Jennifers friend is the hottest girl I ever met!!!!

Just fucking stunning doesn't come close to conveying hot drop dead gorgeous Ashley is. They walked in as I was sitting on the couch pounding my fist up and down my cock. I looked up and first saw Jen then Ashley stood next to her. Jen sad something like "See, I told you!!" and both of them started laughing at me. I almost came when I saw Ashley and Jen saw my reaction and began mercilessly teasing and humiliating me for it. I was in awe of her beauty and Jen made me admit it. I had to describe in detail how hot I think she is and how turned on sexually I am by her.
They both had on super small shorts and bikini tops that barely held their tits. I not only had to slow my stroking way down but I had to keep taking my had off it entirely to keep from exploding. Jen thought this was so fucking funny and made me tell them everything about Ashley that I found so arousing that I could barely touch my cock. This went on for what seemed like forever but was really only a little more than an hour.
Jennifer decided it was time for me to show Ashley that I will cum on my face when I am told to. I started begging her to not make me do it. Ashley is so fucking hot and the thought of having to do something so completely humiliating right in front someone so beautiful was killing me. I could feel my face was red, I was so ashamed, not just because of how much I was about to humiliate myself, but also because I was sitting in front of them naked with my dick in my hand begging and pleading for her to change her mind. She laughed in my face for being such a fucking pathetic hand humping jerk off slut that I would do what ever she told me.
They both took out their phones and started recording as I assumed the position. Jen ordered my to grunt and groan loudly, and to say I was their little bitch over and over as I came. It didn't take long and I came so fucking hard, I shot load after load onto face. When I stood up it was dripping off of my face and hair.
They got suck a kick out of what they saw that Jen decided I would be cumming for them every half hour for the rest of the night.

some jerk material..

I agree

I promise I won't!!!

I already am!!

I couldn't agree more!!

Yes, Yes I am!!

I do!!!

Absolutely loving life as I masturbate non-stop morning till night!!

I fucking love my life!!! I am able to masturbate just about every waking moment!! The amazing pleasure that comes from masturbation is what I live for, I have dedicated my whole existence to it!! My hand is sliding up and down the shaft of my rock hard cock, going just fast enough to stay right on the edge for the last couple hours. I can't begin to accurately express how great it feels and how much I fucking love it!! I'm getting real good at staying right on the very edge, less than a half a stroke away from cumming. Slowing just barely enough to keep from going to far, very rarely having to completely stop stroking to cool down. It's been at least two hours since I had to stop to cool down, since then I've been as close as less than half a stroke from cumming and no more than a whole stroke. What I mean by that is if I just went ahead and gave my dick a quick half stroke I would explode and shoot cum everywhere.

I like watching porn!! Seeing a nice set of tits bouncing around makes me so horny!! I used to wish I was a porn star fucking all kinds of hot women, but I love jacking off so much more!! I am proud to be a solosexual and a total and complete masturbation addict!! I readily admit that my preferred sexual encounter is with my hand!! I only want to keep stroking my cock!!

I FUCKING LOVE MASTURBATING!! I hope y'all do too!!! How great this feels is fucking insane!!! Today it has been just me here alone beating off, enjoying the pure pleasure without anyone else around. I love every second that my hand is on my dick!!

 

Embracing that my life is totally and completely dedicated to masturbation!!

I spend by far the vast majority of my time masturbating! It is fairly rare when I have to stop, and then I am in a hurry to start beating off again. If I need both hands for something I will get out the Fleshlight and fuck it while I complete that task. I usually am jacking off till fall asleep from exhaustion and then as soon as I wake up I am beating my meat again. I don't ever deny or even hide that I am a permanent, dedicated, full time, solo sexual, compulsive, chronic, and constant masturbation junkie.
I sometimes go days and weeks without cumming and sometimes I cum many times a day. I have many styles and positions that I switch off using. I never get bored or wish I was doing something else, on the contrary I love it more every day!!
I fucking love edging and probably am doing it most of the time, but I also just like the feeling of my hand going up and down my rock hard cock. I like masturbating more than fucking women and am totally ok with it. I am in awe of how it just keeps feeling better and better!! I don't know why I wasn't always this way, I feel like I wasted a large portion of my life by not dedicating my life to masturbation right away when I first started jacking off. At least 20 years that I wasn't constantly jacking off, what the fuck was wrong with me?? I love that I did figure it all out and have found my life's calling. I hopefully still have many years of non-stop masturbation to enjoy!!
I hope every who reads this blog enjoys masturbating, no matter how much they do it!! I think the world would be a much better place if everyone masturbated more!!

Jennifer knows I will do anything she tells me to, and regularly abuses me for entertainment and profit!

At first she was just making me give her money so she could go drink with her friends, she would tease me a bit, flash a little tit and then laugh as she walked out the door. Then she would bring over guys to fuck right in front of me, laughing at me as I jacked off, making fun of me because I am such a pathetic jerk off I don't even want to fuck real girls anymore. Then she started having her girl friends come to my place to drink and laugh at what a fucking jerk off loser i am. I had to serve them drinks and what ever else they wanted without stopping jacking off, of course!! They like to tell me strange and difficult positions they want see me in while I jack off in front of them. They will take off their tops and play with their incredible tits right in front of me and make me admit that I am such a loser and make me beg for forgiveness for being such a lame ass, and beg to see more even though I don't deserve it. Sometime they make me give them money to keep teasing he fuck out of me.
There is much more to tell in future posts....

Mary stopped by after work.

Colleens mother Mary came by after work and walked in on me fucking my Fleshlight hard, and about to cum!!! She wanted to let me know how much she liked the previous show I had put on for the three of them and wanted to see some more. She told me that she was very much into the lifestyle of being a dominant female and that I was going to be one of her bitches. Much more about this to be written soon!!

Colleen came by at lunch...

Not long after her daughter left colleen walked in as I was fucking my fist. She wanted to tell me how much they all enjoyed watching me and how pathetic they all thought I was. She took her top and bra off and fondled her almost perfect tits for me. She teased me for almost an hour before she put her clothes back on and left. She made sure I knew she would be back....

Jennifer comes back the next morning..

It was around 9:00am when she walked in on me fucking my blow-up sex doll while pretending it was her, I was moaning and groaning her name right when she caught me. I was embarrassed as hell and she had a great time making me feel like a loser. She was not only ditching school but knew she could get a loser like me to give her some money to go out drinking that night. She watched me fuck that doll for about an hour before she left. She teased the fuck out of me with her awesome tits and perfect young ass and made it clear she would be back and I would do whatever she wanted me too...

When she came back she brought her mom and daughter so they could all laugh at my being addicted to masturbation!!

Colleen had a great time with the other friends of my sisters watching me humiliate myself in front of them fucking my sex doll and my Fleshlight. Back when we were teens she was one of the hottest of all of my sisters friends and one of the meanest. She teased me mercilessly then made fun of me for being a loser jack off artist. The three of them walked in as I was pounding my fist up and down my cock, they all burst out laughing. I looked up and they all had bikini tops on and super small boy shorts, holy fuck they are all smoking fucking hot standing there laughing at me jacking off. Colleen told me they were there for a show, they wanted to see what a fucking total jerk off I am. I was staring at there fucking awesome tits, barely held back by their bikini tops and Colleen told me that if I was going to fantasize about them they wanted to here the details and also I should be moaning and groaning.... I admitted how much I liked their tits and they laughed and started to fondle their breasts. Colleens daughter came over and stuck my face between her perfect tits and I almost came instantly! They thought that was fucking hilarious and kept teasing me with their tits, making me describe what I like about them, and how much I like them, and how much they turn me on. 
Colleen's daughter (Jennifer) was the meanest of them, she made me admit that I would rather masturbate than actually fuck one of them, she also made me get out my blow up sex doll so they could watch me humiliate myself by fucking it in front of them.
All of them had their phones out and took pictures and/or video of me from time to time and I'm sure they sent them to their friends to laugh at. When I brought out my blow-up sex doll Jennifer pulled out a camcorder and recorded me the whole time I fucked that doll. She made me take turns pretending it was each of them I was fucking. The one I was pretending to fuck, I had to look her in the eye while I was fucking the doll, moaning and groaning, just like it was real. it was super humiliating but they really got a kick out of it. They teased me with their bodies, taking off their clothes and caressing their bodies as I pretended to fuck them.
Colleen got me to admit my true nature as a constant masturbator and that I have dedicated my life to my masturbation project. I told them how much I am addicted to pornography and that I jack off from morning to night, every waking minute. I admitted that I like to fuck my hand more than real pussy, which they thought was fucking hilarious!!!
It was Mary, Colleens mother that wanted me to cum on my own face. After I was done they made sure I knew how much of a pathetic loser I have become. They also made it clear they would be back...

Edging over the years....

At first I would jerk fast till I was pretty close to the edge then slow down a little and when I got to the edge I took my hands off my cock, as it twitched and bobbed. As I got better able to recognize when I was getting close to cumming I started slowing down earlier, this allowed me to not have to let go of my cock entirely, every  time. I still had to stop stroking completely but I could keep my hand wrapped around it sometimes. Doing this reduced the number of ruined orgasms because if I had pushed a little to far I could start stroking again and finish off with a good cum. The combination of getting better at edging and more good orgasms made masturbation much more pleasurable and I began to do it more often.
As a young adult I beat off fairly often, not the everyday, sometimes a few times a day of my teenage years but still several times a week at least. As I got better with the edging and the increase in the pleasure from masturbating I was soon jacking off daily again. As I got better and better with edging the length of my sessions grew longer and longer.
The next big milestone for me was the ability to slow down the stroking instead of totally stopping. As I started being able to slow down I was becoming addicted to how fucking awesome it feels!! I began thinking about masturbation throughout the day, soon if I wasn't jacking off, I was figuring out how I could go and masturbate. I was becoming a totally hand humping, fist fucking, stroker slut!!!

when I first started edging...

It was around 27 years ago and I don't know if it was called edging at that time, but if so I didn't know it had a name. I would masturbate to porn on vhs cassettes and as I got close to cumming I would slow down the stroking and when I got almost to the point of no return I would take my hands off my cock and let it sit for a few minutes till I wasn't about to cum. Then I would grab my cock and start stroking it again, and once again slow down and then take my hands off at the last second before I exploded. There were many a ruined orgasm as I took my hands off my cock and it still went over the edge, but I was no longer stroking it, i.e. a ruined orgasm.
I got better and better and after a few years I was able to just control things by slowing down the stroking, no more taking my hands completely off my cock at the last instant. I like this WAY better as I can stay right on the edge while I slowly stroke my cock. I have gotten so good that I can stay right on the edge for hours at a time without having to take my hands off my cock or backing to far from the edge.
If you are new to edging, keep at it, it is totally worth it. It took many years till I became a total edge junkie, hand humping, fuck-tard, now I don't know why I didn't always beat off constantly like I do know.
I'm edging right now and have been all night long and it is almost noon. I fucking can't ever get enough of the incredible feeling of being on the edge of orgasm for hours and hours!!!
I wish I could go back to when I very first started beating off and beat off as much as I do now throughout my life... Twenty years went by that I could have spent every waking moment either jacking off or planning to jack off....
No matter what I hope you enjoy, whatever the amount of time, masturbating!!! Keep on stroking!!!

Pics, with absolutely true captions...

I love jacking to porn!!!

It's been a non-stop, right on the edge, jack-off festival since I blew my last load almost three days ago!!!!

here is some of what I've been pounding my cock to:

My step sisters and their friends loved seeing me fuck my blow-up sex doll.

The girls were teasing me about being a loser and jacking off in front of them and they where talking about ways to humiliate me even more when Debbie told them that I have a blow-up sex doll and they made me fuck it right there in front of them. They cheered and laughed at me as I brought the doll out. I was so ashamed and humiliated as I slid my dick in the doll and began fucking it. The girls demanded a good show and wanted me to act like it was a real girl and it was the best fuck of my life. They were all laughing at me as I fucked that doll as hard as I could. It wasn't too long till I heard one of the girls commenting that she hadn't been fucked that good in a long time and that she was jealous of the doll. No matter how well I could fuck she made it clear that I would never get to fuck her or anyone close to as hot as she is. They took off their tops so they could tease me more with their bare tits, as they fondled and caressed their really awesome fucking tits. I began having real troubles holding back, all those amazing fucking titties, holy shit it was getting to be too much for me to handle. They could tell that I was struggling and the teased me even harder. Off and on the whole night some of them would have their phone out and be recording me however now all of them where getting video of me. They were laughing about what my cum face would be like, if would be the same as when I was a teenager or if it was different now. They all were mocking me and teasing and taunting me to cum for them, cum from fucking the shit out of a plastic blow-up sex doll, putting on a show for all of them to see what a loser jack-off I still am. One of them came over and stuffed my face between her perfect tits and that was all I could take. I pulled my dick out of the sex doll and jerked my cock as I came super fucking hard. All the ladies erupted in cheers and laughter at the sight of me shooting big loads of cum in front of all of them!!

There is much more to tell, I will begin writing the next post right away!!