Sunday, December 25, 2016

I finally got permission to use a computer!!!

I have been a slave all year to a totally hot 19 year old!! She has total control of me and I fucking love it!! She is an amazing dom for how young she is! I am constantly being humiliated, abused, laughed at, and made to service her, her friends, and anyone else she can find. For the holidays she has had me servicing multiple gatherings of males each night. She loves having me stand naked in front of her and her friends and tell them the details of how I serviced the last group, what they did to me, what they made me do, what I loved the most about it, etc. I have paid for all of her schooling this year, books, lab fees, everything. I was paying for her apt for a while, then she decided to move into my place. I usually sleep on the back porch, lately I've been allowed to sleep just inside the back door. Every day I wash and detail the new suv I bought her. I usually am the driver when her or someone she knows needs to go anywhere. She often sends random guys to the house and I of course service them in any way they want, in addition to usually paying them for abusing me. I am not allowed to use any computers without her permission. I had to service an enormous number of guys to get the privilege of using the computer for a few minutes... Holy shit I've missed porn on my computer... I've missed telling y'all about my stroking.... I have to go now but will try to post again soon......

Keep stroking!!!!

Friday, January 8, 2016

Would you be interested in jerking off with me and other followers??

I would like to have group jerk off sessions, maybe using google hangouts or skype or?? Does this interest anybody?? If so when are you available??? I think it would be awesome to do this on a regular basis...

Please tell me what you think in the comments....

Thursday, January 7, 2016

I'm suprised I haven't broke my cock from jacking off so hard!!!

Holy fuck I've been pounding on my cock so fucking hard!! I love getting tweaked and just beating off real hard!!! I love gooning for days at a time, it is fucking incredible feeling jacking off while doing meth!!!! I can't get over how much better masturbation is on meth!! This is my mission, my purpose, my calling in life and I am never going to stop!!!

Goals for 2016...

1. Continue my devotion to masturbation.

2. Get even better at edging my cock!!

3. Get as many people as possible to start edging!!

4. Get people to masturbate more.

5. Masturbate in front of more people than last year!!

6. Tweak everyday for better masturbation!!


Monday, January 4, 2016

More great masturbation material!!

I like your style!!
Wish this was real!!
Yes, yes it is!!
I jerk off more than that!!!

Enjoy some jerk material!!!


Sunday, January 3, 2016

By far the best sexual experience of my life, masturbating on meth!!

I am not condoning or encouraging drug use, but holy fucking shit, this has been an event on a religious level, a life changing type thing. I had what was an almost out of body experience, I know I will never be the same and will be jacking off on meth regularly. It's felt like I left my body and became one with the orasmic feeling from edging, like me and that energy merged and I was not just feeling it but actually was it.
It started with a knock on the door, I went to the door with my dick still in my Fleshlight. A real cute brunette I had never seen before was standing there, she said she was a friend of Ashley's and asked if she could come in. Of course I let her in, she sat on the couch and told me how she had heard about me from Ashley and she just had to see for herself if I was really like what Ashley told her. I was sitting on a chair fucking my Fleshlight and asked her what she thought, she said she couldn't believe it and that she was really loving the show so far. A few minutes later she asked if I wanted to get high, when I asked on what, she said she had some meth. I thought what the hell, and as we all know I couldn't say no to her even if I wanted to. She pulled out a glass pipe and we smoked a bit and holy fucking shit almost immediately I was having the most intense sexual experience I've ever had.
I was soon fucking my blow-up sex doll doggy style in front of her as she cheered me on, I fucked that doll so hard it till it finaly popped a hole and deflated. Next I pumped my fist up and down my cock for her and while she was staring at my cock I was staring at her tits. When she finaly looked up and caught me staring at her awesome tits she smiled from ear to ear. she pulled out her pipe again and we smoked some more. While smoking she caught me looking at her tits a couple more times, I apologized for being such a pig and said I would try not to stare anymore, as we finished smoking she grinned at me as she took off her shirt and said I could stare all I wanted to!! She fondled her round, firm, ample breasts for a few minutes for me, I had to take my had completely off my cock to keep from exploding everywhere!! I started stroking again and couldn't help but maon and groan rather loudly as rode that edge while staring at her fucking tits. I showed her every way that I jack off that I could think of and she wanted to see more.
The next time we smoked some more I had the Fleshlight stuffed under the couch cushion she was sitting on, so it was almost like I was fucking her and she was sitting so as went balls deep it push her back a little so her tits would bounce with every pump. When we finished smoking she grabbed her ankles and spread her legs wide and started moaning and groaning like she was getting fucked and it wasn't long till I had to pull my dick completely out of the Fleshlight to keep from cumming!! I sat on the chair again and resumed fucking my fist while I answered all the questions she kept asking.
We decided to go to Spanky's to get us some new toys, I got a new blow-up sex doll and she got a vibrator, which she used on the ride back to my place. When we got back to my place she sat on the couch and said she wanted me to fuck my blow-up dol in what ever position she was fucking her vibrator and also fuck at the same speed. She leaned back at started fucking herself in a missionary type position so I started fucking my sex doll the same way, Soon she was really pounding her pussy with that vibrator and I was fucking my doll the same way, stroke for stroke matching her speed. She named her vibrator after me and I named mine after her so we were both moaning and groaning each others names as we watched each other masturbating. We both did our best to put on a great show for each other and we were soon both moaning fairly loud, she changed positions and i could see her tits again when she started moaning she was cumming and her body started shaking. She arched her back and you could see the orgasm waves go through her as she twitched and rolled around. Seeing her cum was fucking awesome and after she recovered for a few minutes she started telling me how to fuck the doll and pretend it was her. She fondled her tits for me as she told me to fuck her harder, she put my face between her tits and told me to fuck her harder. I was fucking that doll about as hard as I could, moaning and groaning her name and watching her tease me with her super hot body. I was getting near the biggest fucking orgasm in my life and I made sure she knew it. She played with her tits about a foot in front of me and I was about to cum, she told me to cum all over the dolls face, I asked if she would rather see me cum on my own face and said I should cum on the dolls face. I pulled out of the dolls pussy and stroked my throbbing cock as I sprayed cum all over the dolls face. I was totally wiped out and my body was shaking from the fucking mind blowing, life altering, soul shaking, orgasm I had just experienced.
She was clapping and cheering me on as I was cumming and when I was done she said that was one of the coolest things she has seen. She started putting on her clothes and when she had only her pants on she saw that I was pounding my fist up and down my cock and staring at her tits again. She was amused at how much of a total jerk off loser I really am, she put my face between her tits one more time and once again I almost exploded instantly. She finished getting dressed and we smoked some more meth one last time.
After she left I began abusing the fuck out of my cock, I'm almost surprised I didn't pull the thing off I was pounding it so fucking hard!! I've been riding the edge ever since then, almost 36 hours ago and I'm still high as fuck and can't believe how fucking crazy insane that masturbating on meth feels, holy fuck! I don't think I'll ever be the same, it's that powerful, I can't deny it and I can't see any way to not do this regularly from now on. This has been by far the best sexual experience I've ever had in my whole life, if you took all the orgasms I've had before and smashed them into one orgasm it still wouldn't be anywhere near what I'm feeling right now.
 I would not encourage people to use illegal drugs, however I can say that it is so fucking amazing that you really should check it out, at least once.

Monday, November 30, 2015

All day fist fucking, hand humping, masturbation marathon!!

I Love it too!!!
Fuck yeah I'll fuck my fist for you!!!
OK!!!

Step sister pushes me over the edge and watches and laughs as I spray cum everywhere!!

I was fucking my Fleshlight right in front of her as she was teasing me and fondling her fucking awesome tits. Everything was normal, no real issues holding back when she said the name of a friend of hers that I had the biggest crush for when we were teens. It was bad, whenever she was around I couldn't look her in the face and I would stutter every time I tried to say something, she was so fine and I wanted her so fucking bad. The thought of her hot body and what it did to me and I almost instantly exploded. I tried to pull out of the Fleshlight but it was too late I was past the point of no return. I immediately grabbed my cock and started pumping my fist up and down it, Debbie knew instantly what was happening and pushed my chest hard enough to push me off my knees and make me fall backwards onto my back. As my back hit the floor my cock started erupting and I sprayed cum onto my chest, neck, face and hair. I looked up and Debbie had her phone out and was recording me shooting cum on my face and she laughed as she said she was sending it to the girl who's name just made me cum instantly. I sat up and she snapped a few pics of cum dripping off my face to send to her mom and sisters.
She told me to pay Mary the penalty fee I owed her and that I was not allowed to do anything else for Mary, she said she was going to take control of my pathetic submissive ass if need be. Not to be left out she made me pay her half the amount that I owed Mary for helping me out of that mess.

Step Sister skips black friday shopping to watch me masturbate

Debbie came by late morning and said she didn't want to deal with the crowds shopping so she figured it would be fun to tease me while she watches me masturbate. She made me tell her all about my current situation, which she found fucking hilarious. She told me that I was the main topic of conversation on thanksgiving day, how her and her sisters and her mother talked about me almost exclusively all day long. We talked about when we were teens and all of them used tease and make fun of me for being the little skinny loser that I was. She told me how much fun she had teasing me and "accidentally" showing me her hot naked body, knowing that it would make go and masturbate. That I would be fantasizing about her as I jerked off was so fucking hilarious to her that she just had to tell all of her friends about it. Her and her her sisters and her mother knew that they were all smoking hot and they loved to tease and humiliate me for being so skinny and geeky. They were always competing to see who could make me masturbate the most and who could humiliate me the most. She laughed as I told her all the details about how much I beat off because of her, I admitted that I was such a fucking loser that I had no Idea they were doing it all on purpose and she almost fell on the floor she was laughing so hard so had tears running down her face. She really got a rush out of making sure everyone knew all about my chronic masturbation and watching me as I would try to talk to girls not knowing that Debbie had told them how much of a stroker slut I was. The way that the girls would laugh in my face for being a compulsive masturbator and I had no idea why every girl was like that to me was so fucking much fun to her.

Declaring masturbation as my calling in life, my only desire is to masturbate every waking moment!!!

I can't imagine doing anything except beating off every moment that I am awake. The fucking unbelievable amount of pleasure that edging produces beyond description and is what I live for. I keep getting better at edging and can't fucking believe that it keeps feeling better. It truly is living inside of an orgasm and it is nothing short of miraculous to have the feeling of orgasm for hours and days at a time. I've been edging all fucking day and it is so fucking intense that I can't keep from moaning and groaning rather loudly

All alone and pounding my fist up and down on my cock!!

I love being alone, masturbating at my own pace, enjoying every stroke. I'm looking at pics of naked girls from tumblr and getting so fucking turned on by their hot nude bodies. I fucking love looking at tits, I really get pushed farther towards the edge seeing nice bare tits. Since I have always been a hand humping loser and never been worthy of being with a woman sexually seeing a female naked is a major turn on. This is as close as I deserve to get to females naked and I love just looking at them. I can imagine that they are really looking at me like they want me to see them naked, instead of laughing at me like in real life.

I know I could stop being a cum dumpster by just cumming without permission..

While I really would like to, I just can't seem to go against her command to not cum. Even knowing that she expects me to disobey her command, we have even negotiated the penalty for when it happens, and yet I still am compelled to do what she has ordered me to do and that is to not have an orgasm. I think that since I have always been a stroker slut that no woman would want to have sex with I have always craved female attention and would do anything to please them. I will do anything a woman tells me to, I want to please them so they will like me and will do absolutely anything they want. That includes having to pay Mary for hooking up men for me to service, then pay the men for abusing me and making me do things I am very ashamed to admit to. She has officially said I am not allowed to cum, therefore I will do everything I can to please her by doing as she says and not cumming..

My submissive side makes me do whatever a female tells me to...

I can't help it, it doesn't matter how much I don't want to, if a woman tells me to do something, I will do whatever she says. Lately Mary has been making me prove that there is absolutely nothing I won't do if she tells me to do it. She has been finding guys that will pay her to have me be their fuck toy and do whatever they want with me, she makes me pay her the same amount for pimping me out, then after they are done using me, and they can use me for as long as they want, I have to give them whatever amount they paid Mary, and of course I have to pay Mary again. So they get to fuck me for free and Mary gets paid three times, and I paid all of this to happen to me. I want to say no so fucking bad, but when she tells me to go service someone all I can say is "yes ma'am" as I pay her for making me go and do it. A few times she has made me pay them double what they gave her, so they actually got paid to abuse me, it is the ones that keep me for a long time and really abuse me that she does this with. Several have been smart enough to cum back for more, and Mary make me pay them and her up front, them they can take me and abuse me however they want. I used to like the ones that just wanted a suck and fuck so when it was done I could tell Mary the details then go beat off for the rest of the day, last few days however she has had me doing several of these a day.

Mary makes me tell her what I went through in great detail

She made me kneel on the floor in front of her and masturbate while I told her everything that happened. She made me tell her the details of each time I was fucked by the older lady and her husband, the positions we used, what they said to me, how I felt as it was happening. She was really interested in hearing about when I serviced shrimp dick, what did he say to me, did I do the best I could, what could I have done better. She made me admit that I was far more humiliated and ashamed about being fucked by and having to service him than I was about being fucked by her and her strap on. She used every detail to humiliate me further. She made me tell her how I felt about having paid to be abused on the farm. I paid a couple thousand dollars for each week I was there, then I had to pay Mary and Jennifer for hooking it up, a "pimp charge" if you will. Having paid to have him talk shit to me while making me his bitch was humiliating, what I am most ashamed about is how much I liked it and would definitely do it again! Mary was most pleased to hear that and told me that she would be making me pay to service men much more often.