I'm still beating my meat all day, everyday, spun as fuck on meth!!! It feels so fucking amazing, I can't get enough!!! I'll try to update the blog but it is hard to take my hand off my dick long enough to do anything....
Life and times of a Chronic Masturbator
Stories from my life as a hand humping, cock stroking, total, constant, chronic, compulsive, masturbator!!!
Wednesday, March 19, 2025
Thursday, December 23, 2021
Neighbor girl humiliates me in front of everyone at corner bar!!!
I had to go out and get more AstroGlide and alcohol and on my way back I stopped at the bar and grill on the corner near my place to get a burger and some fries to take home and eat for dinner. I walked in and went up the bar where there was a couple of open seats, I ordered my burger and fries to go, and got a beer to drink while waiting for the food. I could hear a female saying stuff like "that's him, that's the pervert I've been telling you about" followed by the sounds of girls laughing. Then I heard the female voice saying "hey loser, remember me?", I felt my face getting hot as I looked over and saw one of the girls who live next door with a bunch of her friends sitting a few chairs down from me at the bar. I could feel my face getting even hotter as she loudly told her friends how she heard me talking about how I masturbate all the time and that I know I'm a fucking loser that is inferior to women. She made me confirm what she was saying was true, I couldn't speak, all I could do was nod my head yes as she told everyone how I a fucking pervert loser. Then she told me to buy her and her friends some shots for being such a fucking pervert, then she had me buy another round because I am a chronic masturbator, and another round because I'm a fucktard loser. I had to buy at least 8 rounds of shots before my food was ready. After the cute blonde bartender handed me my food the neighbor girl made me admit to being turned on by being humiliated and that I had a raging boner because of it. She told me that her and her friends wanted to drink more and I should pay for it because I was going to go home and jack off thinking about them. I want to the ATM in the bar and as I was putting my card in my neighbor said I better leave to bartender a huge fucking tip also, so I took out $300 and gave it to the bartender and told her that $200 was for the girls drinks and $100 was for her tip. They all laughed at me as I walked out of the bar, I was so drunk I just grabbed the lube and alcohol from my car and stumbled home...
This happened about a week about and I have been non-stop jacking so fucking hard just thinking about it!!!
Saturday, December 11, 2021
Some great vids I'm jacking off to
Tuesday, June 22, 2021
Getting spun, watching porn and masturbating all day like a total fucking loser!!
I fucking love how it feels to be super fucking high, looking at naked women and jacking my cock!!! Being able to be sexually aroused for more than a couple of seconds, and getting more than one stroke in before exploding is so fucking amazing. It literally is this losers dream come true and it is so much better than I ever imagined it could be!!! Severe premature ejaculation kept me from enjoying sex for most of my life, learning to edge took years but it was totally worth it. I am a totally worthless jerk off loser and I love it, own it, and don't hide it! This is the best sex I've ever had and I fucking love it!!!
Saturday, November 28, 2020
Getting high and jacking off is the best way to get through the pandemic!
I think it's great that staying inside all the time is being a good citizen. I have been jacking off almost non stop since the beginning of the pandemic. I beat my meat from the moment I wake up till I fall asleep while still stroking. It is awesome getting super fucking spun and pounding my fist up and down my cock! Getting high on meth makes masturbation feel a thousand times better, it is hard to describe how fucking great it is!! It's been a mind bending year of edging and gooning all day and night, not cumming just jacking!! I hope y'all have had fun during the pandemic!!
Sunday, May 31, 2020
Can't Stop Jacking Off to this Video!!!!
Wednesday, June 12, 2019
Fucking Jennifer while her mom watches! (inferior loser 14)
They both thought it was awesome for Jennifer to get fucked hard instead and in front of their slut of a mom. Deb made sure I understood that I am still the biggest loser, by far, that they have ever met, and that they are absolutely and totally superior to me in every way. I am still not allowed to cum without permission, and I definitely don't have permission. Being the loser that I am I paid them extra for everything that happened that night.
The Ashley's ride my face! (inferior loser 13)
We each slammed a huge shot of meth and one of the Ashley's took off her clothes and told me to lay on the floor. She sat on my face and stroked my cock as I ate her pussy. It wasn't long till she was moaning loudly that she was cumming, her pussy got so wet it seemed like I was getting waterboarded. The other Asley took her turn sitting on my face, she rode the fuck out of my face, I thought she was going to break my nose from grinding so hard on my face. When she was cumming holy shit was she screaming and moaning and squeezing my head between her legs. I bet anyone on the sidewalk along the street heard her screaming that she was cumming. Once again I thought I was being waterboarded with how wet her pussy got. They let me get high for a few minutes before they switched off riding my face, this went on till Ashley had to go suck dick to take care of her ditching school today. That left the other Ashley to ride my face and ride it she did. As she sat on the couch recovering from a real strong orgasm she told me she has never cum that hard in her life, she didn't even think she could cum that hard. Just like the others she told me how lame it is that a loser like me has such a nice cock that is so fucking useless..
I asked her how women could tell I am a complete loser before they even talk to me. She laughed and said I just have a loser vibe about me and it's real strong and obvious that I am a total chronic masturbating loser. She said she is only 18 and still could easily tell I'm a fucking loser before saying a word to me and was 100% sure that if she saw me in public and had never met me she would know I'm a fucking loser. I asked how I could stop giving off the loser vibe and she laughed in my face and said stop being a loser, and since that will never happen, I'll always be this way. She said I'm not a loser because I give off a loser vibe, it's that I give off the vibe because I am a loser. She thought I had to be used to being a total and complete loser by now, and I agreed that I am. I admitted how I wish I wasn't a loser, that I was a regular guy that could find women that wanted to fuck me, and then I could fuck them good and hard. She said wishing I wasn't a loser would only lead to frustration because I will always only ever be a total loser.
We got high some more and she rode my face for a couple more orgasms, and I held her on my face and kept eating her pussy between orgasms, each one was stronger than the previous one and the last one rocked her world and blew her mind. She was screaming stuff like "yes, yes", and at no point did she say no or give any indication she wasn't having a great time. Yet, after she was done riding my face she was noticeably upset about something, but denied anything was wrong. She told me to pay her and give her a bunch of drugs. As I was getting that ready she put her clothes on and then took the money and drugs and walked out the door.
They rode my face all night (inferior loser 12)
From getting smaked in the face with a 9 inch cock to making women cum hard as they ride my face (inferior loser 11)
Stacie wanted to get high and get paid, and while we got high she told me how much she loves cock and how she is a huge fucking slut and how much she likes my cock. She said she doesn't care how big of a loser I am, because she's an even bigger slut. She said she wants my cock and won't take no for an answer. She told me to smack her face with my cock like her son was doing to me. I started smacking her face with my rock hard cock as I did it she took off her clothes. She had me sit on the couch and she stuck my cock between her awesome tits and I was about to explode! I told her to not move or I was going to cum. After a few seconds she pulled away and slapped my cock real hard with her hand then slapped it hard with her other hand. I started to explain that is why I'm such a total and complete loser, she didn't want to hear about it and said I was going to fuck her and I better do a good job. That was the wrong thing to say to a loser like me, if you have any hopes of anything more than utter and complete disappointment. I had her sit on the couch and started eating her pussy, soon I was laying on the floor and she was riding my face. It wasn't long till she came and kept riding my face till she came twice more. Her legs were shaking and twitching when she got off my face, she said she wanted to get high and then we would continue. We drank a bunch of tequila shots while we got high and we were both totally fucked up when she slid my cock into her mouth. I had to push her head down so she didn't move or I was going to explode in her mouth, she choked on my cock and when I let her up I again tried to explain I'm a loser and she just pushed me on to the floor and rode my face some more. I gave her another four orgasms and was giving her the fifth and she was moaning and groaning and shaking and twitching.
I could hear talking but couldn't make out any voices as Stacie was squeezing my head with her legs and my ears were covered. I felt a real hard slap on my rock hard cock, then another and another as Stacie started to moan loader and I knew she was going to cum again. Her whole body was shaking violently and she was squeezing my head even harder, then she let out a scream and collapsed on the floor shaking and trembling.
I looked up and it was Deb who Stacie was talking to, we started getting high and Stacie just laid there shaking and telling Deb how great I am at licking pussy. She told all about how I gave her orgasm after orgasm after orgasm, she said she has never cum that hard before in her life. Deb started taking her clothes off and when she was naked she told me to lay on the floor then she started riding my face. She started slapping my cock real hard as her moaning got louder and she squeezed my head tighter. Soon she was cumming real hard, her legs shaking she kept riding my face and slapping my rock hard cock. It took about 5 minutes for her to cum again and I thought she was going to pop my head she was squeezing her legs so tight. She was moaning real loud as she rolled onto the floor shaking and twitching.
Waking up with people laughing and getting spun in my living room (inferior loser 10)
We kept getting higher and higher all afternoon, I was so fucking spun I could barely see straight and we on kept getting higher. I had disappointed the sex doll enough and switched to fucking my fist while I knelt in front of the three girls. One of the Ashley's left to go to school and suck someone's dick to fix the attendance for that day to say she was at school. I don't know if it is a teacher or administrator, or whatever, she said that every day she skips school she sucks his dick so she still has a perfect attendance record. She said that she has been doing this for a couple years now and it was whoever's dick she sucks idea, as he asked her if she would trade oral sex for his taking care of any days she ditched school. What a fucking perv, I think it is really not cool, she likes the arrangement though. She was gone for about an hour and then we continued getting fucking crazy high.
Deb came by to get paid and get high, she had me hold my cock on the table as she smacked it with a ruler to show the new girls what kind of a loser I am. Shortly after Deb left to go to work Jennifer and the two Ashley's left also.
Sunday, June 2, 2019
Daughters walk in as I'm about to slide my cock in their mom's ass... (inferior loser 9)
The problem was that they had sat on the porch for a few minutes before coming in and heard Stacie begging me to fuck her in the ass. They asked how much she was trying to sell her nasty ass and pussy for and Stacie said the same as I paid for Jenifer's pussy, and the two sisters laughed in her face as they told her that I never fucked Jennifer. Deb told her how they had got me to pay them way more than Stacie thought she could get by being a whore, just by treating me like the loser I am. Stacie was still trying to say I had been pressuring her to let me fuck her, so Deb asked me if I wanted to fuck her mom and I said no. Deb then made me explain how I'm too much of a loser to fuck a woman and how because I'm super submissive I'll do whatever I am told, even fuck a woman, but I totally would rather jack off instead.
A few hours later, When the three of them were leaving, Stacie was the last one and after her daughters had walked out the door she pushed it closed and looked at me and said she didn't care what her daughters or anybody says, she likes my dick and she is a huge slut and is absolutely going to get fucked by me. She smiled as she pulled the door back open and walked out.
Deb shows younger sister how to get the most from a total loser... (inferior loser 8)
Mom pimps youngest daughter to me.. (inferior loser 7)
A super cute smile was on Jennifer's face when she asked if/when I do cum would I cum on her face. When I tried to say anything she cut me off and told me she is a total fucking slut and she fucking loves to have guys spray cum all over her face, she wouldn't take no for an answer so I agreed to do it. I was so fucking wasted and I figure it probably wouldn't happen anyways. She pulled the Fleshlight off of my cock and grabbed it tight with her hand and started stroking it. Before I could object she was telling me that she really likes my cock and that she was going to play with it for a while. She asked how it felt to have the hand of a super hot total slut stroking my cock, I replied "scary". She asked if I would like it if she put my cock between her tits and tittie fucked me, my cock started throbbing in her hand and she said that must mean yes. She asked what I thought about her tits and I told her how fucking amazing they are and I had to close my eyes and try not to cum in her hand. She told me to think about her tits as I laid there with my eyes closed. This girl really knows how to give a hand job, she gripped it tight and started twisting her hand as she was sliding it up and down my cock faster and faster. My cock was throbbing with every stroke and she told me how much she really liked my cock and how great it felt to stroke it. She told me how big of a slut really she is and that she can't get enough dick and she fucks every guy she can, and absolutely fucking loves having them shoot their cum on her slutty face. I was so fucking wasted I didn't think it would be long till she was going to make me cum on her face, then her mom came back. She didn't say a word about her daughter being completely naked and stroking my cock.
We all started getting high and Jennifer kept stroking my cock the whole time, when we were super fucking spun Stacie said something about they should get going home. Jennifer squeezed my cock tight while stroking and looked at her mom and said she was going to stay for a while, when her mom asked if it was ok Jennifer squeezed it even tighter and started stroking noticeably faster. I said of course it was ok. Stacie told me she felt I should give her some more money for her daughter staying for a while and that she wants double that if I fuck her daughter, she told Jennifer she wanted as much of my money as possible and that Jennifer should make as much money as she can and do whatever it takes to get it. She took a bunch of my dope and I gave her a bunch of cash and she said she'd be back sometime in the next few days.
Saturday, June 1, 2019
Deb brings family over and her brother slaps my face with his hard cock (inferior loser 6)
I hear voices coming up the walkway and Deb gets up and goes outside. I hear their voices but can't hear what they are saying, every now and then they start laughing and I can hear different voices saying "no way". After about 10 minutes Deb comes back in followed by her mother and her younger sister and brother who are twins. After they (somewhat) stop laughing and giggling they sit down and we get way high. I am told that her brother and sister just turned 18 like a month ago, they came to my house to get high instead of going to school, and they all have been getting high together for several years. She somewhat explains what a fucking loser I am and tells them that not only is she getting paid for brining them here, but that they are also getting paid just for being here and doing my drugs (of which they can do as much as they want). At first they didn't believe her so Deb made me look them in the face and tell them all about me paying them. Her mom and sister were having a great time getting high and watching me. Her brother was not as comfortable as the others and had no problem voicing his concerns. He kept calling me a faggot and after a while he started asking if I wanted to suck his dick. I replied no I didn't really WANT to.. Pretty soon he was asking if I would suck his dick, and I was super ashamed to say yes, if any of them told me to then I would suck his dick. He started claiming that was proof I was a fag and he knew it all along. He then asked how I would suck it, told me to say in detail what I would do to his cock. I was super embarrassed and I could feel my face was super red and I started describing how I would lick the head of his dick, then slide my mouth up and down the side of his cock, then slide it all the way into my mouth and suck it hard as he fucked my face. Next thing I know I feel something smack the side of my face, I turn and look and he smacks both sides of my face with his big hard fucking cock. I didn't know what to do and I was so turned on I almost exploded immediately. I concentrated on holding back from cumming as he kept smacking me in the face with his at least 9 inch cock. Deb finally told him to quit being an asshole and put his dick away and sit the fuck down and get even higher. It was at least a couple of humiliating hours before I learned her moms name is Stacie, and is three years younger than me, her sisters name is Jennifer and her brother is Justin.
We got real fucking high and they talked and laughed while I kneeled in front of all of them and stared at the ground while I fucked my Fleshlight. I answered all the questions they asked, most of them were the same as Deb had asked so she got to here it all again. I was fucking loving every fucking second of it, I was seriously struggling not to cum and that just turned me on even more and made it that much harder to hold back. I could feel Jennifer staring at me the whole time and when I finally was able to look up she never took her eyes off of me. Her mother and brother started teasing her because of how she was unable to take her eyes off of me. Shortly after noon Deb had to go take care of some things and Justin asked for a ride somewhere. I then paid everybody and Justin and deb walked out the door leaving Stacie, Jennifer and Kim to watch me fuck my Fleshlight. We get more spun and they said I didn't have to look only at the floor anymore. Kim told them all about our trip to the bar, how she led me around by my cock, how she made me masturbate sitting in the booth, walking home with no pants on, all of it.
Jennifer was not getting the whole women are better thing, she asked if that meant I thought she was superior to me. I said hell fucking yes, in every way, I'm a fucking worthless loser and that she is a fucking hot girl. Her mom asked her what kind of a person other than a complete loser jacks off in front of women, and even pays them to do it. Jennifer said she didn't know because she has never seen a guy masturbate before and as far as my disappointing women sexually goes, almost all the sex she has ever had has been disappointing and she just thought that is how it is supposed to be. Plus she said she thought I had a really nice cock so she didn't know what to think, her mother agreed that she thinks I have a great cock also. I felt my face turning red and I damn near exploded, it was so close I had to pull the Fleshlight off my cock. Jennifer smiled from ear to ear as I said I almost exploded because they said they liked my loser cock. When I started masturbating again I switched to fucking my fist so they could see my cock better while I beat my meat.
Kim asked me if I thought Jennifer and Stacie were hot, and fuck yes I do! Then she asked if I thought it was ok to think about them while jacking off later without getting permission first. I admitted that it was not cool for me to do that, so Kim made look each one in the eye and ask their permission to masturbate while thinking of them later. I asked Stacie first and she said she had no problem with it, I told them I would pay them extra for them saying ok. I then looked Jennifer in the eyes and I could feel my face turning red again and when I tried to speak I started stuttering. I cleared my throat and was able to ask for her permission, I was so fucking turned on by how humiliated and ashamed I felt. She smiled at me and asked why I would want to think about her while I jack off. I almost exploded again and I described everything that I felt made her so fucking hot, and damn she is hot. From the top of her head to her beautiful smile to her fucking amazing perky tits, her small waist, perfectly curved hips, fucking great ass, and legs that are crazy sexy, with the cutest little feet and toes. I had to stroke super slow as I was talking because I was so fucking close to cumming. She started to argue with me so I took my hand off my cock and it was twitching and bobbing around and I told her that was because of her, that is what she does to me. She said no guys have ever even told her she was pretty so why would I want to think of her while I masturbate. So I went over how fucking amazingly beautiful she is one more time, again showed her my cock twitching and bouncing around thanks to her. She said she was willing to compromise, I could think about her while I jacked off later, but she would be here so she could see it. Stacie said she didn't care how long Jennifer stayed here, but of course I had to still pay her, and Stacie wanted to get paid more for allowing Jennifer to stay.
We got even higher and Kim told them about when I had the Fleshlight shoved in between the cushion and the couch right in front of her so it was almost like I was fucking her. Stacie said she wanted to try that and got naked and sat on the couch as I put the Fleshlight under the cushion in front of her. She had her legs in the air and was playing with her titties as she told me to fuck her harder. She teased the fuck out me with her really nice tits, made me worship them before she grabbed her ankles and spread her legs real wide in the air. Moaning for me to fuck her harder as I watched her tits bounce up and down with every balls deep pump into the Fleshlight. She looked so fucking hot, naked, in front of me, holding her legs open wide, tits bouncing up and down, holy fuck I had to pull my cock out suddenly as I damn near exploded. It was then that Stacie understood what a fucking loser I am and that I am only capable of disappointing women sexually. Jennifer called her mom a fucking slut and Stacie started laughing and told her she had no idea.... Shortly after that Stacie had to go and Kim got a ride from her so it was just me and Jennifer.