Pounding my fist up and down my cock!!!

Fuck yes, I fucking love beating off all day and night!!!! I'm so fucking close to cumming so fucking hard!!!!

I fuck my blow-up sexdoll pretending it is her when she is not here, she walked in and I came without permission!

It's her rule that I fuck me blow-up doll pretending it's her when she is not here. She finds it hilarious that as soon as she walks in I have problems holding back from cumming. This morning when she walked in and started laughing at me I couldn't stop it and I had an orgasm right in front of her without permission. She freaked out and humiliated me for cumming without permission I begged and pleaded for forgiveness but she said she was going to show me how a real man fucks. She said she was going to get some payback for all the women I disappointed by cumming to soon. But first she took off her belt and had me bend over and she went to town on my ass with that belt. Holy fuck it hurt and my cock was rock hard the whole time as I had to beg her for more. There was no way I could sit after she was done so I had to kneel in front of her while we got high and she had me begging for more punishment for being such a loser...

Lisa is almost always at my place and usually is masturbating with me!!

She has a couple of vibrating dildos she masturbates with. We get so fucking high and watch each other masturbating for hours! She constantly let's me know the only reason she has to fuck herself with the toys is because I can't satisfy a woman, especially one as hot she is. If I wasn't such a fucking huge loser I could be fucking the shit out of her all the time. It's rare when she let's me cum and when I do it has to be on my own face, of course. She gets a real kick out of watch me spray cum all over my face and humiliates me as I have to sit there with cum dripping of my face because I'm definitely not allowed to wash it off. 

Jenny has me bring her cash to her when she drives down my street..

In addition to her amount, she gets some every time one of the girls she brought over comes by. This works out to several hundred if not over a thousand a day. She calls when she is nearby and I have to take the cash out to her when she pulls up in front of my building. I have to be completely naked, of course. Thankfully she usually does this at night, sometimes sunrise/sunset and more than a couple times in the middle of the day.
She laughs at me for being such a fucking loser and humiliates me for the raging boner I always have!!

Another meth fueled multi day masturbation marathon!!!

masturbation and meth are made for each other, when I am high there is absolutely no keeping my hands off my rock hard cock!! I've been beating off since yesterday morning and I love every second of it!! My fist pounding hard and fast up and down my rock hard cock, keeping me right on the edge of orgasm! I am awe struck by the extreme pleasure pouring out of my cock, flowing through my entire being, making every cell in my body ring with building waves of orgasmic electricity!!! This is all I ever want to feel, I never want to be anything but a fucking chronic, constant, compulsive masturbaing loser!! I love this, it is me, I am proud to tell anyone who will listen what a fucking pathetic loser stroker slut I am!! I know my new neighbors can hear me grunting and groaning as I fuck the shit out of my fist, furiously pummeling my cock, right on the very edge!!! I am so fucking spun out, high as a fucking kite, pounding my fist up and down my cock!!! I can't believe how mind bendingly incredible this feels!! I am so addicted to beating off, my cock is always in my hand!!! Fuck yeah, another night I masturbated through and another day to keep going!! Holy shit, I damn near pushed too hard, I was so close to cumming accidentally. I had to take my hand completely off my cock and I still almost went over the edge!! My cock is throbbing and twitching all over the place!!
While  my cock is calming down I am going to get high as fuck!!! As I'm getting loaded my cock jumps right back into my hand and just a couple of strokes has me right back on the edge. I decided to fuck my fleshlight while I continued to get high!! Fuck yeah, I love fucking this thing!! I have been fucking my fleshlight while getting loaded all afternoon and half the night, it is midnight and I am so fucking spun fucking high!! My cock is slamming in and out of this fleshlight, fuck yeah it feels great, looking at pictures of naked women, fuck yeah!! I'm fucking the shit out of this fleshlight! I'm fantasizing that i'm fucking a real women, without the disappointment and humiliation, of course! I wish I could fuck pussy this good every time, but I'm a loser that fucks plastic pussy and I love every second of it!!! Why couldn't I been a normal guy that can satisfy a woman and that women want to have sex with instead of being a premature ejaculating loser. Looking at these tits is seriously making me even hornier, I'm getting so fucking about to go over the edge... I had to pull my dick out, I barely did it in time!! That was so close, my cock is twitching so hard!!!

my fist was made for fucking

And that is all I like to do!!!! I LOVE fucking my fist, right now I'm fucking it hard and fast!!! It feels so fucking amazing to edge for hours!!! Looking at pics of naked women turns me on so fucking much!! Fucking the shit out of my fist dreaming about not being a loser and actually having women fuck me and not because I paid them! Fuck yeah it feels so insane on the edge!! I will never stop masturbating, it's all I do all day, every day!!! I love looking at women's tits, fuck yeah, they get me so hot!!! I am so close to cumming, I can't get enough of this feeling that pours out of my cock! I love being a solo-sexual, my fist getting insane levels of pleasure out of my cock! Working to get more and more of this crazy feeling from my cock! 

Lisa stays and completely humiliates me for being a premature ejaculating loser.

We got super high and I begged forgiveness and for mercy. I told her how much of a loser I am am how much her tits make me want to cum. Every detail about why I was so aroused and how ashamed I was because of it. She made me describe how I would disapoint her if I was given the honor of fucking her. She laughed in my face as I admitted how much I was struggling not to cum. She fondled her tits and told me I better not cum without permission. She told me she wanted touch and play with my cock and had me stand right in front of her. She leaned a little forward like she was going to tittie fuck me when she slapped my cock real hard and when it snapped right back up she slapped it the other way, back and forth, real hard. At first I almost exploded because of it then it started to sting and then every slap fucking hurt bad. She laughed as she kept going till she felt I was far enough from the edge. We started getting higher and I started stroking my cock again and within a couple of strokes was right back on the edge again. She was disgusted and wanted to do to me what all the women I ever slept with wanted me to do to them. I admitted what Jenny and her other friend had done to me the other night and she thought it was fucking hilarious as she made me confess all the details. She looked me in the eye and laughed in my face as she made me tell her what was the most embarrassing thing they did to me and why I found it so humiliating and what I liked the most and why. She was going to show me what women expected when they let me fuck them, since I couldn't perform and fuck them she was going to fuck me hard as payback. She also thought that as many of the women I have disappointed as possible should see what she does to me.

Jenny brings another new girl with her...

Her friend's name was Lisa and she was average as far as her face and had little titties and a cute little ass. She was a little older than the last few friends Jenny brought with her I think she was around 40-ish. Lisa wanted to see my face as I talked about how hot they are and how turned on I am and how I'm a loser who likes to jack off instead of fuck pussy. She really liked me talking about how turned on I was by her and her tits, and how I struggled to not cum because of her. When she heard that normally women are suposed to be topless at my place she made me beg her to take her top off, describing what a honor and a priveledge it would be for a loser like me to see her tits. I paid her triple the usual amount for going topless. I admitted I was worried I wouldn't be able to keep from exploding everywhere if she took her top off. She slowly removed her shirt and bra and laughed at me as I described how hard it was to keep from cumming. She had me describe in minute detail what I liked her tits, how turned on I was from them, how close I was to cumming, how it made me feel to be jacking off to these tits like a total fucking loser instead of playing with them like a real man would. She fondled them as she told me she would let anyone who wasn't a loser like me play with them, stick their dick between them, then fuck her mouth then fuck her any hole anyway they want to, she said she loved being a slut and was proud of it. When I admitted I was a premature ejactulator and always have been she talked about how much she fucking hates losers that cum right away. She went on about how they get a woman all turned on and wanting to get fucked and then blow their load in a couple seconds leaving her needing to get fucked. She thinks there is nothing worse and that premature ejaculators are the absolute worst kind of scum..
Jenny said she had to go take care of somethings and Lisa told her she was going to stay and fuck with me for being a premature ejaculating fucking total loser scum bag piece of shit.

Jenny comes back with a different girl....

It was like last time, I knelt in front of them and wasn't allowed to look up at them. While they got high they laughed about what a fucking loser I am. They humiliated me as I paid them their money and made me pay them double because I don't deserve to keep my money when they are around to give it to. They finished getting high and laughed at me as they walked out the door..

Jenny brings Samantha over...

They walked in and sat in the beach cahirs and I knelt in front of them and looked at the floor while I masturbated. They got high and laughed as Jenny explained what a loser I am and how I will pay them to jerk off in front of them. I was not allowed to look anywhere but at the floor and I admitted what a loser I was and how I was so lame that I had to pay them hang out and get high. I paid them for being there and also gave them a bunch of drugs too. I was barely able to keep from exploding as I described how beautiful they are and how much they turned me on! I begged them to take more $ for making me want to cum so hard and they humiliated me for it! I was losing my mind trying not to explode!! They got up and laughed at me as they walked out the door!!

Beach chairs and plastic tables....

Jenny came back with a couple of beach chairs and a couple of small plastic tables as the furniture she was supposed to get for me. Never mind that I gave her a couple thousand dollars to get furniture... I had to thank her for all of her effort and of course give her some $ for her time and effort. I was not allowed to sit in a chair as I had to entertain Jenny by kneeling in front of her and showing her what a loser constant masturbator I am. As I jacked off in front of her I was worshipping her little titties and big ass. I thanked her again for her time getting the chairs and tables and begged her to take more $ for getting them. I was on the edge and telling her how it was her that was making me want to cum so hard!! How I would do whatever she wanted!! I was having to slow down to keep from exploding and she didn't like that. She said I definitely didn't deserve to cum and would be punished if I did and that I was to keep going at the speed she told me to without slowing down or I would be punished!!! I told her I was her bitch boy and would do what she had just ordered me to do. I was getting to the point of not being able to hold back when she said she had some things to do and that she would be back..

Jenny's friend comes back for drinking money and to get high...

She walked in the door dressed pretty slutty and said she wanted to get high and get paid and I had to worship her before she went out on the town. While we got high I told her how hot she was and how I am a loser and don't deserve anyone as hot as her and that I would do anything for her tits! She humiliated me for giving her money and took a bunch of my dope and said "see ya later loser!" as she walked out the door!!

They fucked me hard!!

They made me jack off in front of them while they got high. I had to worship them and beg for them to use their new strap-ons on me. I admitted how much I wanted it and how a loser like me needs it and needs to pay for it. I promised to do whatever they ever wanted me to do, like a good lttle bitch. They are so much better than me, I am honored to have the priviledge of paying them to let me humiliate myself for their entertainment and amusement! I wish I wasn't such a loser and could touch their beautiful bodies, I am so fucking hot for them! I want to give them my money because I am a loser who knows how much more they deserve it than I do. It would be the thrill of a lifetime to be fucked by them, to suck their cocks like the good little bitch I am. Jenny put on a strap on first and made me suck her amazing cock while they continued to get high. I was sucking the shit out her cock when she gabbed the back of my hair and pushed my head down on her cock, balls deep, and held it there. She let me up enough to get some air then pushed my head back down. I felt her friend spread my ass cheeks and slide her cock into my ass balls deep! Jenny let go of my head and her friend pulled me by the hips halfway across the room and began fucking my ass as I begged for it! Jenny was laughing as I looked her in the eyes while her friend fucked me in the ass! I loved it, every second of it! my cock was rock hard even when I wasn't touching it, Jenny saw this and humiliated me for it! Jenny recorded video of me saying how much I loved it and begging for more and saying what a loser I am for paying them to fuck me and that I should pay more for how good it felt! She fucked me in several positions and I was moaning how much I loved it when Jenny shoved my face down onto her cock and they fucked me hard from both ends. I took it all like the slut bitch I am!! They tag teamed me for quite a while. Then I had to cum on my own face for them!! I praised them for fucking me so good!! They got dressed and laughed at me as they walked out the door...

Going to get more money wearing only a t-shirt...

They went with me as I went out in only a t-shirt that barely went down past my nuts. I used an atm on a fairly busy street. I was freezing but my cock was rock hard the whole time. It took several minutes to get enough money. I walked back to the truck and they locked me out and told me I had to give them my t-shirt before they would unlock the door. I protested but they waited till no cars were coming and told me to do it, of course I did it and they rolled the window up after I gave them my shirt. I was standing there completely naked with a rock hard cock for what felt like forever before they unlocked the door. They were laughing hysterically and made me masturbate and describe how humiliated I felt and how much it turned me on. They made me edge as I drove back to my place. 

Jenny's friend returns with strap-ons and some other toys..

She had pretty big dildos that went on the strap ons and I had to beg them to abuse me with them. They made me beg them to take my money for payment for fucking me in the ass. They finally agreed for a couple thousand each, I had to go and get more money but they wanted to get higher first. I admitted to them I was their bitch and told them how they could have me do any humiliating thing they wanted....