Sunday, June 24, 2018

More beer and drugs and masturbating before trying to go get some cash while it's still dark outside

 I drank another dozen beers and got high as a kite before I tried to go and get some cash before the sun comes up. I walked quickly to the atm and only had to hide from cars a couple of times. I got some more cash and headed home at a very brisk pace. As dawn approaches and more people leave for work I have to hide more often and for longer each time. I made it home as the sun was about to rise and plenty of light so anyone who looked could see me. After I got home I continued getting drunk and high and abusing the shit out of my cock.

Stroking for three days now!!!

 I fucking love beating off and watching porn!! I love looking at pictures of naked women. It almost seems like they know what a loser I am, that I can't get real pussy, and they love that I fuck my fist because of them. I think they know they make it hard not to explode and shoot cum everywhere, they flash that knowing smile and I can barely contain myself. Holy fuck they are hot,I am grateful they let a loser as big as me even look at them naked. They fucking love making me masturbate right on the edge, lookong at their tits, holy fuck I can barely stand what they are doing to me.
 I was so close to cumming I had to quick set up the camera and get into position to cum on my face. Luckily I was able to hold back. They so fucking know they are going to make me cum, that I'm barely able to hold back, they get a kick out of what their tits do to losers like me.

Walking to get cash at the atm turns into sitting in a park completely naked and beating off.

 I am almost to the atm when a car pulls up and a female voice asks me where I am going, I say to to atm and she says thats great and I should get out even more for her and she orders me to leave everything but my atm card with her. I do as instructed and take off my clothes and reach through the window to put them on the front seat of her car. I continue walking towards the atm and she turns on her high beams so anyone looking can see me walking naked with my hard cock bouncing up and down. I got to the atm and took out a bunch of money and started walking back towards the girl in the car with my clothes. As I got close to the car she started whistling then beeping the horn at me, of course with the high beams still on. She told me to put all the money on her front seat and then walk to a small park that was less than a mile away and she drove behind my with her high beams on the whole way. She got out of the car and we walked to a bench in the middle of the park and she told me to start jacking off. She teased and made fun of me for being such a loser, she laughed in my face and kept telling me to beat my meat harder. She got a kick out of when I would have to stop and take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming. She made me admit how much I was excited by and turned on from sitting there jacking off in front of her in the park. She asked me how much I thought this was worth and soon had me begging to pay her ever increasing amounts which quickly was up to the amount I had withdrawn from the atm. By the time we stopped talking about money we were up to double the amount I had originally withdrawn from the atm. She took out her cell phone and started recording video of me, the light on her phone did a pretty good job and I was super nervous about being seen and also turned on even more by how much more I was visible. She had me admit what a loser I am and that I don't deserve to be anywhere near a girl as hot as she is and how pathetic I am to pay her so fucking much money because I'm so fucking lame. This went on for about ten minutes but seemed like an hour. Then she told me to walk back to the atm to get the rest of her money, she followed me in her car with her high beams on, of course. After I got her money from the atm and gave it to her she said she was going to keep my clothes and throw them away for being such a lametard that I had no other clothes at all, not even at home. I walked home naked with her following most of the way and when she drove away she honked her horn and shouted out the widow that I am a fucking loser. When I got home I realized that I still didn't have any cash to pay any girls if they came by and also that I didn't have any clothes to wear to go get some money.

Friday, June 22, 2018

fucking fist and getting high

When I woke up this morning my hand immediately wrapped itself around my cock and started pounding up and down it hard and fast. It took about 5 min to reach the first edge of the day and I loaded my pipe and it only took a couple hits to get high as fuck. I sat on the floor in the middle of the room and slowly stroked my cock while I took more hits till I was super fucking spun. I am in love with being a solosexual fist fucker, there is nothing better than the feeling of my fist pumping up and down on my rock hard dick. The only exception to that is being watch while jacking off, of course!! About an hour later I moved to the computer and had pictures from tumblr being displayed for 2.2 seconds each on one screen and videos on the other screen. Whenever I got too close to edge and had to take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming I would get take some hits. The way my hand makes my cock feel is what I live for, it's so fucking amazing being on the edge of orgasm for hours. The orgasm keeps getting stronger and more difficult to not go over the edge. Over the next few hours there are a couple of times that I get so close to going over the edge that I immediately get in position so that if I cum it will be all over my face per the rules of the masturbation challenge/marathon I am participating in. Neither time did I actually cum but they were damn close, so close I don't know how or why I didn't. I fucking love the way looking at naked women make my cock throb as I stroke it real hard and fast. The energy of orgasm pulses out of my cock and through my whole body with each stroke. I get even higher as the intensity of the orgasm keeps building and I abuse my hard cock even harder. The program that I use to display the slide show of pic's says I've seen 14,376 of them when I decided to start drinking beer while getting higher and jacking off. After about a dozen beers in about an hour I am so fucked up I am having difficulties when I have go get another beer. I grabbed my blow-up sex doll and started fucking her in the missionary position. It should surprise no one that I quickly started disappointing her sexually with having to stop frequently to keep from cumming! I continued with my pathetically inadequate performance for about an hour and a half before I switched to my fleshlight. I am so close to cumming that it is not much fun fucking the fleshlight so I decide to go get some cash from the ATM so I can pay any girl that may stop by.