Thursday, August 2, 2018

this is the sixth day I've been awake and jacking non stop day and night...

I so fucking high and pounding my fist up and down my cock so fucking hard and fast!! I love looking at pics of naked women while I hack off, fuck yes, seeing their tits and pussy and naked body, fuck yes!!! I know it's because I'm high but some of the girls in the picture seem to know I'm beating off to them, Not in a that's why they took the picture way, but like the know that me as a specific individual, is right now, at this moment, jacking off to their picture. Fuck yeah, they all know that I masturbate to their pics, that's why they had pics taken of themselves naked.
I'm a huge fucking loser, jacking off looking at images of naked women because I would just disappoint them if I had sex with them. I began edging shortly after I started masturbating as I disappointed myself by cumming to fast. I pay women not to have sex with me, I want them to keep their clothes on and watch me masturbate. I don't know how I could be more of a loser than I already am.
What a fucking pathetic loser I am... I fucking love it!!!

Sunday, June 24, 2018

More beer and drugs and masturbating before trying to go get some cash while it's still dark outside

 I drank another dozen beers and got high as a kite before I tried to go and get some cash before the sun comes up. I walked quickly to the atm and only had to hide from cars a couple of times. I got some more cash and headed home at a very brisk pace. As dawn approaches and more people leave for work I have to hide more often and for longer each time. I made it home as the sun was about to rise and plenty of light so anyone who looked could see me. After I got home I continued getting drunk and high and abusing the shit out of my cock.

Stroking for three days now!!!

 I fucking love beating off and watching porn!! I love looking at pictures of naked women. It almost seems like they know what a loser I am, that I can't get real pussy, and they love that I fuck my fist because of them. I think they know they make it hard not to explode and shoot cum everywhere, they flash that knowing smile and I can barely contain myself. Holy fuck they are hot,I am grateful they let a loser as big as me even look at them naked. They fucking love making me masturbate right on the edge, lookong at their tits, holy fuck I can barely stand what they are doing to me.
 I was so close to cumming I had to quick set up the camera and get into position to cum on my face. Luckily I was able to hold back. They so fucking know they are going to make me cum, that I'm barely able to hold back, they get a kick out of what their tits do to losers like me.

Walking to get cash at the atm turns into sitting in a park completely naked and beating off.

 I am almost to the atm when a car pulls up and a female voice asks me where I am going, I say to to atm and she says thats great and I should get out even more for her and she orders me to leave everything but my atm card with her. I do as instructed and take off my clothes and reach through the window to put them on the front seat of her car. I continue walking towards the atm and she turns on her high beams so anyone looking can see me walking naked with my hard cock bouncing up and down. I got to the atm and took out a bunch of money and started walking back towards the girl in the car with my clothes. As I got close to the car she started whistling then beeping the horn at me, of course with the high beams still on. She told me to put all the money on her front seat and then walk to a small park that was less than a mile away and she drove behind my with her high beams on the whole way. She got out of the car and we walked to a bench in the middle of the park and she told me to start jacking off. She teased and made fun of me for being such a loser, she laughed in my face and kept telling me to beat my meat harder. She got a kick out of when I would have to stop and take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming. She made me admit how much I was excited by and turned on from sitting there jacking off in front of her in the park. She asked me how much I thought this was worth and soon had me begging to pay her ever increasing amounts which quickly was up to the amount I had withdrawn from the atm. By the time we stopped talking about money we were up to double the amount I had originally withdrawn from the atm. She took out her cell phone and started recording video of me, the light on her phone did a pretty good job and I was super nervous about being seen and also turned on even more by how much more I was visible. She had me admit what a loser I am and that I don't deserve to be anywhere near a girl as hot as she is and how pathetic I am to pay her so fucking much money because I'm so fucking lame. This went on for about ten minutes but seemed like an hour. Then she told me to walk back to the atm to get the rest of her money, she followed me in her car with her high beams on, of course. After I got her money from the atm and gave it to her she said she was going to keep my clothes and throw them away for being such a lametard that I had no other clothes at all, not even at home. I walked home naked with her following most of the way and when she drove away she honked her horn and shouted out the widow that I am a fucking loser. When I got home I realized that I still didn't have any cash to pay any girls if they came by and also that I didn't have any clothes to wear to go get some money.

Friday, June 22, 2018

fucking fist and getting high

When I woke up this morning my hand immediately wrapped itself around my cock and started pounding up and down it hard and fast. It took about 5 min to reach the first edge of the day and I loaded my pipe and it only took a couple hits to get high as fuck. I sat on the floor in the middle of the room and slowly stroked my cock while I took more hits till I was super fucking spun. I am in love with being a solosexual fist fucker, there is nothing better than the feeling of my fist pumping up and down on my rock hard dick. The only exception to that is being watch while jacking off, of course!! About an hour later I moved to the computer and had pictures from tumblr being displayed for 2.2 seconds each on one screen and videos on the other screen. Whenever I got too close to edge and had to take my hand off my cock to keep from cumming I would get take some hits. The way my hand makes my cock feel is what I live for, it's so fucking amazing being on the edge of orgasm for hours. The orgasm keeps getting stronger and more difficult to not go over the edge. Over the next few hours there are a couple of times that I get so close to going over the edge that I immediately get in position so that if I cum it will be all over my face per the rules of the masturbation challenge/marathon I am participating in. Neither time did I actually cum but they were damn close, so close I don't know how or why I didn't. I fucking love the way looking at naked women make my cock throb as I stroke it real hard and fast. The energy of orgasm pulses out of my cock and through my whole body with each stroke. I get even higher as the intensity of the orgasm keeps building and I abuse my hard cock even harder. The program that I use to display the slide show of pic's says I've seen 14,376 of them when I decided to start drinking beer while getting higher and jacking off. After about a dozen beers in about an hour I am so fucked up I am having difficulties when I have go get another beer. I grabbed my blow-up sex doll and started fucking her in the missionary position. It should surprise no one that I quickly started disappointing her sexually with having to stop frequently to keep from cumming! I continued with my pathetically inadequate performance for about an hour and a half before I switched to my fleshlight. I am so close to cumming that it is not much fun fucking the fleshlight so I decide to go get some cash from the ATM so I can pay any girl that may stop by.

Sunday, May 20, 2018

What I've been jerking off to for the last couple of days....

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Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Lady in liquor store recognizes me as the guy her and her friends often watch masturbate.

I'm in the checkout line at the liquor store and a lady gets in line behind me and says I look familiar and asks if I'm from the neighborhood, how long I've lived around here, etc. In less than a minute she gets a big grin on her face and starts laughing as she says "OMG your him, your the guy, the guy we often watch masturbate!". I didn't know what to say, I had never seen her before in my life. She tells me how her friends condo has a balcony from which my living room can be seen, and that her friend regularly has a bunch of friends come over and they sit on the balcony and watch me jack off. She told me about seeing me fuck my blow-up doll and my fleshlight and of course my fist!! I admit that I constantly masturbate and always have the blinds open.
I got to the cashier and paid for the items lady behind me was getting as she told the female cashier about watching me with her friends. As I started walking down the sidewalk she said she would "see me real soon" and laughed as she got into her car....
It is really humiliating to meet a woman who has seen me fucking a blow-up sex doll.....
As I walked up to my place I looked around and sure enough there are several units in the building next door that can most likely see into my living room...

Third day of non stop beating off, all day, and all night!!!

I am so fucking high as I pound my fist up and down my cock!!! I've been edging for hours and my cock feels so fucking amazing!! This is what I am, I masturbate constantly, I look at naked women while I am jerking off but I would rather masturbate then have sex with a woman. I would only disappoint her and embarrass myself if I did have sex with a female. Instead of cumming in a just a few seconds I can masturbate for hours and hours. Looking at naked women, dreaming about being a real man and being able to fuck a woman good and hard! Dreaming about my hand being their pussy as I am fucking the shit out of them. Stroke stroke stroke so fucking close to the edge, feels so amazing, not premature ejaculating, just stroke stroke and stroke some more!
The feeling of my hand on my cock is so much better than any sex I've had with a woman, far better! I am constantly masturbating and I don't want to stop!! I love this, this is me, all I want to be, a total fist fucking slut!! oh fuck I love beating off, pretending I am fucking these naked women, dreaming I am a real man who gets laid without having to pay for it, imagining I'm a fucking stud, fucking these bitches!!!
Holy fuck I'm so high, I am so close to cumming, oh fuck yes!!! Totally abusing, absolutely punishing my cock!!!

Monday, May 14, 2018

10 month Masturbation Challenge!!

the rules are:
  • 10 month challenge
  • at least 4 days and nights of non stop stroking (as high, tweaked, fucked up as possible)
  • max 10 hrs sleep in between
I love it!!! 

I originally requested the possibility of having to wait till the end to cum or possibly cumming once a month. I now think that there should be no cumming till the end and if you do it must be on your face, if you accidentally go over the edge and it's not on your face then the next time you touch your dick you have to stroke till you cum (no edging) and cum on your face. If you do cum you must post pics or vid of cumming on your face... 

Thoughts???

Who's willing to join??? 

Original comment(s) are HERE

Sunday, April 1, 2018

Pounding my fist up and down my cock!!!

Fuck yes, I fucking love beating off all day and night!!!! I'm so fucking close to cumming so fucking hard!!!!

Sunday, March 18, 2018

I fuck my blow-up sexdoll pretending it is her when she is not here, she walked in and I came without permission!

It's her rule that I fuck me blow-up doll pretending it's her when she is not here. She finds it hilarious that as soon as she walks in I have problems holding back from cumming. This morning when she walked in and started laughing at me I couldn't stop it and I had an orgasm right in front of her without permission. She freaked out and humiliated me for cumming without permission I begged and pleaded for forgiveness but she said she was going to show me how a real man fucks. She said she was going to get some payback for all the women I disappointed by cumming to soon. But first she took off her belt and had me bend over and she went to town on my ass with that belt. Holy fuck it hurt and my cock was rock hard the whole time as I had to beg her for more. There was no way I could sit after she was done so I had to kneel in front of her while we got high and she had me begging for more punishment for being such a loser...

Lisa is almost always at my place and usually is masturbating with me!!

She has a couple of vibrating dildos she masturbates with. We get so fucking high and watch each other masturbating for hours! She constantly let's me know the only reason she has to fuck herself with the toys is because I can't satisfy a woman, especially one as hot she is. If I wasn't such a fucking huge loser I could be fucking the shit out of her all the time. It's rare when she let's me cum and when I do it has to be on my own face, of course. She gets a real kick out of watch me spray cum all over my face and humiliates me as I have to sit there with cum dripping of my face because I'm definitely not allowed to wash it off. 

Jenny has me bring her cash to her when she drives down my street..

In addition to her amount, she gets some every time one of the girls she brought over comes by. This works out to several hundred if not over a thousand a day. She calls when she is nearby and I have to take the cash out to her when she pulls up in front of my building. I have to be completely naked, of course. Thankfully she usually does this at night, sometimes sunrise/sunset and more than a couple times in the middle of the day.
She laughs at me for being such a fucking loser and humiliates me for the raging boner I always have!!

Friday, March 9, 2018

Another meth fueled multi day masturbation marathon!!!

masturbation and meth are made for each other, when I am high there is absolutely no keeping my hands off my rock hard cock!! I've been beating off since yesterday morning and I love every second of it!! My fist pounding hard and fast up and down my rock hard cock, keeping me right on the edge of orgasm! I am awe struck by the extreme pleasure pouring out of my cock, flowing through my entire being, making every cell in my body ring with building waves of orgasmic electricity!!! This is all I ever want to feel, I never want to be anything but a fucking chronic, constant, compulsive masturbaing loser!! I love this, it is me, I am proud to tell anyone who will listen what a fucking pathetic loser stroker slut I am!! I know my new neighbors can hear me grunting and groaning as I fuck the shit out of my fist, furiously pummeling my cock, right on the very edge!!! I am so fucking spun out, high as a fucking kite, pounding my fist up and down my cock!!! I can't believe how mind bendingly incredible this feels!! I am so addicted to beating off, my cock is always in my hand!!! Fuck yeah, another night I masturbated through and another day to keep going!! Holy shit, I damn near pushed too hard, I was so close to cumming accidentally. I had to take my hand completely off my cock and I still almost went over the edge!! My cock is throbbing and twitching all over the place!!
While  my cock is calming down I am going to get high as fuck!!! As I'm getting loaded my cock jumps right back into my hand and just a couple of strokes has me right back on the edge. I decided to fuck my fleshlight while I continued to get high!! Fuck yeah, I love fucking this thing!! I have been fucking my fleshlight while getting loaded all afternoon and half the night, it is midnight and I am so fucking spun fucking high!! My cock is slamming in and out of this fleshlight, fuck yeah it feels great, looking at pictures of naked women, fuck yeah!! I'm fucking the shit out of this fleshlight! I'm fantasizing that i'm fucking a real women, without the disappointment and humiliation, of course! I wish I could fuck pussy this good every time, but I'm a loser that fucks plastic pussy and I love every second of it!!! Why couldn't I been a normal guy that can satisfy a woman and that women want to have sex with instead of being a premature ejaculating loser. Looking at these tits is seriously making me even hornier, I'm getting so fucking about to go over the edge... I had to pull my dick out, I barely did it in time!! That was so close, my cock is twitching so hard!!!

Saturday, March 3, 2018

my fist was made for fucking

And that is all I like to do!!!! I LOVE fucking my fist, right now I'm fucking it hard and fast!!! It feels so fucking amazing to edge for hours!!! Looking at pics of naked women turns me on so fucking much!! Fucking the shit out of my fist dreaming about not being a loser and actually having women fuck me and not because I paid them! Fuck yeah it feels so insane on the edge!! I will never stop masturbating, it's all I do all day, every day!!! I love looking at women's tits, fuck yeah, they get me so hot!!! I am so close to cumming, I can't get enough of this feeling that pours out of my cock! I love being a solo-sexual, my fist getting insane levels of pleasure out of my cock! Working to get more and more of this crazy feeling from my cock!