Thursday, May 28, 2009

At home fucking my hand

Back home, naked, big hard cock being pounded, it's going to be a great day!! I am already edging and have been for at least 30min. Shit, this orgasm keeps building, I am fucking electrified from head to toe. The force of this orgasm is unbelievable and getting stronger with each stroke. I can't imagine how there could be any better pleasure than what I am surrounded by right now. Edging more and more, staying mid orgasm for as long as possible.

Still going...

I have been at it all night... I have to get ready for work... I think I am not going to cum this morning, perhaps tonight.....

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

This is a fucking intense orgasm building up

Oh yeah this is a big one!! I'm in my fifth session since I last came, and this is the third 8+ hour session. I have been on the edge for several hours now and am loving it. Every aspect of this one is phenomenal, the edge I keep pushing without going over, the way my whole body shakes from the energy pumping out of my cock, how my cock is throbbing and dancing around as my well lubed hand pounds mercilessly up and down on it.
This is way I would like to always be, this is what I fucking love. The way every cell of my being is stimulated by and is part of the all consuming experience I am having. Fuck yeah, I am so fucking floating mid orgasm!!

thinking about live webcam of my place for the blog

I am trying to figure out how to have a live, full time web cam that can be watched from my blog. Then anyone could watch me when I am sitting here beating off, which is pretty much all the time. Then anyone would be able see how I am constantly beating off, I shouldn't be able to sit and hide it.
Does anyone know of a blog widget or some other way to set this up??

Hotel room adventures

One of the girls that I used to be a regular with around a year ago calls and says she has a new client and he is a sub and to humiliate him I am going to watch her fuck him with her strap-on as I sit there naked and masturbate. She takes me to a motel and tells me sit and keep beating off and she will be back. About five minutes later I she is waving for me to go into a room at the end of the building, I look around, coast is clear, I get out of her suv and walk quickly to the room, my hard cock standing straight up for all the world to see. She tells me to sit in chair and she says I am not beating off fast enough and I am to stroke faster. She makes a bunch of phone calls and schedules several clients for that afternoon. She opens the door and lets in the sub I am to watch her fuck with her strap-on. She has him naked and begging for mercy when she tells him about me watching, he starts to whimper and she grabs him by the top of his head and shoves her strap-on into his mouth. Every time she pulled her dick out of his mouth he pleaded and begged her to not do this to him, she laughed at his cries and told him to stop being such a bitch or she would have me fuck him instead.
She thoroughly humiliated him, fucking him hard, making him beg for more. Making him tell me what a sissy slut he was as she drilling him. When she was done she tossed him and his clothes out the front door...
The motel was built on a hill so the first (and only) floor on one side was the third floor on the other. She made me go sit on the balcony while she took care of some customers, I was terrified as I sat out there jerking off. I had no problems until right before she opened the sliding glass door to let me back in. A girl a few rooms down came out onto her balcony and when she looked around and saw me she asked what I was doing, even though she could see all of me with no problem. I didn't know what to say and started stammering trying to find anything to say. That's when Shannon opened the sliding glass door. She came out and told the neighbor that she made me sit out there and beat off, she then told me to go inside while she sat outside talking to the neighbor for a while longer.
She came in and took a shower and teased me with her incredible body while she put on her makeup and got ready to go to a party. She answered a call and she was talking about the party she was going to, and she looked at me and told the other person she could drop off a circus level masturbating freak for entertainment. I'll tell more in another post...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Another clip of friend watching me masturbate!!

video

I wasn't always a Chronic Masturbator

But I am now!!!! I beat off probably of couple times a week for most of my life, then about five years ago in the span of around a month I went from a couple times a week to several times a day. I don't know what changed or what might have triggered this but I can't get enough of beating off. From the moment I wake up and grab my cock till I fall asleep while still stroking it, all I want to do is masturbate. I don't know if anybody will understand how the only thing I want to do is masturbate, I spend most of my waking hours in a state of pure pleasure, mid orgasm, right on the edge. I absolutely love it and hope I don't ever slow down.
I probably cum with the same frequency I used to, I just spend 12-18 hours a day stroking my cock, I don't cum every time I beat off, cumming isn't really why I masturbate. Like right now, I feel like I am floating, mid way into an orgasm, and every pump of my hand sends stronger wave out of my cock and across my body. I can keep it like this for hours, I spend most of my waking hours mid orgasm, it is the most intense, incredible thing i have felt, ever. I am fine with my totally freakish constant masturbation, I don't want to change. I also am not trying to tell anyone to masturbate more, everyone has their own amount they like.

Feel to voice your opinion in the comments!!

She really likes to fuck!!

She opened the door and by the time she got to the couch she was naked, she put a condom on me, turned around and started riding me. Sherri has a smoking hot body and a great pair of tits. I fucked her every which way but loose!! When she had enough she got on her knees in front of me and told me to cum on her face, I came right then, all over her face, chest, and hair, then she stood up, got dressed, thanked me and left..

One time her mom walked in right as I shot cum all over her face!!

Her husband was gone for a week on business and she wanted me to stay at her place so she could serviced more. She picked me up completely naked and that was how i stayed the whole time. I think it was the second day, it was in the morning, and I had fucked her real good. We were in the hallway right by the front door, she was kneeling in front of me rubbing her tits together and telling me to cum on her. Just as I started to cum the front door opened and her mom walked in, just in time to see me spray cum all over her face and tits. Sherri jumped up and ran upstairs to get dressed, I had nowhere to go and no clothes to put on.. Sherri came right back down putting on clothes as she did, she grabbed her mom and led her outside. I could hear them talking and her poor mother just couldn't seem to understand what she just saw.
I'll tell more later, I hear her pulling up...

Older FuckBuddy called from bar and says she's drunk, coming over, and wants to fuck

She comes by at least once a week to be serviced by a large dick. It is a weird situation, she has been married for 20 years and was about to get divorced when she came by with a friend to watch and loved how big my cock is and pretty soon we were fucking.. Now her marriage is going great and they have never been happier. She says she really loves him but not only is his dick real small, but he doesn't know how to use it. She swears I am the only person besides her husband she has fucked since she got married. I have some crazy stories about fucking her....

FleshLight wedged in couch & I am fucking it stroke for stroke with the porn I have on!!

I LOVE doing this, fucking my FleshLight just like the girls on the porn are getting pounded!!

I have masturbated in front of quite a few people but only one have I used my FleshLight while they watched. For some reason I feel humiliated and ashamed if I admit that I fuck a FleshLight. The girl who watched me fucking my FleshLight walked in as I was fucking it, I tried to put it away but she insisted I let her watch me fuck it! This was someone that watched me masturbate quite often and I still felt humiliated and ashamed!!
Perhaps I should be using it the next few times anyone stops by. I will have think about it..

Great CFNM video

Friday, May 22, 2009

New FleshLight

Today I got a new FleshLight, my old one was worn out, I had it for about four years and during that time I fucked it pretty much every day for at least a couple of hours. My large cock fucking it that often, I'm suprised it lasted that long.. New one feels great, nice and tight!! I really like using my hand to move the FleshLight, but I also really enjoy putting the FlashLight somewhere where I can pretend that I'm fucking it..
I've been at it for a few hours now and will probably keep fucking it all night long. No control issues so far and the feeling is fucking incredible!! Even with the orgasm i'm edging against being real fucking strong I'm enjoying great control today and am not having any real problems!!!

I get so turned on writing these posts!!

Writing the posts gets me so turned on it is difficult to control! I have a couple of ideas about why, but I am not entirely sure. I think part of it is the admitting to the world the details of what is usually a very private activity. Some of it is knowing that everybody may read it, but not knowing who actually is reading these posts. I am able to write about details that i would probably be humiliated or ashamed to tell somebody in person. Shit, I am so fucking on the edge!! My legs are starting to shake, this orgasm is really intense and it is ripping through my body. The girl in porn I have on has almost perfect tits! I am mezmorized by the way they are bouncing up and down as she is getting fucked. Switching hands feels nice but I like turning my hand around so my thumb and forefinger are closest to my body. Oh yeah.. this is a real strong orgasm building up!! I am stroking real slow as I try not to cum. My cock is a little bigger than average both in length and girth and it is a great feeling to slowly stroke up and down the whole thing, right on the edge on the edge of orgasm, pure pleasure flowing over me. I'm going to end this post so I can fully enjoy this for a bit!!

I love jerking off all day!!

It is a great day when I get to beat off all day long!! I turned off the porn a little while ago and have been really enjoying the feeling of my hand going up and down my rock hard cock. Not edging, just the feeling of my hand stroking my dick. I LOVE IT!! I am going to put some porn on in a minute as i am about to edge.

Webtease site

Found a great site with scripted masturbation webteases, here is the link: http://www.milovana.com/webteases/

I found MANY teases that I like so far...

Love to be watched while I masturbate!!

I think the only thing I like more than masturbating is having people watch me masturbate!! I just had a visit from my friend Tracy, she was here for a little more than two hours. I fucking love beating off in front of people!!
I live in Southern California (Long Beach) and if anyone would let me get naked and masturbate for them I will be there right away!! I will drive to pretty much anywhere in So Cal.. I would also love to be your nude servant/house boy and/or do chores/yardwork completely naked.
If any of this interests you please let me know!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Out of work early to jerk off...

Had to leave early or I would have probably started beating my meat right there in my office... I was naked by the time I closed the front door, and pounding on my rock hard cock by the time I sat at my computer....
I will probably work on some more videos of women watching me masturbate tonight....

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

part of an older video of Tracy watching me masturbate

I'll post more after work....


video

It feels so good that if I don't cum I will never get my dick out of my hand!!

It feels so incredible that there is no fucking way I could stop stroking my cock without cumming!! I started thinking about calling in sick because no way am going to do something that ends this jerk off session except for cumming!!! Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, I am so right fucking there on the edge of orgasm!!!
It's not going to take much for me, oh shit, to step, fuck yeah, over that edge, oh yes, oooohh, this is a real strong one, it's right here, fuck, fuck, i'm cumming, oh shit yeah, i'm cumming!!!


Fuck that was a good one, I have to clean cum from my monitors, my keyboard, the wall, and everything in between!!!

I've always loved being completely naked!

There is something I really like about being totally nude. Way back when I was first starting to masturbate I loved having no clothes on, I remember how much I loved being naked outdoors. I used to go out to the woods and the hay fields near my house and walk around naked, stroking my cock as I walked feeling the warm sun on my body. At night I would hide my clothes in the bushes next to the elementary school by my house, I walked naked across the playground in the back and would climb on the monkey bars and other toys that were there, I loved to sit on top of the monkey bars completely naked and jerk off. There were houses all around the back of the school so I could only do that at night. I would sometimes ride my bike a few miles out to where the farm houses were far apart and I didn't have much traffic to worry about. I would hide my bike and my clothes and walk naked up and down the streets with my rock hard cock in my hand. I remember diving behind trees or bushes, almost getting caught a couple of times. At night I also used to go out onto the roof of my house and lay back and jerk off watching the traffic on the main street about half a block away. When cars would turn on my street their headlights would sweep across the front of our house, I was always afraid someone would see me on the roof, but no one that I know of ever did. I did that kind of stuff for a couple of years and I don't remember why I switched to beating my meat in my room. It wasn't too long till I moved to California and there is just not enough open space to be able to get away with that kind of thing.
I still love taking off all my clothes and being totally naked, rock hard dick in my hand, not a stitch of clothing to hide behind!!! One thing I didn't find out till just five or so years ago is how much I REALLY LOVE to be naked and masturbate in front of other people!! I will go anywhere and do just about anything when I find someone who will let me beat off in front of them.

Another all night stroke session

back to back all nighters.... I think I will be beating off right up till I have to leave for work, I have been thinking about cumming but there is a very good chance I will wait till another session, perhaps tonight after work. What's keeping me from cumming and getting it over with is the fucking incredible sensations it is producing and I don't want to stop this insane level of pleasure i am experiancing. It is almost unreal how fucking great this feels!!!

Totallly hot videos of girls telling you how to jerk it

These girls tell you how they want you to stroke it for them....
These are all great videos!!!











One more:

I never want to stop masturbating!!

I'm still going, that makes this sessions almost ten hours and i am pretty sure I will be going through the night!! Fuck Yeah!! This is the reason I beat off so much, I am so overwhelmed by the energy of the orgasm I am on the edge of. Every stroke of my cock sends more energy shooting through every cell in my body, harder, stronger. Having fucking intense levels of orgasm energy flowing into, through, and around me, being in a state or orgasm for minutes even hours on end. There is nothing like it and all I want to do is be like this forever..

Monday, May 18, 2009

Tracy arrived early and stopped me as I was about to cum!

I had decided I was going to cum so i could be relaxed and enjoy myself while she was here, i was pounding my fist over my cock, building up, i was maybe two strokes away from cumming when she opened the door, walked in, saw what I was about to do and told me not to cum! I barely managed to hold it, I slowed down and explained why I was going to cum, so i could be more relaxed, etc. She didn't care what my reasons were, i was not to cum. I have never seen Tracy be assertive or domineering before but she did a pretty good job of it tonight. She was in control and made sure i knew it. She didn't even let me cum before she left

Thinking about cumming before friend gets here

Thinking about when she is watching me is making it very difficult to keep from cumming!! That and knowing that people are looking at a record of my masturbation has me straining to hold back.. I believe this is the seventh multi-hour masturbation session since i last sprayed cum all over! I am thinking that if I do orgasm before she arrives then I will be more relaxed and won't be fighting as hard to keep for cumming and will enjoy it more. Or maybe that is me rationalizing my way into letting lose with this incredible orgasm I have been edging so fucking good i feel like i'm floating. My legs are twitching and my toes curled as I ride the edge of orgasm..
Maybe I'll wait to cum, shit, i don't know, I'll post when she leaves and let you guys know what I decided...

Girl I've known for a long time stopping by to watch me masturbate!!

I've known Tracy for many years, for the last few years whenever she runs out of money she stops over and "earns" some money by kicking back and watching me masturbate, she wants only $20 an hour and if i try to give her more she won't take it.. We sit and talk, and play board games and have a good time. She is supposed to stop in around nine tonight, I can't wait..
Here is a pic from a previous time she was here and I recorded it with my webcam..
I have a few of these movies if any wants to watch them I will put them on a filesharing server and post a link to them..

Back at home for more masturbation!!

Jury duty is over, I am already naked and stroking my big, rock hard cock!!! I see no reason why I wouldn't be able to beat off till i fall asleep..... I love it.....

Lunch break at home jerking off

I have jury duty today and came home for lunch to beat off for an hour and a half before I have to go back... Was up all night stroking my cock, still haven't cum.... It is a great day jerking off, great control, great arousal, great porn, fuck yeah!!!!! the intensity is really building up as i pound my hand up and down on my rock hard cock. The orgasm is starting to ripple through my entire body, making me shake and twitch.
Oh yeah I LOVE THIS, it is fucking incredible!!!
I gotta get back, I be jerking off again as soon as I get back home!!!

Looke like an all nighter

I LOVE IT!! I am not ready to let myself cum and don't think I will be for a while, it feels so fucking good right now! My hand is wrapped around my big, hard cock, pounding up and down!! I am feeling so incredible, real close to the edge, orgasm starting to run through me. Great porn always helps, I love seeing tits bouncing from being pounded hard. This woman has the best tits I've seen in while!! I post more in a bit....

Looke like an all nighter

I LOVE IT!! I am not ready to let myself cum and don't think I will be for a while, it feels so fucking good right now! My hand is wrapped around my big, hard cock, pounding up and down!! I am feeling so incredible, real close to the edge, orgasm starting to run through me. Great porn always helps, I love seeing tits bouncing from being pounded hard. This woman has the best tits I've seen in while!! I post more in a bit....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I love stroking it

Started slow today, been at it for around a couple of hours and i am just starting to edge for the first time. I REALLY enjoy the feeling of my hand stroking my cock, without any feelings of orgasm, just stroking away, pounding up and down!! It was great, but now we are on the edge, and that is a different animal!! The girl in the porn I am watching has fucking great tits, i have had to slow way down to keep from cumming, she is so fucking hot!!

New Blog of my Chronic or Constant Masturbation & Edging

This is a way for me to share/record what I am dreaming, thinking, and/or fantasizing about during my practically constant masturbation..