Edging over the years....

At first I would jerk fast till I was pretty close to the edge then slow down a little and when I got to the edge I took my hands off my cock, as it twitched and bobbed. As I got better able to recognize when I was getting close to cumming I started slowing down earlier, this allowed me to not have to let go of my cock entirely, every  time. I still had to stop stroking completely but I could keep my hand wrapped around it sometimes. Doing this reduced the number of ruined orgasms because if I had pushed a little to far I could start stroking again and finish off with a good cum. The combination of getting better at edging and more good orgasms made masturbation much more pleasurable and I began to do it more often.
As a young adult I beat off fairly often, not the everyday, sometimes a few times a day of my teenage years but still several times a week at least. As I got better with the edging and the increase in the pleasure from masturbating I was soon jacking off daily again. As I got better and better with edging the length of my sessions grew longer and longer.
The next big milestone for me was the ability to slow down the stroking instead of totally stopping. As I started being able to slow down I was becoming addicted to how fucking awesome it feels!! I began thinking about masturbation throughout the day, soon if I wasn't jacking off, I was figuring out how I could go and masturbate. I was becoming a totally hand humping, fist fucking, stroker slut!!!

when I first started edging...

It was around 27 years ago and I don't know if it was called edging at that time, but if so I didn't know it had a name. I would masturbate to porn on vhs cassettes and as I got close to cumming I would slow down the stroking and when I got almost to the point of no return I would take my hands off my cock and let it sit for a few minutes till I wasn't about to cum. Then I would grab my cock and start stroking it again, and once again slow down and then take my hands off at the last second before I exploded. There were many a ruined orgasm as I took my hands off my cock and it still went over the edge, but I was no longer stroking it, i.e. a ruined orgasm.
I got better and better and after a few years I was able to just control things by slowing down the stroking, no more taking my hands completely off my cock at the last instant. I like this WAY better as I can stay right on the edge while I slowly stroke my cock. I have gotten so good that I can stay right on the edge for hours at a time without having to take my hands off my cock or backing to far from the edge.
If you are new to edging, keep at it, it is totally worth it. It took many years till I became a total edge junkie, hand humping, fuck-tard, now I don't know why I didn't always beat off constantly like I do know.
I'm edging right now and have been all night long and it is almost noon. I fucking can't ever get enough of the incredible feeling of being on the edge of orgasm for hours and hours!!!
I wish I could go back to when I very first started beating off and beat off as much as I do now throughout my life... Twenty years went by that I could have spent every waking moment either jacking off or planning to jack off....
No matter what I hope you enjoy, whatever the amount of time, masturbating!!! Keep on stroking!!!

Pics, with absolutely true captions...

I love jacking to porn!!!

It's been a non-stop, right on the edge, jack-off festival since I blew my last load almost three days ago!!!!

here is some of what I've been pounding my cock to:

My step sisters and their friends loved seeing me fuck my blow-up sex doll.

The girls were teasing me about being a loser and jacking off in front of them and they where talking about ways to humiliate me even more when Debbie told them that I have a blow-up sex doll and they made me fuck it right there in front of them. They cheered and laughed at me as I brought the doll out. I was so ashamed and humiliated as I slid my dick in the doll and began fucking it. The girls demanded a good show and wanted me to act like it was a real girl and it was the best fuck of my life. They were all laughing at me as I fucked that doll as hard as I could. It wasn't too long till I heard one of the girls commenting that she hadn't been fucked that good in a long time and that she was jealous of the doll. No matter how well I could fuck she made it clear that I would never get to fuck her or anyone close to as hot as she is. They took off their tops so they could tease me more with their bare tits, as they fondled and caressed their really awesome fucking tits. I began having real troubles holding back, all those amazing fucking titties, holy shit it was getting to be too much for me to handle. They could tell that I was struggling and the teased me even harder. Off and on the whole night some of them would have their phone out and be recording me however now all of them where getting video of me. They were laughing about what my cum face would be like, if would be the same as when I was a teenager or if it was different now. They all were mocking me and teasing and taunting me to cum for them, cum from fucking the shit out of a plastic blow-up sex doll, putting on a show for all of them to see what a loser jack-off I still am. One of them came over and stuffed my face between her perfect tits and that was all I could take. I pulled my dick out of the sex doll and jerked my cock as I came super fucking hard. All the ladies erupted in cheers and laughter at the sight of me shooting big loads of cum in front of all of them!!

There is much more to tell, I will begin writing the next post right away!!

Both step sisters, and some of their friends from high school, come back to make me masturbate in front of them!

Michelle called some of her friends that knew me back in high school and told them all about the masturbation show I performed for her and they all wanted to see for themselves what a stroker slut I am. Of course I had to provide everyone's beverages for the evening, Michelle made me give her $600 for all the alcohol. I thought she was trying to get some money to put in her pocket but she came back with a huge selection of booze and I didn't stop to think what that meant. It meant that she was planning on a lot of her friends showing up and each drinking a whole lot!!

I stood in front of the women and pounded my fist up and down my cock as they laughed and teased and humiliated me. These were the hottest girls in school and they were still fucking smoking hot. Every one of them used to tease me when they would come over to our house and now I'm standing in front of them completely naked and jacking off. Showing them what a chronic masturbator I've become, even more than in high school, and that's impressive considering how much I beat off back then! They had a great time making me admit all the shameful and humiliating details of who I thought about most when I masturbated and what parts of their body's I fantasized about and how many times a day I would beat off dreaming about fucking them!!

Most of the girls had seen me jack off as a teen, although I didn't know about it till just a few years ago. Some had caught me beating my meat, usually after showing some flesh "accidentally" or some times just to tease me. They knew I was going to masturbate to them so they would wait a couple minutes then just walk right in wherever I had gone to pull on my pecker. I was so dumb that I didn't know they knew exactly what I was going to do, I just thought I had bad luck and they randomly needed something from wherever I was pounding on my cock. They laughed about how they used to wait till I was walking by to take off their tops, again I thought I was just randomly getting to see their tits as I walked down the hallway. They told me that every female at that high school knew about my constant masturbation, told me how they loved to brag to anyone who would listen about how they would get me to jack off all the time.

There is lots more to tell about the rest of the night, I get to work on another blog post right away!!!

Oldest step sister is in town and I am forced to masturbate in front of two of my step sisters!!!

I was fucking my fleshlight when in walked my step sister Debbie and my oldest step sister Michelle. I haven't seen Michelle for about twenty years, not much has changed, she is still fucking gorgeous and I'm still a fucking pathetic stroker slut. Michele immediately started laughing at me, saying she always knew I was never going to stop being a chronic masturbator. Debbie was the nicest to me of all my step step sisters and Michelle was probably the meanest and cruelest, she seemed to enjoy making my life miserable. She quickly pulled out her cell phone and took some pictures which she sent to her friends and then started calling her old friends from when we were teens to tell them what she was watching me do. She described in detail how I was masturbating for their entertainment, making it sound as humiliating as possible, of course.

I had been masturbating in front of them for almost two hours when they wanted me to cum for them, Michelle said she wanted to see if my "cum face" (the face I make when I am cumming) is just as hilarious as it was when I was younger. Both of them were using their phones to record video of me cumming. I came super hard and cum shot all over me, drenching me with every stroke. My step sisters made sure I knew what a loser they thought I was. They also said they would be back the next day with some friends who want to see what a complete jerk-off addict I am..

I am a fist fucking stroker slut!!

I'm doing nothing but jacking my rock hard cock all fucking day!! I'm not doing anything else but abuse my dick till I fall asleep from exhaustion!!! I have been really loving the porn today, seeing girls getting fucked hard is making me super fucking horny!!! My fist is fucking hammering up and down my hard cock!!!
I fucking love jerking to porn!! Here is some of what I am jerking to today:

Have fun jacking off!!

Do you fucking love to be laughed at, teased, and humiliated for being a total masturbation addict??

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Stroking, stroking, more stroking, then stroke some more!!

I am in the middle of the second straight day of round the clock edging!! I love masturbation!!! I hope you all are having as much fun as I am!!! Here is some of what I've been pounding my cock to today:

When masturbation becomes a religious event, taking it to the next level with extreme edging!!!

After riding closer to edge than I thought possible for several hours, non-stop, I felt like I was pure pleasure. I felt like I was pure energy, pleasure, my body had transformed into something I can't accurately describe. I had no sense of time or place, I was pure energy, a ball of electric orgasm floating weightless. I was the energy of orgasm, pure, total, absolute, blissful, powerful, the total of every orgasm I've ever had all at once, all together, right here, right now. I cannot find the proper words to express how incredible it was. This lasted for a couple of hours and at the end I shot cum so hard I thought I might turn inside out!!!

I now know that I am doing the right thing, that dedicating my life to masturbation is the only way to be!!! I hope to help others find the way to true pleasure, this is my life, this is my mission!!!

Getting professional help...

I decided months ago that I needed to find competent professional help for my absolutely out of control masturbation lifestyle. I had to do some searching before I found the right person but she was worth the effort and the money it costs is well spent. She is more than just a femdom, she really pushes me into new humiliating situations making sure I know what a fucking lucky jerk off slut I am to be used and controlled by her!!! I can't wait till the next session with her, she always has something special planned!!!

Last time she made me go up to random women in random bars and stores and admit to them what a stroker slut I am try to get them to watch me beat off! Out of the probably 30 of so women I talked to I got 4 of them to let me put on a show for them!!

If you think you are out of control I highly recommend seeking some help!!

Fucking my Fleshlight all day!!

I have been pounding the shit out of my FleshLight since I woke up this morning!! I fucking love this thing, it feels so fucking great, like fucking a real pussy!!! I've got it wedged in between the couch and the cushions and I'm on my knees in front of the couch fucking it like it was a real woman sitting on the couch!!!
It is easy to watch porn and fantasize about fucking, it feels so fucking real on my cock!!!
Here is some of what I'm dreaming about fucking:

I really like this next one!!!

I'd fuck this next girl so fucking hard!!

I can't stop looking at this one!!

I've been pretending to fuck this last one for at least an hour now!!

Hope you enjoy them as much as I am!!!

 

Pounding my fist up and down my fuck stick!!

I'm in the middle of another multi-day stroke-a-thon!! I've been beating the shit out of my cock, non stop, since yesterday morning!! Fuck Yeah it's feels so good riding on the edge, half a stroke away from blowing, for hours and hours!!! Looking at porn and beating off so fucking hard I can hardly think or see straight!!

I fucking love porn!! looking at naked chicks makes my cock so fucking hard!!! Paulo left a comment telling me to edge more and cum less, so I will be doing as instructed, like a good stroker slut slave!! I plan on jerking all tonight and tomorrow!! On the edge for as much of that time as possible!! I will see how long I can go before I cum again, maybe a week or three???..

Here is some stuff to stroke to!!

Enjoy!!!