely having to completely stop stroking to cool down. It's been at least two hours since I had to stop to cool down, since then I've been as close as less than half a stroke from cumming and no more than a whole stroke. What I mean by that is if I just went ahead and gave my dick a quick half stroke I would explode and shoot cum everywhere.

I like watching porn!! Seeing a nice set of tits bouncing around makes me so horny!! I used to wish I was a porn star fucking all kinds of hot women, but I love jacking off so much more!! I am proud to be a solosexual and a total and complete masturbation addict!! I readily admit that my preferred sexual encounter is with my hand!! I only want to keep stroking my cock!!

I FUCKING LOVE MASTURBATING!! I hope y'all do too!!! How great this feels is fucking insane!!! Today it has been just me here alone beating off, enjoying the pure pleasure without anyone else around. I love every second that my hand is on my dick!!


Saturday, August 29, 2015

Embracing that my life is totally and completely dedicated to masturbation!!

I spend by far the vast majority of my time masturbating! It is fairly rare when I have to stop, and then I am in a hurry to start beating off again. If I need both hands for something I will get out the Fleshlight and fuck it while I complete that task. I usually am jacking off till fall asleep from exhaustion and then as soon as I wake up I am beating my meat again. I don't ever deny or even hide that I am a permanent, dedicated, full time, solo sexual, compulsive, chronic, and constant masturbation junkie.
I sometimes go days and weeks without cumming and sometimes I cum many times a day. I have many styles and positions that I switch off using. I never get bored or wish I was doing something else, on the contrary I love it more every day!!
I fucking love edging and probably am doing it most of the time, but I also just like the feeling of my hand going up and down my rock hard cock. I like masturbating more than fucking women and am totally ok with it. I am in awe of how it just keeps feeling better and better!! I don't know why I wasn't always this way, I feel like I wasted a large portion of my life by not dedicating my life to masturbation right away when I first started jacking off. At least 20 years that I wasn't constantly jacking off, what the fuck was wrong with me?? I love that I did figure it all out and have found my life's calling. I hopefully still have many years of non-stop masturbation to enjoy!!
I hope every who reads this blog enjoys masturbating, no matter how much they do it!! I think the world would be a much better place if everyone masturbated more!!

Friday, August 28, 2015

Jennifer knows I will do anything she tells me to, and regularly abuses me for entertainment and profit!

At first she was just making me give her money so she could go drink with her friends, she would tease me a bit, flash a little tit and then laugh as she walked out the door. Then she would bring over guys to fuck right in front of me, laughing at me as I jacked off, making fun of me because I am such a pathetic jerk off I don't even want to fuck real girls anymore. Then she started having her girl friends come to my place to drink and laugh at what a fucking jerk off loser i am. I had to serve them drinks and what ever else they wanted without stopping jacking off, of course!! They like to tell me strange and difficult positions they want see me in while I jack off in front of them. They will take off their tops and play with their incredible tits right in front of me and make me admit that I am such a loser and make me beg for forgiveness for being such a lame ass, and beg to see more even though I don't deserve it. Sometime they make me give them money to keep teasing he fuck out of me.
There is much more to tell in future posts....

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Mary stopped by after work.

Colleens mother Mary came by after work and walked in on me fucking my Fleshlight hard, and about to cum!!! She wanted to let me know how much she liked the previous show I had put on for the three of them and wanted to see some more. She told me that she was very much into the lifestyle of being a dominant female and that I was going to be one of her bitches. Much more about this to be written soon!!

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Colleen came by at lunch...

Not long after her daughter left colleen walked in as I was fucking my fist. She wanted to tell me how much they all enjoyed watching me and how pathetic they all thought I was. She took her top and bra off and fondled her almost perfect tits for me. She teased me for almost an hour before she put her clothes back on and left. She made sure I knew she would be back....

Jennifer comes back the next morning..

It was around 9:00am when she walked in on me fucking my blow-up sex doll while pretending it was her, I was moaning and groaning her name right when she caught me. I was embarrassed as hell and she had a great time making me feel like a loser. She was not only ditching school but knew she could get a loser like me to give her some money to go out drinking that night. She watched me fuck that doll for about an hour before she left. She teased the fuck out of me with her awesome tits and perfect young ass and made it clear she would be back and I would do whatever she wanted me too...

When she came back she brought her mom and daughter so they could all laugh at my being addicted to masturbation!!

Colleen had a great time with the other friends of my sisters watching me humiliate myself in front of them fucking my sex doll and my Fleshlight. Back when we were teens she was one of the hottest of all of my sisters friends and one of the meanest. She teased me mercilessly then made fun of me for being a loser jack off artist. The three of them walked in as I was pounding my fist up and down my cock, they all burst out laughing. I looked up and they all had bikini tops on and super small boy shorts, holy fuck they are all smoking fucking hot standing there laughing at me jacking off. Colleen told me they were there for a show, they wanted to see what a fucking total jerk off I am. I was staring at there fucking awesome tits, barely held back by their bikini tops and Colleen told me that if I was going to fantasize about them they wanted to here the details and also I should be moaning and groaning.... I admitted how much I liked their tits and they laughed and started to fondle their breasts. Colleens daughter came over and stuck my face between her perfect tits and I almost came instantly! They thought that was fucking hilarious and kept teasing me with their tits, making me describe what I like about them, and how much I like them, and how much they turn me on. 
Colleen's daughter (Jennifer) was the meanest of them, she made me admit that I would rather masturbate than actually fuck one of them, she also made me get out my blow up sex doll so they could watch me humiliate myself by fucking it in front of them.
All of them had their phones out and took pictures and/or video of me from time to time and I'm sure they sent them to their friends to laugh at. When I brought out my blow-up sex doll Jennifer pulled out a camcorder and recorded me the whole time I fucked that doll. She made me take turns pretending it was each of them I was fucking. The one I was pretending to fuck, I had to look her in the eye while I was fucking the doll, moaning and groaning, just like it was real. it was super humiliating but they really got a kick out of it. They teased me with their bodies, taking off their clothes and caressing their bodies as I pretended to fuck them.
Colleen got me to admit my true nature as a constant masturbator and that I have dedicated my life to my masturbation project. I told them how much I am addicted to pornography and that I jack off from morning to night, every waking minute. I admitted that I like to fuck my hand more than real pussy, which they thought was fucking hilarious!!!
It was Mary, Colleens mother that wanted me to cum on my own face. After I was done they made sure I knew how much of a pathetic loser I have become. They also made it clear they would be back...

Monday, August 3, 2015

Edging over the years....

At first I would jerk fast till I was pretty close to the edge then slow down a little and when I got to the edge I took my hands off my cock, as it twitched and bobbed. As I got better able to recognize when I was getting close to cumming I started slowing down earlier, this allowed me to not have to let go of my cock entirely, every  time. I still had to stop stroking completely but I could keep my hand wrapped around it sometimes. Doing this reduced the number of ruined orgasms because if I had pushed a little to far I could start stroking again and finish off with a good cum. The combination of getting better at edging and more good orgasms made masturbation much more pleasurable and I began to do it more often.
As a young adult I beat off fairly often, not the everyday, sometimes a few times a day of my teenage years but still several times a week at least. As I got better with the edging and the increase in the pleasure from masturbating I was soon jacking off daily again. As I got better and better with edging the length of my sessions grew longer and longer.
The next big milestone for me was the ability to slow down the stroking instead of totally stopping. As I started being able to slow down I was becoming addicted to how fucking awesome it feels!! I began thinking about masturbation throughout the day, soon if I wasn't jacking off, I was figuring out how I could go and masturbate. I was becoming a totally hand humping, fist fucking, stroker slut!!!

Friday, July 24, 2015

when I first started edging...

It was around 27 years ago and I don't know if it was called edging at that time, but if so I didn't know it had a name. I would masturbate to porn on vhs cassettes and as I got close to cumming I would slow down the stroking and when I got almost to the point of no return I would take my hands off my cock and let it sit for a few minutes till I wasn't about to cum. Then I would grab my cock and start stroking it again, and once again slow down and then take my hands off at the last second before I exploded. There were many a ruined orgasm as I took my hands off my cock and it still went over the edge, but I was no longer stroking it, i.e. a ruined orgasm.
I got better and better and after a few years I was able to just control things by slowing down the stroking, no more taking my hands completely off my cock at the last instant. I like this WAY better as I can stay right on the edge while I slowly stroke my cock. I have gotten so good that I can stay right on the edge for hours at a time without having to take my hands off my cock or backing to far from the edge.
If you are new to edging, keep at it, it is totally worth it. It took many years till I became a total edge junkie, hand humping, fuck-tard, now I don't know why I didn't always beat off constantly like I do know.
I'm edging right now and have been all night long and it is almost noon. I fucking can't ever get enough of the incredible feeling of being on the edge of orgasm for hours and hours!!!
I wish I could go back to when I very first started beating off and beat off as much as I do now throughout my life... Twenty years went by that I could have spent every waking moment either jacking off or planning to jack off....
No matter what I hope you enjoy, whatever the amount of time, masturbating!!! Keep on stroking!!!

Sunday, June 14, 2015

I love jacking to porn!!!

It's been a non-stop, right on the edge, jack-off festival since I blew my last load almost three days ago!!!!

here is some of what I've been pounding my cock to:

My step sisters and their friends loved seeing me fuck my blow-up sex doll.

The girls were teasing me about being a loser and jacking off in front of them and they where talking about ways to humiliate me even more when Debbie told them that I have a blow-up sex doll and they made me fuck it right there in front of them. They cheered and laughed at me as I brought the doll out. I was so ashamed and humiliated as I slid my dick in the doll and began fucking it. The girls demanded a good show and wanted me to act like it was a real girl and it was the best fuck of my life. They were all laughing at me as I fucked that doll as hard as I could. It wasn't too long till I heard one of the girls commenting that she hadn't been fucked that good in a long time and that she was jealous of the doll. No matter how well I could fuck she made it clear that I would never get to fuck her or anyone close to as hot as she is. They took off their tops so they could tease me more with their bare tits, as they fondled and caressed their really awesome fucking tits. I began having real troubles holding back, all those amazing fucking titties, holy shit it was getting to be too much for me to handle. They could tell that I was struggling and the teased me even harder. Off and on the whole night some of them would have their phone out and be recording me however now all of them where getting video of me. They were laughing about what my cum face would be like, if would be the same as when I was a teenager or if it was different now. They all were mocking me and teasing and taunting me to cum for them, cum from fucking the shit out of a plastic blow-up sex doll, putting on a show for all of them to see what a loser jack-off I still am. One of them came over and stuffed my face between her perfect tits and that was all I could take. I pulled my dick out of the sex doll and jerked my cock as I came super fucking hard. All the ladies erupted in cheers and laughter at the sight of me shooting big loads of cum in front of all of them!!

There is much more to tell, I will begin writing the next post right away!!

Monday, May 25, 2015

Both step sisters, and some of their friends from high school, come back to make me masturbate in front of them!

Michelle called some of her friends that knew me back in high school and told them all about the masturbation show I performed for her and they all wanted to see for themselves what a stroker slut I am. Of course I had to provide everyone's beverages for the evening, Michelle made me give her $600 for all the alcohol. I thought she was trying to get some money to put in her pocket but she came back with a huge selection of booze and I didn't stop to think what that meant. It meant that she was planning on a lot of her friends showing up and each drinking a whole lot!!

I stood in front of the women and pounded my fist up and down my cock as they laughed and teased and humiliated me. These were the hottest girls in school and they were still fucking smoking hot. Every one of them used to tease me when they would come over to our house and now I'm standing in front of them completely naked and jacking off. Showing them what a chronic masturbator I've become, even more than in high school, and that's impressive considering how much I beat off back then! They had a great time making me admit all the shameful and humiliating details of who I thought about most when I masturbated and what parts of their body's I fantasized about and how many times a day I would beat off dreaming about fucking them!!

Most of the girls had seen me jack off as a teen, although I didn't know about it till just a few years ago. Some had caught me beating my meat, usually after showing some flesh "accidentally" or some times just to tease me. They knew I was going to masturbate to them so they would wait a couple minutes then just walk right in wherever I had gone to pull on my pecker. I was so dumb that I didn't know they knew exactly what I was going to do, I just thought I had bad luck and they randomly needed something from wherever I was pounding on my cock. They laughed about how they used to wait till I was walking by to take off their tops, again I thought I was just randomly getting to see their tits as I walked down the hallway. They told me that every female at that high school knew about my constant masturbation, told me how they loved to brag to anyone who would listen about how they would get me to jack off all the time.

There is lots more to tell about the rest of the night, I get to work on another blog post right away!!!

Saturday, May 23, 2015

Oldest step sister is in town and I am forced to masturbate in front of two of my step sisters!!!

I was fucking my fleshlight when in walked my step sister Debbie and my oldest step sister Michelle. I haven't seen Michelle for about twenty years, not much has changed, she is still fucking gorgeous and I'm still a fucking pathetic stroker slut. Michele immediately started laughing at me, saying she always knew I was never going to stop being a chronic masturbator. Debbie was the nicest to me of all my step step sisters and Michelle was probably the meanest and cruelest, she seemed to enjoy making my life miserable. She quickly pulled out her cell phone and took some pictures which she sent to her friends and then started calling her old friends from when we were teens to tell them what she was watching me do. She described in detail how I was masturbating for their entertainment, making it sound as humiliating as possible, of course.

I had been masturbating in front of them for almost two hours when they wanted me to cum for them, Michelle said she wanted to see if my "cum face" (the face I make when I am cumming) is just as hilarious as it was when I was younger. Both of them were using their phones to record video of me cumming. I came super hard and cum shot all over me, drenching me with every stroke. My step sisters made sure I knew what a loser they thought I was. They also said they would be back the next day with some friends who want to see what a complete jerk-off addict I am..

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

I am a fist fucking stroker slut!!

I'm doing nothing but jacking my rock hard cock all fucking day!! I'm not doing anything else but abuse my dick till I fall asleep from exhaustion!!! I have been really loving the porn today, seeing girls getting fucked hard is making me super fucking horny!!! My fist is fucking hammering up and down my hard cock!!!
I fucking love jerking to porn!! Here is some of what I am jerking to today:
Have fun jacking off!!

Do you fucking love to be laughed at, teased, and humiliated for being a total masturbation addict??

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Trust me, you love it!!!!

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Stroking, stroking, more stroking, then stroke some more!!

I am in the middle of the second straight day of round the clock edging!! I love masturbation!!! I hope you all are having as much fun as I am!!! Here is some of what I've been pounding my cock to today:

Saturday, April 25, 2015

When masturbation becomes a religious event, taking it to the next level with extreme edging!!!

After riding closer to edge than I thought possible for several hours, non-stop, I felt like I was pure pleasure. I felt like I was pure energy, pleasure, my body had transformed into something I can't accurately describe. I had no sense of time or place, I was pure energy, a ball of electric orgasm floating weightless. I was the energy of orgasm, pure, total, absolute, blissful, powerful, the total of every orgasm I've ever had all at once, all together, right here, right now. I cannot find the proper words to express how incredible it was. This lasted for a couple of hours and at the end I shot cum so hard I thought I might turn inside out!!!

I now know that I am doing the right thing, that dedicating my life to masturbation is the only way to be!!! I hope to help others find the way to true pleasure, this is my life, this is my mission!!!

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Getting professional help...

I decided months ago that I needed to find competent professional help for my absolutely out of control masturbation lifestyle. I had to do some searching before I found the right person but she was worth the effort and the money it costs is well spent. She is more than just a femdom, she really pushes me into new humiliating situations making sure I know what a fucking lucky jerk off slut I am to be used and controlled by her!!! I can't wait till the next session with her, she always has something special planned!!!

Last time she made me go up to random women in random bars and stores and admit to them what a stroker slut I am try to get them to watch me beat off! Out of the probably 30 of so women I talked to I got 4 of them to let me put on a show for them!!

If you think you are out of control I highly recommend seeking some help!!

Fucking my Fleshlight all day!!

I have been pounding the shit out of my FleshLight since I woke up this morning!! I fucking love this thing, it feels so fucking great, like fucking a real pussy!!! I've got it wedged in between the couch and the cushions and I'm on my knees in front of the couch fucking it like it was a real woman sitting on the couch!!!
It is easy to watch porn and fantasize about fucking, it feels so fucking real on my cock!!!
Here is some of what I'm dreaming about fucking:
I really like this next one!!!
I'd fuck this next girl so fucking hard!!
I can't stop looking at this one!!
I've been pretending to fuck this last one for at least an hour now!!

Hope you enjoy them as much as I am!!!