It's been 4 days since last cum shot, don't know if I can hold back much longer..

i've beat off at least 12 hours each day since my last orgasm... I don't think I can go much longer, it is feeling so fucking awesome right now, oh fuck yeah... Tonights orgasm is really intense and i have had to really concentrate to hold back..
Oh FUCK it keeps building, getting more and more intense... I don't know how I am keeping from cumming.
I gotta go, this is getting un fucking real....