Mary tells me what a pathetic loser she thinks I am.....

It was around 4am, I was fucking my Fleshlight in the back den/party room at Mary's house when she came and sat down next to me. She made me kneel on the floor about 10 feet in front of her. She told me that she has been a dom for around 40 years and that I am the most pathetic masturbation addict she has ever seen. She has known that I am a stroker slut since way back when I was in high school when her daughter Colleen would tell her all about how the girls used to "accidentally" show me their tits so they could catch me when I would go masturbate. Being a chronic compulsive masturbator my whole life doesn't make my current jack off obsession any less impressive. She told me that all men, especially ones like me, were only here to serve her and provide her with whatever she wanted. She doesn't care what I think or want or need and by controlling my orgasms she can get me to do anything. She wanted her granddaughter, Jennifer, to learn how easy it is to totally control a man through sexual domination. Her daughter Collen didn't care for that kind of stuff, but Jennifer really seems to like it and is doing well with learning how to truly make a man her bitch.
I was then allowed to express my gratitude for being able to serve them. I did what I thought was a good job and then I brought up that I was supposed to be allowed to cum once when I first became their bitch. She laughed so hard she almost fell off the couch, then she said that I must not have been listening to what she just said. She doesn't care about what I want or what I said or what I think was part of the deal, the deal is I will do what they say, when they say it. She said that I can forget about being able to cum, as long as I am not able to cum I will do anything, without hesitation, no matter how fucked up it may be.
She asked me how bad I wanted to cum and laughed as I did my best to try to talk her into letting me cum. She told me to beg, she made me shout loudly while I was begging to cum. I had to beg forgiveness for being a pathetic stroker slut who only lives to beat his meat. My shouting woke up Ashley, Jennifer and a couple of their friends who all came to see what was going on. I had to beg forgiveness for being turned on by and fantasizing about the smoking hot girls there watching me. I had to beg forgiveness for only wanting to jack off and not wanting to fuck them. Still Shouting I had to describe what and how I fantasized about each of the women there. All this while fucking my fleshlight, hard and fast, fantasizing about it being each one of their pussies. As I begged them to let me do whatever they wanted so I could cum they took turns teasing me with their smoking hot bodies, they had me promising to do everything they said, and more.
Mary laughed and reminded me that I wouldn't be cumming anytime soon, no matter what I said or did.. 

I almost got to cum, at least I thought I was going to get permission....

I was going out of my mind with the teasing that bordered on torture that Mary and Jennifer had been putting me through. It was the most intense teasing they had done so far. I really fell for it when they started talking about letting me come later on that night. They talked about how they thought I had earned it, that I deserved to finally have permission to explode. They had a bunch of friends over to party and they all talked about my getting to cum, and how they should make me do it. They teased me about finally getting to see my cum face and laughed about how fucking horny I was. After what seemed like forever Ashley and Mary stripped in front of me and teased me with their naked bodies. They said I should get ready to cum to their hot bodies, pressing my face between their tits, totally rubbing all over me, making me believe I was about to get to cum. They told me to lay so I would shoot my cum on my face, I was so fucking ready to explode. Then Mary walked in said I definitely did NOT have permission to cum, everyone started laughing at me. I was fucking crushed, and right on the edge of cumming. That was really cruel of them, I need to cum so fucking bad...

Two of the hottest girls I've ever met and all I want to do is masturbate!!

Ashley may be the hottest girl I've ever met and Jennifer is a close second. Even when I had my face buried between one of their perfect sets of tits, all I wanted to do was keep pounding on my cock!! I know exactly how to make my cock produce the most insanely intense feelings of pleasure. I'm real good at it and I practice getting better all day every day! Make no mistake their hot bodies turned me the fuck on, it just made me want to stroke harder and faster! Just thinking about Ashley's tits has me ready to explode again!!! Unfortunately I'm not allowed unless I get permissions from Mary or Jennifer...

Mary brings Jennifer over to show her how to really control a cock!

Jennifer told her grandmother Mary about the cum fest her and her friend put me through and Mary brought her back to show her the "right" way to control a cock.Mary has me get my knees in front of them and tells me how she wants me to masturbate. She then got me to admit how much I like Jen's friend Ashley, then made me describe in detail what I liked about her and how turned on I was by her and how much of a loser I felt like jerking off in front of her. Then she makes me pretend what it would be like fucking her, tells me to pound the shit out of my cock, ans describe in detail what I would be doing to her. She also tells me I am not allowed to cum without permission and that I definitely don't have permission. It doesn't take long till I am struggling to hold back and she reminds me that I don't have permission to cum.
Then she wants me to do the same with Jennifer as the subject. I do as I'm told and it's not long till I am really struggling not to cum. Mary tells Jen to take off her top and play with her tits. I am so close I have take my hand off my cock or I will cum. Mary yells at me for being such a loser and tells me if I do that again I will be severely punished. I tried to tell her I was going to cum if I hadn't let my dick go and I was laughed at, she said that wasn't her problem.
Soon I'm losing my mind, I can't cum and if I keep stroking I'm going to cum in the near future. I begin to beg for permission to cum. Mary insists that I shout while I beg so anyone walking by can easily hear my pathetic pleadings. She asks what is in it for her and Jennifer, what do they get if I am allowed to cum. She knows I will do anything at this point and she takes full advantage of the situation.
To make it even more difficult for me she has Jen come over and stick my face between her fucking amazing tits. Seeing her get up and begin coming towards me almost instantly pushed me over the edge!! Then she buried my face between those tits and I really don't know how I didn't cum, I had my face between the best tits I've ever seen and I somehow manage to not cum. But it has pushed me much closer and I know I'm going to blow any minute.
We negotiate a large cash payment, more than I can get from the ATM, I will have to go in to the bank to get the money and unfortunate;y for me it was Saturday night so it would be a another whole day till I could get their money. For the next month I will be their taxi service taking them anywhere at anytime, I will be completely naked and beating off the whole time, of course. I will also be naked servant and nude chore chore whore for the next month for the both of them. I will remain under their control and will not cum unless given permission.
For this I will be allowed to cum, but not until the I give them the money, then it will up to them to at some time in the near future give me permission to cum. It's not relief now but it will hopefully not be too long...
Mary explained to Jennifer how controlling and denying a man's orgasm is how you get a man to give her any and everything she may want.

Orgasm marathon as Jennifer and Ashley make me cum a couple times an hour non-stop since yesterday afternoon...

They said the faces I made when I came were fucking hilarious and made me show it to them every half hour since yesterday afternoon!! All night they laughed and teased me, sending pictures and video of me cumming to their friends. I'm fucking wore out from all the orgasms I've had in the last 24 hours. It was only a minute or two after each orgasm till I was stroking again, and probably around five minutes till I was edging again!!
The two of them teased me with their incredible bodies, I was so fucking turned on by them. They both have amazing tits and kept putting my face in between them!! It was pure heaven, a loser like me would NEVER have a chance with either of them but they seemed to enjoy teasing and humiliating me all night. They did drink a pretty good amount of the alcohol I had here and of course I gave them some cash. They made me go to the atm in the middle of the night, they made me go completely naked and I had to keep my fist pumping up and down my cock the whole time. I was super nervous but i'm such a pathetic stroker slut I would do anything they want me to, and they know it...
I'm going to jerk off the rest of the day thinking about that perfect fucking body that Ashley was flaunting and those tits she fondled right in front of me. I will be dreaming about her for quite a while, I'm sure of it!!

Jennifers friend is the hottest girl I ever met!!!!

Just fucking stunning doesn't come close to conveying hot drop dead gorgeous Ashley is. They walked in as I was sitting on the couch pounding my fist up and down my cock. I looked up and first saw Jen then Ashley stood next to her. Jen sad something like "See, I told you!!" and both of them started laughing at me. I almost came when I saw Ashley and Jen saw my reaction and began mercilessly teasing and humiliating me for it. I was in awe of her beauty and Jen made me admit it. I had to describe in detail how hot I think she is and how turned on sexually I am by her.
They both had on super small shorts and bikini tops that barely held their tits. I not only had to slow my stroking way down but I had to keep taking my had off it entirely to keep from exploding. Jen thought this was so fucking funny and made me tell them everything about Ashley that I found so arousing that I could barely touch my cock. This went on for what seemed like forever but was really only a little more than an hour.
Jennifer decided it was time for me to show Ashley that I will cum on my face when I am told to. I started begging her to not make me do it. Ashley is so fucking hot and the thought of having to do something so completely humiliating right in front someone so beautiful was killing me. I could feel my face was red, I was so ashamed, not just because of how much I was about to humiliate myself, but also because I was sitting in front of them naked with my dick in my hand begging and pleading for her to change her mind. She laughed in my face for being such a fucking pathetic hand humping jerk off slut that I would do what ever she told me.
They both took out their phones and started recording as I assumed the position. Jen ordered my to grunt and groan loudly, and to say I was their little bitch over and over as I came. It didn't take long and I came so fucking hard, I shot load after load onto face. When I stood up it was dripping off of my face and hair.
They got suck a kick out of what they saw that Jen decided I would be cumming for them every half hour for the rest of the night.

some jerk material..

I agree

I promise I won't!!!

I already am!!

I couldn't agree more!!

Yes, Yes I am!!

I do!!!

Absolutely loving life as I masturbate non-stop morning till night!!

I fucking love my life!!! I am able to masturbate just about every waking moment!! The amazing pleasure that comes from masturbation is what I live for, I have dedicated my whole existence to it!! My hand is sliding up and down the shaft of my rock hard cock, going just fast enough to stay right on the edge for the last couple hours. I can't begin to accurately express how great it feels and how much I fucking love it!! I'm getting real good at staying right on the very edge, less than a half a stroke away from cumming. Slowing just barely enough to keep from going to far, very rarely having to completely stop stroking to cool down. It's been at least two hours since I had to stop to cool down, since then I've been as close as less than half a stroke from cumming and no more than a whole stroke. What I mean by that is if I just went ahead and gave my dick a quick half stroke I would explode and shoot cum everywhere.

I like watching porn!! Seeing a nice set of tits bouncing around makes me so horny!! I used to wish I was a porn star fucking all kinds of hot women, but I love jacking off so much more!! I am proud to be a solosexual and a total and complete masturbation addict!! I readily admit that my preferred sexual encounter is with my hand!! I only want to keep stroking my cock!!

I FUCKING LOVE MASTURBATING!! I hope y'all do too!!! How great this feels is fucking insane!!! Today it has been just me here alone beating off, enjoying the pure pleasure without anyone else around. I love every second that my hand is on my dick!!

 

Embracing that my life is totally and completely dedicated to masturbation!!

I spend by far the vast majority of my time masturbating! It is fairly rare when I have to stop, and then I am in a hurry to start beating off again. If I need both hands for something I will get out the Fleshlight and fuck it while I complete that task. I usually am jacking off till fall asleep from exhaustion and then as soon as I wake up I am beating my meat again. I don't ever deny or even hide that I am a permanent, dedicated, full time, solo sexual, compulsive, chronic, and constant masturbation junkie.
I sometimes go days and weeks without cumming and sometimes I cum many times a day. I have many styles and positions that I switch off using. I never get bored or wish I was doing something else, on the contrary I love it more every day!!
I fucking love edging and probably am doing it most of the time, but I also just like the feeling of my hand going up and down my rock hard cock. I like masturbating more than fucking women and am totally ok with it. I am in awe of how it just keeps feeling better and better!! I don't know why I wasn't always this way, I feel like I wasted a large portion of my life by not dedicating my life to masturbation right away when I first started jacking off. At least 20 years that I wasn't constantly jacking off, what the fuck was wrong with me?? I love that I did figure it all out and have found my life's calling. I hopefully still have many years of non-stop masturbation to enjoy!!
I hope every who reads this blog enjoys masturbating, no matter how much they do it!! I think the world would be a much better place if everyone masturbated more!!

Jennifer knows I will do anything she tells me to, and regularly abuses me for entertainment and profit!

At first she was just making me give her money so she could go drink with her friends, she would tease me a bit, flash a little tit and then laugh as she walked out the door. Then she would bring over guys to fuck right in front of me, laughing at me as I jacked off, making fun of me because I am such a pathetic jerk off I don't even want to fuck real girls anymore. Then she started having her girl friends come to my place to drink and laugh at what a fucking jerk off loser i am. I had to serve them drinks and what ever else they wanted without stopping jacking off, of course!! They like to tell me strange and difficult positions they want see me in while I jack off in front of them. They will take off their tops and play with their incredible tits right in front of me and make me admit that I am such a loser and make me beg for forgiveness for being such a lame ass, and beg to see more even though I don't deserve it. Sometime they make me give them money to keep teasing he fuck out of me.
There is much more to tell in future posts....

Mary stopped by after work.

Colleens mother Mary came by after work and walked in on me fucking my Fleshlight hard, and about to cum!!! She wanted to let me know how much she liked the previous show I had put on for the three of them and wanted to see some more. She told me that she was very much into the lifestyle of being a dominant female and that I was going to be one of her bitches. Much more about this to be written soon!!

Colleen came by at lunch...

Not long after her daughter left colleen walked in as I was fucking my fist. She wanted to tell me how much they all enjoyed watching me and how pathetic they all thought I was. She took her top and bra off and fondled her almost perfect tits for me. She teased me for almost an hour before she put her clothes back on and left. She made sure I knew she would be back....

Jennifer comes back the next morning..

It was around 9:00am when she walked in on me fucking my blow-up sex doll while pretending it was her, I was moaning and groaning her name right when she caught me. I was embarrassed as hell and she had a great time making me feel like a loser. She was not only ditching school but knew she could get a loser like me to give her some money to go out drinking that night. She watched me fuck that doll for about an hour before she left. She teased the fuck out of me with her awesome tits and perfect young ass and made it clear she would be back and I would do whatever she wanted me too...

When she came back she brought her mom and daughter so they could all laugh at my being addicted to masturbation!!

Colleen had a great time with the other friends of my sisters watching me humiliate myself in front of them fucking my sex doll and my Fleshlight. Back when we were teens she was one of the hottest of all of my sisters friends and one of the meanest. She teased me mercilessly then made fun of me for being a loser jack off artist. The three of them walked in as I was pounding my fist up and down my cock, they all burst out laughing. I looked up and they all had bikini tops on and super small boy shorts, holy fuck they are all smoking fucking hot standing there laughing at me jacking off. Colleen told me they were there for a show, they wanted to see what a fucking total jerk off I am. I was staring at there fucking awesome tits, barely held back by their bikini tops and Colleen told me that if I was going to fantasize about them they wanted to here the details and also I should be moaning and groaning.... I admitted how much I liked their tits and they laughed and started to fondle their breasts. Colleens daughter came over and stuck my face between her perfect tits and I almost came instantly! They thought that was fucking hilarious and kept teasing me with their tits, making me describe what I like about them, and how much I like them, and how much they turn me on. 
Colleen's daughter (Jennifer) was the meanest of them, she made me admit that I would rather masturbate than actually fuck one of them, she also made me get out my blow up sex doll so they could watch me humiliate myself by fucking it in front of them.
All of them had their phones out and took pictures and/or video of me from time to time and I'm sure they sent them to their friends to laugh at. When I brought out my blow-up sex doll Jennifer pulled out a camcorder and recorded me the whole time I fucked that doll. She made me take turns pretending it was each of them I was fucking. The one I was pretending to fuck, I had to look her in the eye while I was fucking the doll, moaning and groaning, just like it was real. it was super humiliating but they really got a kick out of it. They teased me with their bodies, taking off their clothes and caressing their bodies as I pretended to fuck them.
Colleen got me to admit my true nature as a constant masturbator and that I have dedicated my life to my masturbation project. I told them how much I am addicted to pornography and that I jack off from morning to night, every waking minute. I admitted that I like to fuck my hand more than real pussy, which they thought was fucking hilarious!!!
It was Mary, Colleens mother that wanted me to cum on my own face. After I was done they made sure I knew how much of a pathetic loser I have become. They also made it clear they would be back...

Edging over the years....

At first I would jerk fast till I was pretty close to the edge then slow down a little and when I got to the edge I took my hands off my cock, as it twitched and bobbed. As I got better able to recognize when I was getting close to cumming I started slowing down earlier, this allowed me to not have to let go of my cock entirely, every  time. I still had to stop stroking completely but I could keep my hand wrapped around it sometimes. Doing this reduced the number of ruined orgasms because if I had pushed a little to far I could start stroking again and finish off with a good cum. The combination of getting better at edging and more good orgasms made masturbation much more pleasurable and I began to do it more often.
As a young adult I beat off fairly often, not the everyday, sometimes a few times a day of my teenage years but still several times a week at least. As I got better with the edging and the increase in the pleasure from masturbating I was soon jacking off daily again. As I got better and better with edging the length of my sessions grew longer and longer.
The next big milestone for me was the ability to slow down the stroking instead of totally stopping. As I started being able to slow down I was becoming addicted to how fucking awesome it feels!! I began thinking about masturbation throughout the day, soon if I wasn't jacking off, I was figuring out how I could go and masturbate. I was becoming a totally hand humping, fist fucking, stroker slut!!!