Sunday, March 18, 2018

I fuck my blow-up sexdoll pretending it is her when she is not here, she walked in and I came without permission!

It's her rule that I fuck me blow-up doll pretending it's her when she is not here. She finds it hilarious that as soon as she walks in I have problems holding back from cumming. This morning when she walked in and started laughing at me I couldn't stop it and I had an orgasm right in front of her without permission. She freaked out and humiliated me for cumming without permission I begged and pleaded for forgiveness but she said she was going to show me how a real man fucks. She said she was going to get some payback for all the women I disappointed by cumming to soon. But first she took off her belt and had me bend over and she went to town on my ass with that belt. Holy fuck it hurt and my cock was rock hard the whole time as I had to beg her for more. There was no way I could sit after she was done so I had to kneel in front of her while we got high and she had me begging for more punishment for being such a loser...

Lisa is almost always at my place and usually is masturbating with me!!

She has a couple of vibrating dildos she masturbates with. We get so fucking high and watch each other masturbating for hours! She constantly let's me know the only reason she has to fuck herself with the toys is because I can't satisfy a woman, especially one as hot she is. If I wasn't such a fucking huge loser I could be fucking the shit out of her all the time. It's rare when she let's me cum and when I do it has to be on my own face, of course. She gets a real kick out of watch me spray cum all over my face and humiliates me as I have to sit there with cum dripping of my face because I'm definitely not allowed to wash it off. 

Jenny has me bring her cash to her when she drives down my street..

In addition to her amount, she gets some every time one of the girls she brought over comes by. This works out to several hundred if not over a thousand a day. She calls when she is nearby and I have to take the cash out to her when she pulls up in front of my building. I have to be completely naked, of course. Thankfully she usually does this at night, sometimes sunrise/sunset and more than a couple times in the middle of the day.
She laughs at me for being such a fucking loser and humiliates me for the raging boner I always have!!

Friday, March 9, 2018

Another meth fueled multi day masturbation marathon!!!

masturbation and meth are made for each other, when I am high there is absolutely no keeping my hands off my rock hard cock!! I've been beating off since yesterday morning and I love every second of it!! My fist pounding hard and fast up and down my rock hard cock, keeping me right on the edge of orgasm! I am awe struck by the extreme pleasure pouring out of my cock, flowing through my entire being, making every cell in my body ring with building waves of orgasmic electricity!!! This is all I ever want to feel, I never want to be anything but a fucking chronic, constant, compulsive masturbaing loser!! I love this, it is me, I am proud to tell anyone who will listen what a fucking pathetic loser stroker slut I am!! I know my new neighbors can hear me grunting and groaning as I fuck the shit out of my fist, furiously pummeling my cock, right on the very edge!!! I am so fucking spun out, high as a fucking kite, pounding my fist up and down my cock!!! I can't believe how mind bendingly incredible this feels!! I am so addicted to beating off, my cock is always in my hand!!! Fuck yeah, another night I masturbated through and another day to keep going!! Holy shit, I damn near pushed too hard, I was so close to cumming accidentally. I had to take my hand completely off my cock and I still almost went over the edge!! My cock is throbbing and twitching all over the place!!
While  my cock is calming down I am going to get high as fuck!!! As I'm getting loaded my cock jumps right back into my hand and just a couple of strokes has me right back on the edge. I decided to fuck my fleshlight while I continued to get high!! Fuck yeah, I love fucking this thing!! I have been fucking my fleshlight while getting loaded all afternoon and half the night, it is midnight and I am so fucking spun fucking high!! My cock is slamming in and out of this fleshlight, fuck yeah it feels great, looking at pictures of naked women, fuck yeah!! I'm fucking the shit out of this fleshlight! I'm fantasizing that i'm fucking a real women, without the disappointment and humiliation, of course! I wish I could fuck pussy this good every time, but I'm a loser that fucks plastic pussy and I love every second of it!!! Why couldn't I been a normal guy that can satisfy a woman and that women want to have sex with instead of being a premature ejaculating loser. Looking at these tits is seriously making me even hornier, I'm getting so fucking about to go over the edge... I had to pull my dick out, I barely did it in time!! That was so close, my cock is twitching so hard!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2018

my fist was made for fucking

And that is all I like to do!!!! I LOVE fucking my fist, right now I'm fucking it hard and fast!!! It feels so fucking amazing to edge for hours!!! Looking at pics of naked women turns me on so fucking much!! Fucking the shit out of my fist dreaming about not being a loser and actually having women fuck me and not because I paid them! Fuck yeah it feels so insane on the edge!! I will never stop masturbating, it's all I do all day, every day!!! I love looking at women's tits, fuck yeah, they get me so hot!!! I am so close to cumming, I can't get enough of this feeling that pours out of my cock! I love being a solo-sexual, my fist getting insane levels of pleasure out of my cock! Working to get more and more of this crazy feeling from my cock!