Friday, May 10, 2019

Inferior Loser 4

Kim went back to the bar we were at to talk to the girls about me and she recorded their conversation which she immediately came over and played for me. I was ordered to kneel in front of her, completely naked, masturbating and looking only down at the floor until instructed otherwise. She played the recording and at first it was mostly laughing, when they began talking it was hard to hear because one would talk and the other two were still laughing, usually hysterically. The girls from the bar couldn't believe a person could be so fucking lame, they would at times talk directly to me in in the recording telling me exactly what they thought of me. I was, as expected, very aroused by the humiliating things they said and was ashamed for doing what I did and also for being turned on by their describing how they never could have imagined anything or anyone so weird and pathetic. They talked about my paying them and decided that they should get paid every time I think about them while masturbating, that is in addition to getting paid for the conversation the were having. They thought that if I was as aroused as they expected a loser like me to be from listening to them that they should get paid double, if not even more. Kim told me to look up at her face and she laughed because it was bright red from embarrassment. She looked me in the eyes and asked If I was loving this, yes, god yes, oh fuck yes, I admitted how fucking awesome this was. She made me look back down at the floor, lean back, and slap the shit out of my cock. She started texting on her phone, then she told me to fuck my fist, hard, and really get into it, and she said she would be right back.
It was only like one minute that she was gone, and when she walked back in I was moaning and groaning and fucking my fist hard. I heard another girls laughter and I almost exploded instantly, I was so close I had to take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming. Kim told me I better not cum without permission, and I better keep my eyes on the floor and I better keep fucking my fist. She said her friend Deb, the bartender, came over to get high, and get paid, of course. They laughed at me while we got high, I looked at the floor and fucked my fist the whole time. Deb said I had a nice cock and it was a shame that it was attached to such a fucking loser, Kim agreed and told me to put my dick on the coffee table. I had to hold it there as it was so hard it kept bobbing back up. They talked some more about how good my cock looks then Kim smacked it super hard with a wooden ruler, then Deb hit it with the ruler and then I had to resume beating off.
We got so fucking high and the girls kept laughing at me. They made me admit every detail of why I was so fucking turned on, they would burst out laughing at some of the things I told them, they were not surprised when I told them I have always been a loser, they said they could tell when they first saw me that I was a complete loser my whole life. I admitted to being a premature ejaculator and told them all about how I even disappointed myself sexually when I masturbated and how that started me edging. I hoped that looking at the ground would keep them for seeing when my face would turn red, no such luck, every time I felt my face getting hot one of them would tell me to look up and then laugh in my face as they made me tell them what was my face turning red for right then, why I found it so humiliating. We kept partying and I was so fucking high so I kept telling them more and more of the shameful details about me. I talked about all reasons I am inferior to women and all the ways they are superior. They made me worship their hot bodies and beg and plead for forgiveness for wasting such a nice cock. As they are superior beings I begged for their mercy as they judged me and punished me for being such a total loser in every way possible. I told them all about my being a pornosexual who greatly prefers masturbating to sex with another person. They liked it when I told them how submissive I am, including how to best use that for their own benefit. Every time I had to take my hand off my cock they made me hold it on the table as they hit it with the ruler and I had to beg them to let me cum, knowing they never would. I was so totally fucking high when they said they wanted to see me fuck my Fleshlight, I admitted that don't think I am good enough to fuck even a fake pussy and how grateful I was that they let me fuck it in front of them. How honored I felt to have them watch me sexually disappoint a fake pussy. I was so turned on by the humiliation of fucking my Fleshlight in front of two hot women that I didn't even make it to be a three pump chump, I slid my cock about halfway in and had to quickly pull it out to keep from exploding. they made me orally please that plastic pussy until it was completely satisfied. I ate that plastic pussy for at least an hour, begging it for forgiveness for being completely unable to perform sexually. I didn't touch my cock the whole time I was engaged in oral sex but it stayed rock fucking hard.
They took turns beating my cock with the ruler before telling me to try again to fuck the Fleshlight. I have always fucked better when I am drunk so I asked if I could get drunk first and they agreed to let me. I got out a bottle of tequila and proceeded to drink shot after shot, at least a dozen of them, they joined me for five of them. We did a bunch more meth as the tequila entered my bloodstream. When I was good and drunk and really fucking spun it was time to try fucking the Fleshlight again. Of course I had to warm it up orally, then I slowly slid my cock in, all the way till it was balls deep. I was really struggling to hold back and paused for at couple seconds before continuing to slowly fuck it. The girls were laughing hysterically at me as I kneeled naked in front of them and fucked a fake plastic pussy. They wanted to hear me say exactly how pathetic it is that I sat fucking a Fleshlight in front of two hot woman without even thinking about trying to fuck one of them. I confessed that I'm such a loser that I am fucking the pussy I prefer by a large margin. I told them how I didn't want to disappoint someone and I almost certainly would, so I much preferred to fuck my fist or my Fleshlight. I confessed that I wish I wasn't a huge fucking loser, I would do anything to be a "normal" guy that women wanted to have sex with. No one wants, or likes, to be a pathectic loser, but I am, and I accept that I always will be.
I was slowly fucking the Fleshlight, doing my best to not cum. One of the girls asked if I could humiliate myself any more than I already was. I didn't want to answer, but Kim orderred me to, I mumbled something hoping to talk about anything else. Kim commanded me to look up at them and answer the question. I once again could feel my face turning red as I looked up at them and said yes, I could humiliate myself even more.

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