Jenny had to see for herself...

Aparently after Joy left here she told her friend Jenny about me and Jenny said she had to come over and see if Jenny was making the story up. Joy didn't want to come back so soon so Jenny came by herself. I again heard laughing at the door and looked up and saw a female I had never seen before laughing and taking pictures with her phone through the window in the door of me masturbating. I opended the door and she came in and we started drinking. She laughed and giggled as I told her about my love of masturbating especially in front of women and wht a loser I am and that I'm a solo/porno sexual. It wasn't long till I asked if she did drugs, she said once in a while and that she really likes meth! So we got super fucking high and kept on drinking. I told her about the rules at the last house and that women were supposed to show their breasts while at my house. She asked if I was serious and when I said yes, she took her shirt off. She has small tits, but they are cute. We talked about my lack of furniture and she said she would go and buy some for me so I gave her a couple thousand to take care of that. We talked about how much I normally give women for watching me jack off, bringing other people over, etc. she wanted double for today and the finders fee for herself and I also have to pay Joy a finders fee for telling Jenny about me. When I told her I only have one pair of pants and a shirt she asked to see the pants, then put them in her purse and laughed as she said now I have no pants. She recorded me fucking my blow up sex doll as she laughed at me for being such a loser. She had me worship her little titties, describe how they turned me on, how much I wanted to feel them, how I would do anything for them! When she left we were both really spun out and pretty drunk too! She told me I could only fuck my blow up doll till she returned!!

Joy comes over and does't stay long...

I heard laughing and looked up at the front door and could see the girl I invited over standing there looking at me and laughing. I got up and went over and opened the door and asked her to come in. She was reluctant at first but I convinced her I was a harmless loser and that she had nothing to worry about. She came inside and sat across the room from me and she had a drink as I explained how much I like to beat off. She seemed to be ok with me masturbating in front of her as she kept staring at my fist going up and down on my cock. She finished her drink and said she had some things to do and that she would come back sometime.

Getting drunk and high and fucking my fist!!

I've been getting fucked up and fucking the shit out of my fist!!!! I need to get some furniture in here but I can't stop masturbating.... Since the place is so empty my moans and groans echo off the walls... I am pretty sure the neighbors can hear me..

Bringing home a few cases of liquor and new neighbor intro..

I was taking the cases of booze I had just bought into my apartment, I was on like my fourth trip out to the truck and a fairly cute woman came over by me and asked if I wanted any help. I told here that I could always use some help drinking all this liquor and told her to stop by anytime she wanted for a drink. She smiled as she walked away and said she would stop by sometime. I had to take a break from bringing in the alcohol so I could beat off thinking about her... After a hour or so of pounding my fist up and down my cock I went and finished getting the liquor in the apartment.

Moved to midwest!!!

I moved to the upper midwest, it's a medium sized suburb of a larger city...

It's fucking cold outside!! Of course I have to move here in the middle of the worst arctic weather in a century.. It's all good as I just want to jack-off anyway.. I have only the pants and t-shirt I am wearing for clothes, and no furniture.. 

Masturbating on meth all night and all day!!

It feels so amazing to get high on meth and masturbate!!!! I smoked meth all night and am going to get more spun and keep pounding my cock all day. Completely naked is the only way to be while beating off!!! Keeping my cock less than a stroke away from going over the edge, my fist going slower then faster as necessary to stay so close to the edge that one wrong flick of the wrist would cause an explosion! Getting higher and higher it feels fucking amazing pounding my fist up and down my cock. Looking at pics of women naked, fuck yeah, their tits make me so fucking horny!! Fuck yeah I love tits!! I wish I wasn't such a loser and could get a woman to want me to play with her tits, not because I am paying her but because she likes me. Unfortunately for me I have always been a premature ejaculating, chronic masturbating, total fucking loser. For most of my life the only time a woman wasn't totally disappointed after sex with me was when I paid them it. The only time I can have sex with the same woman more than once is when I pay them.

Today's plan, smoke meth, watch porn, fuck fist, all day long!!!

I woke up and immediately began pounding my fist up and down my cock. This will continue all day, as I get higher and higher, checking out pictures of naked women!! Fuck yeah, pornography is fucking awesome!! Meth and masturbation is fucking amazing!! I am getting so fucking spun, it feels so incredible, looking at naked women, and fucking the shit out of my fist!!!
Holy fuck, I've been edging for over five hours now!!! And I mean right on the fucking edge!! I am so fucking close to going over the edge, fuck yeah, I love this!! totally engulfed in orgasm, it is coursing through me, wave after wave, getting stronger, getting closer!! This orgasm is going to be a monster, fucking huge!! I'm tweaking so hard, fuck yeah I'm crazy high!! My hand just keeps pounding harder as the orgasm grows, fuck yeah! I want to stay like this forever, mid-orgasm, lags shaking, hand pumping, cock throbbing. I can't help moaning and groaning and it's getting louder anybody walking by outside can surely hear me!! I'm pretty sure my neighbors are used to hearing me moaning and groaning and grunting!! I'm so fucking close and not allowed to cum, strict orders not to cum..

Woke up and started fucking blow-up sex doll and looking at Wendy's tits until she woke up and caught me!!

She was sleeping on the couch with only thong underwear on, her tits are fucking amazing, they are so perky, and round, and I was imagining what it would be like to not be a loser and actually play with those titties. I was in my own little fantasy world staring at her tits as she slept. Then she opened her eyes and saw me perving on her and demanded that I pay her for what I was doing, and she wanted double because I didn't have permission first. She made me tel her what I was thinking about as I was perving on her and fucking the sex doll. She wanted me to keep fucking the doll while I worshiped her amazing tits, and perfect little body. Admitting every little detail about her that turned me on.

So she likes to watch me fuck my blow-up sex doll while pretending it's her...

She really likes to humiliate me for being such a loser that I'd rather fuck a plastic blow-up sex doll instead of her. Like she says what kind of a man would rather fuck his fist than a super hot young female. The only answer I have is a loser like me, a porno-sexual, chronic, constant, compulsive masturbator.

I'm not gay, I just prefer masturbation..

Wendy is having problems with my preference for masturbation. Every guy she has ever met wants to fuck her and with good reason she is really hot. But I have not in any way tried to fuck her, even though I an usually naked and sexually aroused. I explained my preferences but she thinks I am gay for not wanting (and trying) to fuck her. Most women I find sexually attractive and yet still would rather jerk off, there are exceptions, Ashley is one, something about her makes me want to fuck her. I think Wendy may even be hotter than Ashley, but I'd rather fuck my hand than her.
I love masturbating, a whole lot!!!

It's amazing how a hard kick in the nuts will stop you from cumming

We were still partying and I was spun out of my McMind and I couldn't take anymore of being tortured with her tits. I was begging and crying and said I couldn't hold it any more. Wendy got up and stepped towards me kneeling on the floor, I thought she was going to stick my face between her tits. Then a sudden flash of light and an fucking serious amount of pain from my nuts as I realized she just kicked me hard square in the nuts... She sat back down on the couch and said there will be no cumming and no stopping and asked if I understood. I said yes, I understood and kept stroking through the pain. She made me pay her a thousand dollars for kicking me in the nuts, but it worked, it kept me from cumming...

We get super high and stay up a couple of days as I tell Wendy what a loser I am.

I worshiped her tits all night as we got crazy fucking high. We kept partying while I told her what a loser I am and why I only deserve to masturbate. She teased and tortured me with her tits, laughing at me as I struggled to keep from exploding. She made it clear I absolutely did not have permission to cum and I was not to stop stroking without permission either. We got even higher and I was so close the edge I couldn't stop moaning and groaning. She never let up the teasing as I begged and pleaded and moaned and groaned. There was no relief, I had to keep stroking and NO CUMMING! I thought I was going to go insane as we continued to get higher and she kept teasing and torturing me. She wanted to know how much it was worth to me for permission to either cum or be able to stop stroking. I could barely talk through the screams of ecstasy, I begged and she kept saying no that it wasn't enough. We were up to five thousand dollars and she wanted me to give it to her so I did, handed her five grand, she counted it slowly then said no I couldn't stop and couldn't cum and she would be keeping the money, of course. I was crushed and didn't think I could take much more, boy was I wrong as Wendy was just getting started torturing me...

Ashley brings another friend over and we make deal for her friend to move in

Ashley walks in the door with a friend that is a total hottie while I'm pounding the fuck out of my cock with my fist. Ashley and her friend Wendy take off their tops and we start getting high. We partied for at least an hour and I was super spun when Ashley wanted to get paid so we made a deal for her coming by and bringing a friend and because she saw that I kept looking at her friends tits I agreed to pay double. We party some more and Wendy says she is getting kicked out of her apt. We negotiate a deal for her to move in here, I give her four thousand dollars for moving expenses then I will pay her eight hundred a day to live here and she will be topless or naked or play the dom role when she is here. Ashley gets four hundred a day because it is her friend. While staying here I will provide all the drugs she wants, I also can't cum without permission from one of them and if I do I have to pay them each a thousand dollars if I cum on my face and take pictures or videos to prove it or two thousand each if I don't cum on my face or don't have proof of it.... There is no way I can keep my eyes off Wendy's fucking amazing, young, large, perky tits and they decide that for the rest of the day I can only think about her tits while I am masturbating..... They left to move Wendy's stuff here and I was struggling not to explode because of her tits, I mean really struggling!!

Ashley and her mom come over to go buy a new blow-up sex doll

We got super high as they teased the shit out of me for being a total loser chronic masturbation addict. Julia put my tiny shorts in her purse and says let's go to an adult store to humiliate you and get you a new girlfriend. She tells I will be walking naked to her truck, then I have to jack off the whole ride there. We get to the parking lot and I have to keep edging and loudly moan and groan like I am having the best sex I have ever had. After about ten minutes I am handed my shorts and with a totally visible boner we go inside. I was told to go to a female employee if possible and explain I need a new sex doll, I wore my last one out, I am a chronic masturbator and will be using the new doll frequently and ask for recommendations on what they have. Of course they have a female employee on the floor and she is pretty damn cute. I do my best to explain everything and she tried not to burst out laughing. Neither one of us really succeeded. She showed me what they had and while trying not to laugh (and failing) she asked how often I would be using it. When I told her probably at least twice a day she erupted in laughter again. I picked the standard type sex doll and we went to the register to pay, she asked about lube and I said whatever was their biggest container for sale, she burst out laughing again as she went and got it. Julia and Ashley walked up behind me as I was finishing paying and Julia said I better get the girls permission to jack to her, loud enough for most of the store to hear. I said what a loser I am and asked for her permission, it didn't take much, only $700 and she gave me permission.

We went back to my place and partied some more and they had me fuck my new doll while fantasizing about the girl at the adult toy store. They teased the fuck out of me while we got super spun out and I fucked the shit out my new girlfriend. I tore that bitch up, I fucked that doll so hard, in every position, thinking about the girl in the store! I was even allowed to cum, but only on my face in front of my new sex doll.....

Ashley and her mom come over late and are totally drunk

They want to get high and humiliate the shit out of me while we are partying. Next thing I know Ashley is tittie fucking me while her mom is telling her what she should do. It's not too long till I am eating Ashley's pussy and fingering it hard until she cums for the first time. She starts sucking my cock and her mom makes her stop and has me masturbate in front of them instead, because that's how losers do. After a few minutes she is riding my face until she cums again. I of course pay them for doing this. We party some more as I worship Ashley's smoking hot naked body. They start talking about disappointment payments and what a loser I am. I agree to triple the penalty for not performing sexually and pay them double for having sex with a loser like me. I agree to get permission before cumming, even if I two pump chump. I lay back on the floor and Ashley sits on top and slides my cock into her super tight, wet pussy. I damn near blow my load on the fist pump. Ashley talks shit about what a loser I am while she rides me hard and fast until she cums again. She wants me to fuck her doggie style and I have problems holding back right away. They tell me I will still have to pay the disappointment penalty, then Ashley tells me to pull out for a second, she turned around and punched me hard in the nuts. She grabbed my cock and yanked it and said I better fuck her like she deserves to get fucked. I started fucking her again and pounded that pussy real, real, hard! I fucked so well even her mom was, slightly, impressed. I was not allowed to cum because I'm such a loser...

As I write this and remember her tight pussy, it felt fucking amazing on my cock, and I'm going to cum. Fuck yeah, her pussy was so good, I'm fucking cumming!!!!

Julia takes me out as her slave and I get naked in a bar, a park, a gas station, and a coffee shop.

All I was wearing was a small pair of shorts that could easily be removed and put back on. Our first stop was a pretty large park and she took me to the far back corner which was pretty secluded. she made me kneel in front of her as she made me promise to obey every order she gives me. I of course had to beg her to let me be her slave. While begging her my cock got hard and she made me take off my shorts and give them to her. I knelt in front of her naked, outdoors in a park, and begged her to use me as her slave for the day. She made me jack off for a few minutes before giving me back my shorts. We went to a bar and grill and sat in a booth, after the waitress gave us some menus and went to get our drinks she made me take off my shorts and give them to her. When the waitress came back I had to tell her what a loser I am and that I had no clothes on and give her money not to say anything to her manager. After we ate I had to tell her I thought she was hot and ask her if it would be OK if I masturbated while thinking about her later on. Another couple hundred dollars in tips and she said OK. Julia gave me back my shorts and the next stop was to get gas. I was kneeling in front of her as we were filling the tank and she looked around and told me to give her my shorts. I was blocked by the pump and her truck so no one could easily see me. The tank filled up and I had to put the nozzle back on the pump, close the gas cap, and walk around and get in the truck naked with my hard cock bouncing up and down. Last stop was a new coffee shop and I had to kneel facing away from her by some couches for customers to sit on. The place was empty and it was about 20 minutes before closing. The owner was taking Julia's order and had to go in the back for something and Julia made me take off my shorts and give them to her. I was kneeling with a rock hard cock and my back to the front counter when the owner came back and noticed right away that I had no clothes on. She started to get upset, taking about what is another customer walked in, and how show could loose her license to serve food, and Julia calmed her down and made me stand up and walk over and stand next to her. She got the owner to close the coffee shop 20 minutes early for a thousand dollars in cash. The owner pulled the shades on the windows and locked the front door and Julia talked her into sitting with us for a few minutes. I knelt in front of them as Julia explained how I was her slave and would follow any orders, the owner of the shop looked amazed and a bit bewildered. Julia made me tell the owner how hot she was and ask if I could think about her while I masturbated later on. She chuckled at this and said sure why not. Then Julia said there was no reason to wait and made me start masturbating in front of them, while describing what I was fantasizing about the owner as I jacked off. She seemed a little uncomfortable about this so I had to beg her to let me give her more money and another two thousand took care of it. I was pounding my cock as I knelt in front of them. After a few minutes I was edging and had to beg to give the owned more cash to let me cum. Another two grand and it is agreed I will cum on my own face in front of them. I get into position and spray a huge load all over my face as they laugh at me for it. I am not allowed to wipe my face and have to walk naked back to the truck. We park a block away from my place and I have to go to my house completely naked. She made me kneel in front of her on the sidewalk in front of my place and pledge my loyalty to her, agree that I am her slave and will follow any orders.

Fantasizing about fucking Ashley, I pop my blow-up sex doll!

I was fucking the shit out of her asshole when she busted a seam and deflated.. I had fucked that sex doll a LOT, I'm surprised she lasted as long as she did considering how hard and how often I fucked her. I'm not going to tell Julia or Ashley I was fucking the doll in the ass while fantasizing I was fucking Ashley. I'll admit to fantasizing about fucking Ashley, just not in the ass..

Cat stops in to get high and wants to see me cum

I was pounding my fist up and down my cock when Cat came by to get high. While we are partying she keeps staring at my cock as I stroke it, she tells me she likes to watch me jerk off and she wants to see me cum. I explain that I have been ordered not to cum and she doesn't care, she wants to see me explode. She asks about getting paid and I tell her about how she is supposed to take her top off unless she plays dom. She says she will take her top off if I am going to cum, otherwise she would prefer to keep it on. I tell her that the pay is pretty much for letting me see her tits. She says not unless I'm going to cum, and that I will be paying her no matter what. I am soon struggling to keep from exploding and she is cheering for me to cum. I admit that Julia is the one who said I can't cum without her permission. She calls Julia and talks to her for quite a while and when she hangs up she smiles at me as she takes off her top and begins playing with her tits. I am so fucking about to cum everywhere as she teases me and keeps telling me to cum for her. She tells me to look at her nice tits, don't they turn me on, don't I want to cum looking at them? She tells me to jerk harder for her tits, I wanted to see them so I better be a good loser and pound my cock real hard for her tits. I pound my cock even harder looking at her tits, I am totally about to lose control. I beg her for mercy and she laughs and says I can slow down a bit as she shoves my face between her tits. My cock begins throbbing and I know I'm about to cum everywhere. She then says that if I pay her more she will wait till next time to see me cum. I agree to pay whatever she wants as she continues laughing at me while putting her top back on. She makes sure I know what a loser she thinks I am as I pay her several grand , give her a big pile of dope as she tells me that I am cumming for her next time she stops by and then she walks out the door.

Ashley comes by every day to get high and tease the fuck out of me and get more cash out of me.

She likes teasing me and making me admit a loser like me doesn't deserve a woman as hot as her, and how I'll probably blow it and cum right away because she is so far out of my league. She makes fun of me when I start to have trouble hold back. She has me fuck my blow up sex doll while pretending I'm fucking her right in front of her. I have to pay her each time, like I really got to fuck her. Of course I'm not allowed to cum... Sometimes when I am really struggling to keep from exploding she will stick my face between her tits.. Which has more than once instantly made me explode and have to pay her the several thousand dollar disappointment penalty. She usually stops by for about three hours and lately has been getting at least 3 thousand from me every day, usually more and sometimes a lot more..

Ashley had been here for a while when her mom came by

We were totally fucking loaded when Julia walked in. Ashley was sitting a couple feet in front of me playing with her tits as I was pounding my cock hard and fast as I was worshiping her and her amazing tits. Julia told Ashley what a good job she was doing and then showed her how to get more out of a loser when she has them in situations like that. They were little things but they were totally effective and got her a quick several hundred more dollars and me even deeper under her spell. Julia began talking to Ashley about how even though I was a total loser, I did have a nice cock. When Ashley agreed I almost came right then! Julia made me tell them about how I disappoint women sexually, and how for the past few years I was fucking the shit out of women, but that changed back recently. They talked about how they both needed a good fucking and how long it has been since they last were fucked good and hard. Julia talked about how it was OK to use a loser sexually as long as they benefited enough. She made me admit that I was nervous about being able to satisfy a woman sexually and told Ashley all about how if a loser was to disappoint sexually how that would totally be profitable for them as they could use that to humiliate me and get me to give them more money. She also made me agree that if I did not perform well enough that I would give them three thousand each as a disappointment fee. We also agreed that for it to be worth considering to them that I would pay them 2 thousand each, just for them talking about it.
After some more talking and partying it was agreed that Ashley would get fucked by me and Julia would teach her how to get the most out of me. However it wasn't going to be today, however I had to give them a 5 thousand dollar deposit for this to happen sometime in the future.

Julia sends friend over to get high

Ashley's mom Julia sends her friend Catherine over to get high and doesn't tell her about anything else.. It was a little after noon and I was loving the feeling of my hand going up and down my cock, not edging or anything, just really enjoying stroking my cock. I heard a fairly soft knock from the front door and after a brief pause a voice I didn't recognize was saying "hello, anybody home?". I answered yes, that I was home and the voice said that Julia told her I would get her high. I replied that indeed I would get high with her and invited her to come inside. She comes inside and I hear her gasp, I look up and she has a shocked look on her face and she half asks, half states, "you're naked..??..". I agree that I am naked and it is then she realizes I am masturbating and the conflict inside her was obvious and she was having issues processing everything. I apologized for startling her and said that Julia should have warned her, I kept on stroking my cock slowly the whole time. After the initial shock wore off she was still very nervous and unsure of what to do or say. After another minute or so I told her that I wasn't going to stop masturbating, and that she had nothing to warry about, I wouldn't hit on her or touch her or pressure her to do anything. She called Julia and I could hear her laughing through the phone, I don't know what was all said but Cat had no problems after she hung up.
As we got high she said she had never seen a man masturbate before and she kind of liked it. She asked me all kinds of questions about my masturbation habits and I answered them all truthfully. We had got pretty fucking spun and it wasn't long till I was edging. She was average for looks and body but for some reason I was having a tough time holding back a major orgasm. After more partying we were fucking super high! She said she wanted to see me cum. She was amused at my difficulties and how I thought it was because of her. She said she couldn't stay much longer as she had some things she had to do today. So we got even fucking higher and she tried to get me to cum some more. As she was getting ready to leave she said Julia told her something about getting money and asked if it was true. I told her yes and gave her some cash and dope for the time she spent with me. She said that she would definitely be back to party some more..

Every morning when Ashley comes over all I can think about is if I am really going to get to fuck her!

I don't know if her mom will actually make it happen but it's all I can think about when she is here! Her tits are amazing and I want to see them bouncing for real as I pound her pussy real hard. I hope I don't two pump chump when I get my chance..

Ashley's mom stops by to laugh at me, get high, take as much $ as she can get from me, and also sells her daughter to me!

Ashley's mom Julia stopped by to tell me how much she enjoyed watching her daughter fuck me like the loser bitch I truly am. After telling me what she liked the most and why she liked it she made me tell her what I liked the most about it and why. Of course she used her phone to record video of my confession. We were partying since she walked in the door and were getting really fucking spun! She told me that she deserved more money for when she was here with Ashley. She also made me pay her to show everyone she knows the video she just took of my confessing how much I like Ashley fucking me. Of course I had to pay her for her time here today. I was so fucking spun by this time, I could barely see straight! Julia was having a great time humiliating me and getting paid to do it! She asked me if I thought she was hot, and I had to tell her fuck yeah, she is smoking fucking hot. She made me tell her how I was a loser that preferred jacking off to getting laid. I admitted how I have had a life long problem with premature ejaculation, and how many women I've disappointed over the years. She told  me she saw the lust in my eyes every time I would look at Ashley and I admitted how hot I thought she was and how I wish I wasn't a loser so I could fuck her. I had to describe in great detail what turned me on about her daughter and what I wanted to do to her. She made me fuck my blow up sex doll like I was fucking her daughter while she teased and humiliated me for being such a fucking loser! We did some more partying as I fucked my Fleshlight in front of her. She caught me several times staring at her tits and made me say how I didn't deserve to be looking at her awesome tits! I of course gave her more money for being such a loser and thinking it I could look at her tits like that. She totally shocked me when she said if I gave her another couple thousand she would have her daughter let me fuck her. I had already given her a few thousand and bunch of dope too. I was so fucking high there was no way I wasn't giving her the money to fuck her daughter, I was so spun I would have given it to her for no reason if she told me to!! I was having difficulties holding back from exploding and she that it was hilarious and told me in no uncertain terms that I was NOT allowed to cum! I had to beg and plead and tell her how bad I needed to cum. She of course laughed at me and got me to give her some more money! She told me she wasn't going to let me cum and giving her more money wouldn't change that. After I gave her more money she still wouldn't let me cum!!

Why I like masturbation far more than sex with another person

At the base I think my life long struggles with premature ejaculation are a large part of my preference for masturbating. In addition when I was young I was extremely skinny, which didn't change until my late 20's. Most women don't find extremely skinny men attractive so that severely limited my opportunities for regular sex as a teen and young adult. Moving to Southern California to live with my dad, stepmother, and step sisters was about the worst thing that could happen as far as trying to get laid. The mind fuckery from my step mom and sisters was intense, and they made sure no one would have sex with me. Which left me with masturbation as my only sexual outlet. I masturbated frequently back then and developed habits and preferences for how I liked to masturbate, things like strongly preferring to be totally naked while masturbating, how I like to stroke my cock without any lubrication, and ways I fantasize about having sex while looking at pictures of women naked as I stroke myself. Some of these have been with me my whole life and continue to this day.
By the time I was able to con a female into actually having sex with me it was almost guaranteed to be a horrible disappointment for her. I had massive inferiority issues and could hardly believe that the moment I had been waiting for and dreaming and for years was finally here. It was really awkward the pressure I felt was immense, I was shocked that I was about to have real sex. I had never had a female seem even somewhat attracted to me and I was so nervous and turned on and horny. I remember struggling to not cum before I had even taken my pants off! I was literally a two-pump chump, I slid my dick in her and immediately ejaculated, she wasn't shy about expressing the high level of disappointment she experienced.
In addition to being completely out of my element as far as experience with females, I had thousands of previous sexual experiences with my hand by then and none of them was remotely like what sex felt like so I was unprepared for a real sexual encounter with somebody else. I found my first real sexual experience with another person to be extremely stressful, with a humiliating disappointment for an ending.
That is how most of my sexual encounters with other people were for many years. That is totally different with masturbation, I've always loved masturbating and have gotten much better at it over the years. When I'm beating off there is no anxiety about fulfilling someone else's needs, no worries about someone else's feelings, I can take as much time as I want, stroke how I want. The pleasure my hand produces by stroking my cock is fucking stunning and I still continue to get better at it!
There is no comparison, my best sexual experiences with another person don't even come close to the average masturbation session in pleasure, intensity or frankly any other measure. I can get way more pleasure out of my cock with my hands than I have ever come close to with another person. All with no pressure, hangups, anxiety, humiliation, or disappointments!

Ashley brings her mom over and her mom watches as she fucks me in the ass!!

Ashley and her mom walk in and Ashley takes off her top and sits on th couch next to her mom. Ashley said her mom wanted to get high with us, so we got fucking super high. Ashley had me humiliating myself for her mother.. Her mom kept laughing hysterically as I fucked my blow up sex doll and then my Fleshlight in front of them. Then we got even higher, I was so fucking spun I could barely see or think straight. Ashley started telling her mom about how if they are not playing dom they are supposed to be showing their tits and her mom said I should pay them before she would even consider it. So I gave them cash and a big pile of dope and her mom made me beg to see her fucking awesome tits. I begged and pleaded with her and she just laughed in my face. She said I didn't deserve to see her tits because I am such a monumental loser. She had me beg her to take more money to possibly show her tits. I gave her and Ashley another thousand each and still she just laughed in my face. She had Ashley tease me with her tits and put my face between them. I was having difficulty holding back from exploding and her mom made her tease me even more and made it perfectly clear I was NOT allowed to cum!
Mom had me fucking my blow up doll while we got higher and she talked Ashley into putting on a strap-on and making me her bitch! When Ashley agreed to do it mom made me beg her to fuck my ass and make me her bitch. I begged and pleaded to be made her bitch boy and after giving them another thousand each and a big pile of dope she granted my wish!
She put on the strap-on and made me suck her cock to start! While sucking her dick we did more drugs.. Her mom had her start smacking my face with her dick and while I begged her to fuck me in the ass. I told them what a loser I am and how badly I need to be shown that I am nothing but a little bitch. They laughed in my face as told them humiliating details about my life and how much of a loser I have always been! Mom had me bend over the coffee table in front of her and looked me in the eyes and laughed hysterically right in my face as her daughter slid that big dildo balls deep in my ass. She instructed her daughter how she wanted her to fuck me real good and hard! I was drilled and pummeled in a bunch of different positions. She wanted to see me cum on my own face while her daughter was pile-driving my ass. She used her phone to video record it! As I moaned and groaned and her daughter talked trash and I came super hard!! Sprayed all over my face and hair and chest, I was drenched in my cum!! I sat with cum dripping off my face as they got high again, they didn't want me getting cum near them so I had to watch. They talked trash and laughed at me as they got loaded!! I didn't have any more cash at the house, but it was decided that I will give them another two thousand each and I will have it ready by the end of the day. I also gave them another big pile of dope!! On the way out Ashley’s mom grabbed a paddle and went to town spanking my ass as I stood bent over, she told me what a fucking loser she thinks I am and that she will be back to get what she is owed and after that to get whatever she wants whenever she wants.. I had to tell Ashley I was her bitch and always will be and will give her anything she wants and do whatever she says, without hesitation!!
And Ashley's mom never showed her tits.....

Ashley comes over every morning for more than a week

She comes over to get high (and paid), she usually stays for an hour or two during which time we get fucking spun. She usually doesn't play dom, and has no problem taking off her top and showing off her amazing, perky, tits. She seems to really like making fun of what her tits do to me or more accurately what she can make me do with her tits. She grabs and fondles and plays with her tits making me extremely turned on.
While we are getting high she lets me put my Fleshlight between the cushion and the couch right in front of her so we can easily take turns hitting the pipe. I love seeing her tits that close, they are really spectacular! It's super easy to fantasize that I'm fucking her being between her legs and fucking my Fleshlight. She usually teases me for being such a fucktard fucking a fake pussy instead of trying to fuck her. She sometimes has me moan and groan like I would if I was really fucking her. Sometimes I have to describe how bad I want to fuck her and what turns me on the most about her and she soon has me telling her how she can get more from me and how much I could really be giving to her.
While she is here we get super fucking high, I mean REALLY loaded. I fucking love tweaking and masturbating in front of her!!

New arrangement for women who come over...

I have a new policy for the women who come to watch/party. If they want to play a femdom type role they can leave their clothes on, other wise they are required to at least remove any shirt and/or bra. Also if not playing a dom role they have to encourage my masturbation, whether they humiliate me or not. There can only be one woman playing a dom role at a time. All roles pay the same amount. Of course I will do whatever I am told to do, especially from a dom. I can pretend to/fantasize about fucking any woman, if she is playing dom I must get her permission.

Ashley wants more money to bring sisters and mother with her.

I didn't understand why I should pay more then the outrageous amount per person already agreed on, but who the fuck am I to argue with a smoking hot young woman. I agreed to double the amount agreed for her friends for any family member she brings to my place.